Chapter 246: Companionship is the most affectionate confession
Li Jia didn't know that Han Yi had already obtained Song Jianguo's shares, and he didn't know that Wang Shuwen was going to lose no matter what. I only know that Han Yi has now borrowed a large amount of money from the bank to buy the shares of Shengshi, and now Wang Shuwen is hindering it, so that the company he runs is experiencing large-scale turmoil. And Han Yi did not say that Song Jianguo's test for him was that he had to rely on his own ability to pull the investment to solve the company's predicament, and then he could really show his strength, prove his ability, and realize his value.
Just as she banged her head on the steering wheel, Han Yi knocked on the car window, motioned for her to open it, and then threw the card into it.
"Don't be stupid! Take it back, I'll get it! Han Yi turned around and waved his hand, "Drive carefully and pay attention to safety." ”
It was true that Li Jia wanted to help, but she also thought that Han Yi would definitely not accept it, so she was not surprised. What puzzled her was that Han Yi didn't blame her for going to Hao Yali, thinking about why Han Yi would scold her, but she didn't expect to escape so easily.
Sometimes it's like this, she did something bad with good intentions, but it made Bai Xue think that it was Hao Yali who Han Yi sent Li Jia to find, and Bai Xue misunderstood Han Yi, which made her feel quite guilty. Thinking that I have to find a time to explain clearly to Bai Xue, don't really affect the relationship between them because of my own assertions.
Falling in love is a pleasant thing for both mind and body, and it is a sweet process. Intoxicated with a beautiful love, it is even more forgetful. But not every love can be married hand in hand, and getting married may not be able to grow old together. Thousands of lovers in the world will face breakups or divorces.
How happy you are when you are in love, how painful you are when you break up.
However, Han Yi and Bai Xue's unhappy breakup this time was because of the misunderstanding that they didn't bother to explain and the long-term tolerance of each other, and the selfish negative emotions that had been suppressed in each other's hearts.
Bai Xue was talking about being separated for a while, Han Yi felt that she was talking about breaking up, Bai Xue didn't explain, because that would make her humble, and Han Yi didn't keep it, and she didn't want to fall behind in the relationship.
Most of the pain comes from reluctance to give up on the lover, but some pain comes from wanting to end the love, but not being able to end it smoothly. Many lovers are always separated and reunited many times, but they can't be separated. In the eyes of Li Jia and Keiko, Han Yi and Bai Xue are a match made in heaven, and they will eventually be white-headed old together. However, it seems that the relationship between them is really as Liu Xiyao said, too bland, lacking passion, and even needs a quarrel to make them value each other and examine the relationship.
Companionship is the most affectionate confession, what's wrong with Bai Xue needing Han Yi's company?
Li Jia can also be regarded as witnessing their love, and she knows too much about some of the good and bad. As a person who has successfully entered a sacred marriage after a long-distance love run, she knows that the most beautiful thing in love is that "me" and "you" have finally become "us". The best state is to know each other for many years, but they still like to be with each other.
Because love is
In this way, in every love, two people who love each other cannot be dull or quiet all the time, and there will always be various frictions or misunderstandings. Some people don't understand the solution, so there will be a situation of separation and integration. No love is smooth sailing, in fact, this kind of separation and integration will also allow them to discover each other, understand each other, and finally be able to truly walk together. This is also a test of love for each other, which is not a good thing.
Bai Xue, like Han Yi, felt uncomfortable, but life had to go on, as before, she sat for a long time in the familiar house where she was alone, and thought a lot. She felt that Han Yi was talking a little too much, she was just depressed for a long time, feeling that Han Yi had a lot of things to hide from her, ignoring him also wanted to get his attention and attention, hoping that he could take the initiative to explain those things clearly, and hoped that he could take time to accompany her.
Unexpectedly, she was angry and said words of temporary separation to end this quarrel, all she needed was Han Yi's company, not a person who was always alone, otherwise what difference would there be between someone who has loved her for so many years and who has not been there now?
When people reach a certain age, they will always miss the past and their past selves, the roads they have walked, the people they have met, the happiness they have gotten, the pain they have healed, the knots they have untied, and the regrets they have left.
When you accept that the ending that has happened may not be so perfect, you will feel that time may have the best span in the world, and those chasms that seem to be impossible to cross at the beginning, many years later, look back on them, but they all come as if they were walking on the ground. It's so smooth and smooth, that it even makes people forget what kind of turbulence they feel in their hearts when they go through those difficulties.
Then he sighed: "It's okay, I finally came over." "Either way, at least when talking to others, I would add lightly, oh, it's all in the past.
In the end, if you don't come together and don't want to bless each other, it can only become a regret for the rest of your life.
