The first time Lu You officially met Yan Yan was in the Yan Mansion, when the family affairs of the two of them began to be put on the agenda, and the adults of the two families said that they could let the children take a look at each other, and the two children on the left and right were still young.

And before that, Lu Ming actually had a relationship with Yan Yan in the palace, he was still young, about ten years old, it seemed to be the Queen Mother's birthday or some other day, he entered the palace with his mother, and there were many children of the same age at the same time.

Lu Ming remembered very well that that time to celebrate the birthday of the Queen Mother, Yan Yan stood up and sang a local ballad, he didn't understand a word, but because of the excitement on the Queen Mother's face, he remembered the bright smile on the face of this little girl with pink makeup.

But not long after, he saw the little girl in the garden, and there was a group of children fighting grass in the garden, and she wanted to come over, but the children didn't play with her, saying that she was a broom star or something, and someone pushed her and pushed her to the ground.

When Lu Ming was struggling with whether to go over and help her, the prince came over, stepped forward to help her up, and said loudly: "Come, sister Yan'er, they don't play with you, the prince's brother plays with you." ”

Although the group of children were not very old, they still knew the weight of the word prince, and when they saw this, they all gathered around, and Li Ji only glanced at these people coldly, and then took Yan Yan's hand and went elsewhere.

Coincidentally, it was the last time Lu Ming accompanied his mother into the palace to see the Queen Mother, and after that, he could only follow his father to attend some gatherings between families or poetry meetings between classmates.

As a result, he has never seen Yan Yan since.

Naturally, he didn't think about this girl anymore.

Five years later, at this meeting, to put it bluntly, Yan Yan was just ten years old, and he was even more ignorant in the affairs of men and women, and when he saw him for the first time, he actually asked him if he could do her a favor, saying that she didn't want to leave her grandmother, but she couldn't dismiss her grandmother, so she agreed to get engaged, but she would not leave her grandmother to get married.

At that time, Old Madam Yan was already very sick, so when Lu Ming saw the big flickering eyes in front of her, she naturally remembered her helplessness and stubbornness when she was pushed to the ground during the meeting many years ago, and a trace of distress flashed in her heart inexplicably, and she nodded in agreement.

Seeing him nodding, Yan Yan gave him a tearful smile back, and praised him for being a good person.

With the settlement of the relationship between the two, Mrs. Yan also kicked her legs away, and it is said that Yan Yan also fell seriously ill for this and lay down for several months before going out.

And since then, the Yan Yan that Lu Ming saw no longer had the bright eyes and bright smile he had before, maybe it was her depression that made Yan Peng angry, or maybe it was something else, in short, Yan Peng found him and asked him to go to Yan Mansion to be a temporary gentleman for these children, and enlighten Yan Yan by the way.

That was when he had the most contact with Yan Yan, and he found that Yan Yan was very serious in class, and the assignments could be completed well, but there was one point, and he was too worried.

Later, Yan Yan understood the true meaning of engagement, and also knew that men and women were in trouble, so he began to avoid him and stopped attending his classes, and from then on, he began to get close to Yan Yu.

Later, Yan Fu didn't let him do any more temporary husbands on the grounds that the girls were older, but on the three festivals every year, he would still go to Yan Mansion to give gifts, but he never saw Yan Yan again, but he still had the opportunity to see Yan Yu, and Yan Yu would still send their poems and poems to him for review as before.

It was precisely because of Yan Yu's misleading that the talented girl who used to have a bright smile gradually drifted away from him, on the contrary, he remembered the bright and moving eyes and smile on Yan Yu's face.

He lost her, and he left her behind.

But who knew that God would play such a big joke on him.

She is still smart, still talented, and still beautiful, but she has become someone else's wife.

And what about him?

Knowing that he was deceived, knowing that he was being used, but for the sake of damn self-esteem and face, he still had to grit his teeth and make mistakes, without him, this path was chosen by himself, and he couldn't let outsiders see his jokes.

But this doesn't mean that he will condone or spoil Yan Yu without a bottom line, so when he heard Yan Yu say why Lu You could not take a concubine and he had to take a concubine, he was angry.

It's just that when he saw Yan Yu's tearful eyes, he softened his heart again, and inexplicably, every time he saw her crying and saw her shed tears, he would actually remember the tearful smile when he officially met Yan Yan for the first time.

Including Fang Cai, the same, but this time he touched his long memory for some reason, and he remembered the past.

Yan Yu, who was bowing her head and sobbing on the side, had been waiting for Lu Ming to coax her like before, but who knew that after waiting for a long time, she waited for a sigh, and the smart Yan Yu quickly thought of the anger she had just seen from Lu Ming's eyes, and at this moment, she finally realized one thing, something was different.

The man next to him didn't really like her, and he definitely didn't miss any old love, most likely because he didn't want outsiders to see his jokes, so he could only hold on.

But how long can this stubborn relationship last?

Yan Yu was scared, and he had no bottom in his heart.

After pondering again and again, Yan Yu stopped sobbing, raised a pair of teary eyes, and stretched out his hand to hold Lu Ming's hand, "Ah Ming, don't be angry, I also care too much about you and don't want you to take a concubine, but I forgot that you are different from the eldest brother, you are the prince, and you are the one who wants to inherit the title of Duke of Zhenguo, how can you not take a concubine?" It's me who is too willful, you see your father and my father, and these people around you, how can there be no concubine? ”

"Stop crying?" Lu Ming opened his eyes and saw that Yan Yu's eyes were still red, but he also regretted a little that he shouldn't have lost such a big temper, which probably scared her.

If she returns home like this, her grandmother and mother are afraid that they will reprimand them again, especially her mother, who is a strong person, because this family business is not less complained about by her grandmother and father, so even if it is for her mother, he has to hold on.

At this time, Lu Ming especially hoped that Yan Yu would get pregnant quickly, so that he could justifiably find someone else, and he also hoped that the war would break out as soon as possible, so that he could also find a reason to leave this suffocating home.

As for the future, he didn't think about it so far, but one thing he knew very well was that it was impossible to get separated, let alone divorce, there was the queen mother and the emperor, unless he didn't want the position of the son of the world.

After all, the current situation is different from Yan Yan's original meeting, Yan Yu has become the wife he is marrying, and there is no room for regret.

Of course, it would be wrong to say that he has no feelings for Yan Yu at all, after all, the two also had a happy time when they were young, but there were too many deceptions and calculations in between, and he couldn't get over this hurdle in his heart.

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