"Why did you suddenly remember to call me?" Han Yi seemed to be in a much better mood when he received Zhong Ying'er's call.

Maybe it's because of the vicissitudes of life for a long time, and I'm used to pretending to be strong. A friend's phone call easily removed his disguise and defense.

People, when you are obsessed with happiness, happiness is always like leaving, you want to avoid pain, but pain always comes unexpectedly, all the beauty in your imagination is sometimes far from reality, but you have tasted all the flavors of life, and you have learned to face and take responsibility.

Before Zhong Ying'er could explain, Han Yi continued to smile and said, "If you think about it carefully, it should have been more than four years, right?" Four years have passed, and you haven't taken the initiative to call me, what's wrong today? ”

Zhong Ying'er thought about it carefully, and it was true! But when she wanted to save that relationship, Han Yi was already with Bai Xue, and she tried to contact him, but in the end she was blocked by him. Later, I saw that he and Bai Xue were in love and chose to hide far away. I hid for three years, until I met again a few months ago.

Many times, the fate between people is too shallow, just like a dragonfly in water, often only a moment intersects.

Some people, just a certain period of your life, stay for a moment, and soon, no longer contact; Some people, walking and walking, disappear in the sea of people, once intimate, now people go to tea and cool; Some people, for various reasons, can't stay together, they can only say that they are okay and cherish each other.

Between Han Yi and Zhong Ying'er, that's the case. At first, Han Yi couldn't let it go, but then Zhong Yinger couldn't let it go, and now the two have finally changed from former lovers to current friends.

"I'll try and see if you remove me from the blacklist."

Zhong Ying'er seemed to be complaining, but the tone was not obvious. Unexpectedly, Han Yi actually laughed a few times, "What about turning over old accounts?" ”

"Are you hiding your embarrassment?" Zhong Ying'er sneered, she knew that Han Yi had always felt indebted to her, and wanted to see her happy, if she blamed him, it would definitely make him uncomfortable.

This cold tone made Han Yi's heart tremble, "Could it be that you really came to turn over old accounts?" ”

After Han Yi was silent for a moment, Zhong Ying'er laughed, which made his hanging heart fall to the ground.

It turned out that Qin Yue talked about the current situation of the company when she was chatting with her, and she was a little worried and wanted to make a phone call and chat with him casually.

Zhang Xiaoxian once said in "I Loved, So I Lived": "Even if they are separated, they will have their own arms after that." But after all, it was the one who accompanied me across the river of time. He has made waves in my heart, and he will never pass. ”

used to be lovers, even if they didn't go to the end, it was fate. It is easy for people to get separated, and it is a great luck to meet each other and now become each other's confidants.

In this world, whoever leaves can live, only who is more reluctant than others. The people who accompany you are not always available, concerned about your heart, and they are not without anything to do.

Feelings don't come overnight, and they don't go in a moment. Now this state makes the two of them very comfortable and comfortable.

Zhong Ying'er didn't

talked about things in his company, so he chatted in a mess, and then said that he was ready to teach in the next few days, Han Yi also told her to take care of herself, and she chatted for an hour unconsciously.

There are always some stories, from not knowing each other to meeting strangers, it is always just a flick of the fingers, but once it starts, it will never end.

There are always some feelings, in each other's lives, unexpectedly encountered, and in the quiet time, gradually drifting apart, but once they enter your heart, they will not forget. When you meet, don't hurt each other, cherish this relationship, don't let an unintentional word, an unintentional move, cool the other party's heart, and don't let the last turn become an eternal regret.

Han Yi knows very well that in this life, it is a rare luck to meet people with the same heart. Even if you are destined to separate in the end, please give your most sincere blessings and gratitude, thank you for the scenery you have walked through together, and the bits and pieces you have experienced, which are exclusive memories between each other, unique and forever remembered.

Wind and rain on the road of life, accompany each other, remember each other for a lifetime, and then don't ask each other about the wind and snow and the sun, it is enough for each to be well.

There is an old Chinese saying: "A hundred years of repair can be crossed in the same boat, and a thousand years of repair can be slept together." "The encounters in this life are all the continuation of the previous life. Love, friendship, it's all the same.

Han Yi always had such a feeling, that is, he had walked through a place, obviously he had never been here, but he always felt very familiar. It didn't happen, but it always felt like it had happened. When I met someone, I had never seen it before, but I felt as if I had seen this person somewhere, and I felt inexplicably familiar.

We often say, "In the next life, I still want to be with you", or "In the next life, what else will I do". In fact, meeting is fate, because of the agreement in the previous life, there is a reunion in this life. When you meet, maybe it has been agreed in the previous life, so you can meet again in this life.

Whoever we meet in this life and what kind of chemical reaction will occur is a kind of fate in the dark.