In the afternoon, Song Jianguo and his wife would go to Shanghai, and when Han Yi returned home, he notified Qin Yue to receive them as before, and then immediately took a bath, took a few cold medicines, and fell asleep in minutes.
Sometimes it is much easier to empty yourself, and all feelings and careers are no longer troubles in life, and all this seems to be achieved only in your sleep.
At lunchtime, Bai Xue made a meal in the hospital staff canteen, found a quieter place, stirred the food, and was in a daze, thinking about what Han Yi said, and still resented him in his heart.
Liu Xiyao sent a WeChat voice message on her mobile phone, thanking her for taking care of her last night, and asked her if she had called Han Yi back. Bai Xue replied simply, but did not say anything about the quarrel and breakup. Originally, I wanted to listen to her and talk to Han Yi coquettishly, lose her temper, and immediately reconcile after a quarrel, but I didn't expect Han Yi to take the initiative to blame her for not being happy, and the sentence "I don't know how to be blessed in the blessings" pierced her heart like a thorn, because she didn't feel happy in her current life.
"Bai Xue, it's coming." Fang Wen walked towards her with a lunch box, sat down and asked, "Where did you go last night?" ”
Bai Xue didn't think about it and didn't go home all night, and it turned out to be known to everyone, as if she had done something wrong.
"Did Han Yi call you?"
Fang Wen opened the lunch box and said while eating: "He doesn't have my number, but he turned out to be looking for the number that our dean wanted, as if a few of our classmates who played well with you had received his call." What's wrong? Did you quarrel? ”
Bai Xue avoided talking and asked Fang Wen instead, "Dean?" How could he have our dean's number? ”
"You don't know yet, huh? At the end of May, your boyfriend's company, Yihui, donated a piece of equipment to the hospital, millions of dollars, and of course he has the number of the director. You should know that when you return to China, you will be admitted to the hospital immediately because the dean personally greets your department director······"
"What do you mean?" Bai Xue's expression was solemn and interrupted Fang Wen.
Fang Wen didn't mean anything, she was just saying such a fact, but these words had an extraneous sound in Bai Xue's ears.
"Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean that!" Seeing her put down her chopsticks so seriously, Fang Wen immediately explained: "It is definitely no problem for your grades to stay in our affiliated hospital, not to mention that you have obtained a graduate diploma from Kada University with excellent results, and there will be many hospitals in China who are rushing to get it." ”
After all the previous things, such as when she was cheated out of money by netizens, Han Yi found someone to return the money to her, so that she would not feel cheated. Hiding from her to contact her sister, helping her sister get out of years of sadness, depression, and many small things, although the starting point and the result are quite good, but the common point is that he never said it, he hid it from her. Bai Xue had to suspect that this time she had gone through the back door to enter the hospital so quickly and smoothly.
And logically speaking, the hospital's recruitment time is not at this time, and she never thought that she would be the only intern in their pediatric department at the same time. In this way, it must be inseparable from Han Yi.
There is a saying: "There is nothing in this world that does not say goodbye, and all departures are planned for a long time." ”
There are many kinds of departure, some people are gone, but the heart is never far away, and some people are never far away, but the heart has long withered. What kind of snow does snow belong to?
She used to be full of enthusiasm for Han Yi, and she couldn't wait to share what she saw and heard with him, although she couldn't give him the most expensive, but what she could give him was the best she had.
Those days when she was separated from the two places and spent in her thoughts, she was reluctant to turn off her mobile phone when she slept, for fear that he would suddenly send a message, but she didn't have time to reply, so she always looked forward to it day and night.
But lately there had been a feeling that something had been missing, and she found that he didn't seem to value her that much. Every time she needed Han Yi, she couldn't find him.
Some people say that those who want to send you home are on the way from east to west, north and south, and those who truly love you are not busy day and night. Perhaps, the snubbing and disappearance on weekdays just proves that he doesn't love enough, or doesn't cherish it enough.
From looking forward to the days with him, to always standing alone,
Becoming more and more silent. Many times she didn't have nothing to say, but she began to understand that she was no longer surrounded by people, and a thousand words were wasted. also began to understand that a lover who is difficult to even meet will never be able to understand what she thinks.
She also thought that if one day, she would no longer tell him everything, and if one day, she chose to bear everything alone, it must be her most disappointed moment for Han Yi.
People who walk on the road of love, you must know that if you can't see the person you love, you will have no choice but to let go, and if you can't get the cherished person, you will decide to leave.
And she wants Han Yi to pay more attention to her and accompany her as before.
As we grow, the definition of love becomes simpler and simpler. The love she understands has no established rules and regulations, and she never says "I love you" many times, and she doesn't have to worry about gaining and losing, nor does she have to weigh the good and the bad in comparison.
Love has become two very simple words - companionship. As long as the person next to you is always by your side, it seems to be enough.
(End of chapter)