Chapter 15: The Truth I
It was late at night, the wind outside the window was blowing more and more fiercely, and the whistling sound sounded very strange, as if someone was crying sadly.
At this moment, in the room of a building, Lin Ping was staring at the photo in his hand and muttering to himself.
"Bian Mingyu, you're finally gone, I don't have to worry about hiding from you anymore."
As he spoke, Lin Ping got up abruptly and walked to the dressing mirror.
Looking in the mirror, he burst out laughing, but after a few seconds, the laughter stopped abruptly.
"Damn, I'm still carrying it......"
Before the words fell, he grabbed the jade Guanyin pendant on his chest and shook it in disgust. As if calculated, the pendant landed squarely on his left cheek.
"Shhh
The hard texture of the jade hit his face, and Lin Ping, who was in pain, gasped.
"I'm annoyed, why do you have to bring the same Jade Guanyin as him, I'll smash it now."
Lin Ping dragged down the jade Guanyin while touching the painful left side of his face, and his strength was so great that even the silver pendant buckle fell off.
With a click, Jade Guanyin fell to the ground.
"Broken? It's just right, you don't have to carry this thing again. ”
He muttered to himself, and the door of memory quietly opened, and time returned to three days ago.
It was the weekend, and Lin Ping slept until noon, and before he could fully wake up, a fiery voice had already sounded in his ears.
"Brother, why haven't you gotten up yet?! Didn't I say I'm going to introduce you to a girlfriend? The girls have been waiting for most of the day, you are really interesting. ”
The person who spoke was a young man with a long body and extremely handsome appearance, his name was Bian Mingyu, and he was a good friend of Lin Ping.
Bian Mingyu is different from the silent Lin Ping, he is a vibrant, enthusiastic and cheerful sunny boy, who gives people a youthful vitality wherever he goes.
Looking at Bian Mingyu, who was urging him again and again, Lin Pingwei got up, he lay on the bed and said apologetically: "Mingyu, I haven't been very comfortable since last night, and I may not be able to go today, I'm sorry." ”
"Uncomfortable? Is it a fever? Hurry to the hospital and have a look. ”
Lin Ping's weak tone made Bian Mingyu worried, and he hurriedly stretched out his hand to help Lin Ping.
"I'm fine, I may have a cold, just rest and rest, I don't have to go to the hospital."
"Okay, you lie down, I'll go buy some food and come back immediately, and call if I have something."
After Bian Mingyu finished speaking, he helped Lin Ping cover the quilt, poured another glass of water and put it on the table, and then turned around and walked towards the door.
"What cover? Who told you to touch my quilt. ”
Looking at the door that had been closed, Lin Ping sat up with a "whew", and lifted the quilt on his body with hatred.
That's right, he hates Bian Mingyu, this is a kind of hatred from the depths of his heart.
Bian Mingyu is Lin Ping's good friend and his only friend, so why does Lin Ping hate him? Speaking of which, this is related to Lin Ping's experience when he was a child.
Lin Ping's parents are both impatient and uneducated, and they often quarrel over sesame mung beans. Marriages that lack understanding and communication will not last.
When Lin Ping was six years old, the two finally parted ways.
On the day of the divorce procedures, Lin Ping's mother left with a suitcase. She refused to raise her young son, so Lin Ping could only live with her father, Lin Anqing, who was an alcoholic.
Lin Anqing has always been an alcoholic, and after the divorce, he became even more unscrupulous. I drank every day, not to mention, and punched and kicked Lin Ping when I was drunk. Lin Ping was still a child at the time, and in the face of his father's atrocities, he cried or cried.
Lingju called the police for this matter, but when the patrol came, he only educated Lin Anqing. After the patrol left, Lin Anqing's beating of Lin Ping intensified. Seeing this, the neighbors didn't dare to call the police, for fear of bringing a greater disaster to Lin Ping.
Once, Lin Anqing was fired from the unit for playing drunk and crazy against the leader, and from that day on, he became a jobless vagrant. The neighbors all knew about his character, and they stayed away from him as if they were hiding from the plague.
Because of his father's relationship, Lin Ping was also alienated by everyone, and no child was willing to play with him, so he was isolated.
Being in a depressed living environment for a long time, coupled with the beating that his father was about to make, Lin Ping's young heart gradually changed.
