Chapter 21: The heart is like ashes

CHAPTER XXI

Yi Tianshu listened to Yi Yi's words like thunder, and this accident was all directed by Qian Mei. What is she doing? What do you want to do? He suddenly didn't know her anymore, and it turned out that the pure and selfless Qian Mei had gone. I don't know where she learned these intrigues. The idea of talking to her vanished.

He didn't go home and went straight to the office. Take out the brush to create, only immerse yourself in the creation will not be painful.

In the middle of the night, lightning and thunder followed, followed by strong winds and rain. Yi Tianshu felt a chill on his body. I stopped my brush and heard a cry. He thought he had misheard, who would it be on such a night? Listening carefully, I couldn't help but feel a burst of hair in my heart. Is it Huang Lian's cry?

"Knock knock, knock knock" There was a knock outside the door. Yi Tianshu looked at the door, and no longer heard the cry. He clearly didn't hear footsteps, and he didn't open the door or speak in his breath. Wait quietly.

"Knock knock, knock knock, Yi Tianshu, I know you're inside, and you haven't opened the door yet, what do you want to do?" Qian Mei's voice rang out.

"What are you doing with the wind and rain?" Yi Tianshu saw that she was half wet, and his heart was a little moved.

"You didn't come back at 11 o'clock, so I guess you're painting. Seeing that the rain is so heavy, and you don't have an umbrella with you, you will get a rain in the evening, and if you get drenched again, you will get sick. She said as she placed her umbrella on the ground.

"You're creating?" At a glance, I saw the painting on Yi Tianshu's table.

"It's not a creation, it's just an improvisation." Yi Tianshu looked at her and couldn't figure out why she directed such a big play.

"Aren't you sleeping today? You're the pillar of the house. She said, looking at the painting.

"Tianshu, are we going to live like this?" She looked up at the Clothed Tree. "Or else?" Yi Tianshu remembered her hatefulness and asked expressionlessly.

"Please, let's go back to the way things were." Qian Mei stood behind him, pleading in her voice.

"I'm doing everything you want, what more do you want?" Yi Tianshu's voice was calm.

"Your heart." Qian Mei hugged Yi Tianshu's waist from behind, and her voice was choked.

"Heart, heart has been crushed by you, and it can't be sewn up. That's it, how is this painting? Yi Tianshu's voice was full of helplessness.

"Yi Tianshu, what do you want me to do, look at the humiliation (Yiyi) every day, don't push people too much. Forced me to be anxious, I won't live this day, see who is more miserable. Qian Mei let go of her hand and yelled hysterically at Yi Tianshu.

Yi Tianshu sat on the chair and looked at Qian Mei coldly. Qian Mei's face was full of tears, her eyes were red, and her hands danced wildly in front of Yi Tianshu.

"She was so miserable that she was hit by a car and died, do you want me to be even worse? I moved away for you in humiliation, what else do you want. Drive her crazy and crash to death. Yi Tianshu asked without changing his face. Qian Mei looked at him dumbfounded, realizing that she didn't know him at all.

"I said I would do my duty as a husband and father. I'll do whatever I have to do, do you want me to be crazy and be killed like a yellow lotus. After Yi Tianshu finished speaking, he picked up the brush and began to paint again.

"You, you're unreasonable." Qian Mei burst into tears and stumbled out. It was windy and rainy outside, and there was still a long section of the road without street lights, so Yi Tianshu picked up an umbrella and hurriedly chased after it.

Qian Mei was in tears all the way, she didn't understand why the things she had planned at home would always fail in front of him.

Why did I lose control? In the midst of the storm, she felt a desire to roar. At this time, there was silence on all sides, and she really opened her throat and yelled.

"What are you doing? Crazy? Yi Tianshu hugged her and covered her mouth with his hand.

When I got home, it was already two o'clock in the evening. Both of them were very tired, Qian Mei came back to her senses, took out a dry towel from the closet and let Yi Tianshu dry it, and she wiped it. She no longer has the heart to be a noble lady now, and she is bent on how to stabilize her wife's position.

Although Huang Lian's body is dead, her person occupies his heart in the form of a daughter. Lie on the side and allow others to sleep soundly. So she couldn't let Yi Yi occupy a place in Yi Tianshu's heart no matter what. Either way, she tried to win back his heart.

She has changed a lot because of this, she has never liked to do housework, and now no one is more organized than her home.

Mao Dun's intersection is always in Yiyi, the bane that she will never tolerate. What about the future?

"Why can't we go back to the past, we still have decades left, can we live like this?" Qian Mei can't imagine it anyway.

"Okay, go back to the past, and go to sleep now." Yi Tianshu didn't want to talk to her anymore. closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, in fact, the two of them fell in love at first sight, Yi Tianshu gave up the opportunity to stay in the university to teach for her and went to Linjiang Normal School. This kind of love is unique in Linjiang.

"Am I making a mistake? Have I betrayed you? Yes, you gave up a lot for me, but, wasn't that of your own volition? I didn't force you, everything is your own choice. If you have chosen, why should you regret it? And the object of your betrayal of me is actually my cousin......

I know you didn't sleep, and today, you have to give me an account! The more Qian Mei spoke, the more angry she became, and dragged Yi Tianshu up from the bed......

"Qian Mei, do you have to make trouble with the chickens and dogs? I reiterate once again that we will grow old and never divorce for the rest of our lives.

What is betrayal? The betrayal I understand is to abandon you and build a family with Huang Lian, which is betrayal. But I didn't, and in the end I chose to be with you and didn't betray my original vow.

Besides, human emotions are complex, and everyone has a desire to have beautiful things. I am no exception, you know, I am a man, not a god. Didn't I choose to come to Linjiang because of your beauty? Don't make a fuss, just live a good life. I've done my best to accommodate all your requests, and I also let her out of the house ...... you can't accommodate Yiyi. Go to sleep. Then he fell asleep again.

To be honest, he never expected that Huang Lian would appear in his life, and things would turn out to be such a bad ending.

He doesn't feel that he is at fault in the slightest, and he believes that as long as love is sincere, it deserves respect and deserves to be had. What morality, morality, those are all man-made obstacles, and they are simply things that go against human nature. Only two people who are forced together completely against their original intentions should be condemned and punished.

"Tianshu," Qian Mei changed her approach. One hand was on Yi Tianshu's shoulder, and one leg was also placed on him intentionally or unintentionally, and he shouted softly, looking at Yi Tianshu with his eyes slightly open. She knew that he was not asleep, so she closed her eyes and deliberately pressed her left leg against him, and her left hand followed. She wanted to hide her blushing face with the black veil of the night.

"Hey......" Yi Tianshu gently broke her hand away and moved her body towards the edge of the bed to avoid her slippery thighs. A tear flowed out of the corner of Qian Mei's eyes, and Qian Mei didn't dare to wipe her .......

"I know, your heart is tied to Yiyi, how do you want me to treat her......" She understood that this was a topic that was difficult to avoid, so she simply took the initiative to bring it up.