There is a fate to meet thousands of miles, but there is no chance to meet on the other side. Whoever we meet and who we fall in love with is fate, and no one can escape. It can't be stopped, it can't be pursued if it's scattered, the edge is deep and shallow, in fact, it has long been destined.

In the journey of life, everyone we meet is destined, and they all owe each other. The presence of each person in your life is meaningful, and for better or worse, his presence must teach you something.

Maybe you don't have this kind of experience at the moment, but when everything settles, you will find that everyone's appearance has its own meaning.

In life, it is not easy to find someone, and sometimes we feel that we must have owed something in our previous life, so we have to pay it back in this life. But it's not easy to find someone who loves you, so don't owe anything to him, just do it and cherish it.

There are many people who have told me that they love each other but end up separated. Looking back now, that relationship always seems like they owed each other in their previous lives.

In fact, there are many people who have met, but the end is not

It's not very beautiful, it's either good to get together and disperse, or the road is narrow.

In fact, there is no point in talking about deficits anymore, because separation is the best choice after weighing the pros and cons.

Who's life is not one side forward, while losing, after meeting and gaining, after gaining and losing, this is all a growth experience. Since there is no fate, it is better to be more thankful and thank that person for being here in our lives.

Zhong Yinger posted such a news in the circle of friends three years ago: "I still can't forget him." ”

Looking at the short words, I only felt bitter in my heart. Yes, many things, many people, are not that they don't want to forget, but that they can't forget.

I still remember seeing a passage in Zhang Xiaoxian's book "Missing the Past": "I didn't miss you very deliberately, because I knew that I should be grateful when I met you, and I should be relieved when I passed by." I just think of you for many small moments. For example, a movie, a song, a lyric, a road, and countless moments when you close your eyes. ”

Forget, two words, it's really simple to say. But when you really want to forget someone, it's not easy.

Especially that person, who is still the person he once loved deeply, it is impossible to forget it.

Zhong Ying'er hung up the phone, put down the phone, looked up at the wall clock on the wall, at 4:50, and then looked at the transparent glass filled with water on the table, and smiled.

In the past, she always seemed to be stunned, thinking that he couldn't sleep peacefully.

I took a sip of water, which was neither sweet nor bitter. She couldn't help but think back to the girl who was sick and insisted on him to buy candy after taking the medicine.

Once, he was such a person who was afraid of bitterness, but for a while he had to rely on the bitterness brought by coffee, so that he could feel that little peace of mind and sobriety in these late nights without him. But now I think it's bland, and it's good.

She has changed, she doesn't know how long this change has been going on. But she knew, for a long time.

Since they broke up, Han Yi has always stopped her from being online, and later even blocked her mobile phone number. He did it very ruthlessly, and he didn't leave her a chance to contact her, even if he wanted to take a sneak peek at his QQ dynamics, she was set by him to deny the other party access.

During the time when Zhong Ying'er left Han Yi, she always thought of him inexplicably and frantically, wondering if he was doing well, but she had no way of knowing. Later, she went to Han Yi after her mother's death and regretted getting married, but Han Yi was already with Bai Xue, and took her to see Bai Xue, seeing their loving appearance, she just wanted her to die. also knows that Han Yi has changed from a poor boy with nothing to the boss of the company, and everything is not the same as before. If all this had come earlier, maybe her mother would not object to her being with Han Yi, and the ending would have been completely different.

However, Han Yi really understood her too well, knowing that she would inquire about her news, so even his best buddy Fu Bo, he instructed him and cut off contact with Zhong Ying'er.

He was like a gust of wind, silent

disappeared without a trace in Zhong Yinger's world.

But Han Yi may not know that without himself, she is really not strong at all, not calm at all, she is like a trapped beast, curled up in her memories, thinking about you madly, and has changed since then.

I miss Han Yi, who will always appear in front of her whenever and wherever she is sad and sad, and I miss him who always silently tolerates and understands her when she loses her temper with him for no reason.

In the three years that Bai Xue went abroad, Zhong Ying'er also disappeared for three years, and she was trying to forget Han Yi.

She began to stay up late and work overtime, began to get busy, began to have insomnia night after night, and began to use the bitterness of coffee to force herself to wake up, just to prevent herself from sinking into a dream with him.

It is said that a habit only takes 21 days to develop. And, about thinking about him, gradually, it has long become a habit that makes it difficult for her to quit, and he will appear in her deep mind without deliberately reminding him.

It backfired, she still couldn't forget him, she couldn't forget him no matter what, and she was even obsessed with the countless dark nights that thought about him with the bitter taste of coffee. I have encountered great difficulties in life, I have met some very bad people, and I have encountered some bad things.

It wasn't until Han Yi met her again in Shanghai and pulled her out of the night of suffering, that at that time, she thought that since there was no way to change this habit of thinking about him, then she shouldn't forget him. If you can't forget it, don't forget it.

Now that this is the case, it is really comfortable and comfortable for each other to become friends who care about each other.

(End of chapter)