He becomes distrustful of everyone, believing that they are all hypocritical to him.
Every time after school, when Lin Ping saw other classmates being picked up by his parents, he was both envious and jealous, but what was the use of envy and jealousy? Every day when I go back, I still have to be beaten by my father.
Fortunately, although Lin Anqing beat and scolded Lin Ping, he did not let him drop out of school, maybe he felt that he had suffered a loss of education in his life, so he wanted his son to study hard and become a useful talent.
The human psyche is so strange!
In the first semester of the fifth grade, Bian Mingyu transferred to Lin Ping's school and happened to be assigned to their class.
"Students, Bian Mingyu is a new student in our class, everyone applauds and welcomes."
After the head teacher introduced the new students with a smile, the students applauded, and Lin Ping also applauded. In fact, he was not interested in the new classmates, he applauded just because he didn't want to be criticized by the teacher.
Maybe there is a providence in the dark, Bian Mingyu actually offered to sit with Lin Ping, although the teacher didn't want him to be at the same table as Lin Ping, as an honor student, but finally agreed to his request.
"Hello, my name is Bian Mingyu, and I will be your tablemate in the future."
In this way, Lin Ping, who had been lonely for four years and had no classmates willing to take care of him, finally had a table mate in the fifth grade.
For the hard-won tablemates, Lin Ping didn't feel the slightest happiness, his heart was already numb and indifferent, and Lin Ping's attitude of ignoring it did not affect Bian Mingyu's mood.
When he saw Lin Ping for the first time, he felt that he was different from other classmates. Lin Ping, who sat alone in the corner without being noticed, made Bian Mingyu feel deep sympathy.
Bian Mingyu is different from Lin Ping, who has a poor background, he was born in a family with superior conditions, and his parents love him very much. The happy family atmosphere has created a good growth environment for Bian Mingyu, who has been enthusiastic, generous, kind and sensible since he was a child.
When Bian Mingyu learned about Lin Ping's situation, not only did he not discriminate against him, but he also cared about him very much, he brought his snacks to share with Lin Ping, and on Lin Ping's birthday, he would also carefully prepare birthday gifts.
From elementary school to junior high school, from junior high school to high school, from high school to university, Bian Mingyu studied in the same school as Lin Ping, and he accompanied Lin Ping in his own way.
Bian Mingyu has many friends, and everyone likes him who is sunny and handsome. Although there are more and more friends, Bian Mingyu is not alienated and disgusted with Lin Ping.
Some people also reminded him not to get so close to Lin Ping, because Lin Ping has an autistic personality and seems to be abnormal in his heart. Bian Mingyu's parents were very worried when they heard these words, and they repeatedly persuaded their son to leave Lin Ping.
Everyone's kind reminders and parents' worried advice made Bian Mingyu disagree, he said that he was Lin Ping's only friend, so he couldn't abandon Lin Ping no matter what.
Maybe it was Bian Mingyu's sincerity that moved God, or maybe there was a fateful fate between them, when they went to college, the two were actually in the same class.
became classmates, Bian Mingyu thought that this was their fate, but Lin Ping thought that it was God against him. From elementary school to the present, Bian Mingyu has been inseparable from him, which makes Lin Ping unbearable.
He thinks that Bian Mingyu is acting for others to see, and he uses his poor self as a foil, just like flowers need green leaves.
As long as Bian Mingyu and his classmates were laughing and playing together, as long as one of them inadvertently glanced at Lin Ping, Lin Ping decided that Bian Mingyu was saying bad things about himself.
Thinking of these, Lin Ping seemed to see Bian Mingyu telling everyone about his unbearable life experience with relish. Thinking about it, he secretly scolded: "Bian Mingyu, you damn guy has been pestering me since I was a child, and you won't let me go when you go to college, go die!" ”
Lin Ping's thinking was incomprehensible, he was controlled by his own twisted heart, and his curses became louder and louder.
"Lin Ping, what did you say? You're complaining about me! ”
At some point, a familiar voice sounded behind Lin Ping, and memories and cursing stopped at this moment.
"You, you're back......"
Looking at Bian Mingyu, Lin Ping's face turned red, and he couldn't speak well. Bian Mingyu didn't answer Lin Ping's words, he put the food bag in his hand on the table.