I really can't take it anymore. My last book was a long story of nearly 2 million words, one of which was 50,000 words, and a plane of another author collided with several places, she made a palette and said I plagiarized, I made a reverse disc and said I didn't plagiarize, the controversy is mainly because: first, those similar stalks do exist, she wrote and I wrote, her time was earlier than me, this is the reason why she said I plagiarized. Second, these stalks are very popular, not her original, she said that the outline is plagiarized, but the outline has a logical chain, each popular stalk appears in a different order in the text, the logical chain of cause and effect is different, it is completely two outlines, and finally, the details we focus on describing these popular stalks are also completely different, and she even intercepted such "similarities" as driving at the age of eighteen, I really can't agree with it. This is the reason why I categorically dismiss plagiarism. You can go to see the little pigeon of @SakuraBan in the process, her palette and my counter-palette are there.

I won't tell you the details of what happened, but the result was that she was depressed and stopped to relax, and I was also hit hard and took a break from school to sort out my mood. Later, after I made a counter-argument to the editor, it was released from my book, and then we both pretended that it was over, and she continued to write, and I continued. I tried to add her friend, and we talked about it and saw how it could be resolved, but she wouldn't add me. I know that from her point of view, she feels that there is nothing to say to a plagiarist, but it is precisely because she refuses to communicate that the two of us can't explain to fans, and she has been subjected to cyberbullying by ignorant fans for a long time, and I am the same. Later, she couldn't bear it anymore, and posted a single chapter saying that another fan was attacking her, and I was so angry that I couldn't do it because I was also suffering from this, and I didn't say that it didn't mean that I didn't. I'm very angry.,I put out my anti-plagiarism.,And the record of chatting with the anti-plagiarism bar (the anti-plagiarism bar said at the time that the color palette was not enough to confirm plagiarism),I was about to go crazy after releasing it.,I thought I could solve this matter well.,As a result, she abandoned the text.,She finished the old book that was supposed to continue to be written in a hurry.,The new book that had just started was also finished.,Abandon the text and leave.。

I was so angry that I released all the evidence, in exchange for not communication and settlement, but the abandonment of the article and the fact that there is no such person since then. You can imagine what happened to me. Although she said it in her book, she said that she wrote more and more without the original intention, and it was often uninspired and painful to write, so she gave up the article, but in the past few months, her fans seem to have ignored this sentence, stubbornly and simply put all the charges on me, even the website was cleaned up in the past few months, blocking a large number of books, and her old books were also blocked, and some of her fans actually said that I got it. I'm so good at making a big cleanup to take a book off the shelves? My little pigeon in the @ cherry blossom class said,Please when she wants to contact,Be sure to contact me,But for more than half a year,There has been no response。

Even real sinners are allowed to defend themselves before they are sentenced, but what about plagiarism? From the moment her palette came out, I was nailed to the pillar of shame, I said anti-plagiarism, I identified your palette is not enough to say plagiarism, and a group of people said I bought anti-plagiarism. I said you just need to add me and tell me the information, and we can solve it by law, but another group of people said that you are a high-level copyist, and the law can't solve it. I??? You've said that, haven't you? There are 50,000 words in total, and 50,000 words prove that plagiarism is not easy? But as long as you have a point that substantially proves plagiarism, you have a chance of winning! Anti-plagiarism identification, you don't listen to the law, you don't believe it, I shouldn't defend it, I should kowtow and admit my mistake the next second you convict me!

In short, because of this incident, I became the author I hated the most, I used to watch the news on the Internet, saying who plagiarized, I despised it in my heart, and now I see the news saying plagiarism, my first reaction is: really plagiarism? Will it be controversial? This makes me despise my own morality, I can't change my position on this principle, but I've experienced this kind of thing, and when I hear it again, my first reaction is to substitute myself, so I often feel very uncomfortable, which is another collapse of myself in addition to fan cyberbullying.

When this book was put on the shelves, there was an error in the system, and it should have been charged for more than 200 chapters, but it only cost 30 chapters, and there were readers in the group who stayed up late waiting for it to be put on the shelves, but I not only changed it at one o'clock in the morning, but also only 30 chapters, I sent a single chapter to apologize to these readers, and comfort them, and then some people said that I sold badly, saying that I forced away other authors, I was very scheming, and I sold miserably to deceive readers into rewarding. I'm so angry that I want to die, my friend told me that you don't want to delete that single chapter, and I stubbornly said I won't delete it. I said what happened even if I intended to sell badly? I have an error in the listing system, and I only set thirty chapters for charging, I can't say? I comfort the fans with what they mean from their hearts, I can't say it? As for rewarding, I'm really funny, you are not in the readership, so you don't know, every penny that my fans give me a reward, I make a gift and return it to them, and sometimes I even have to spend extra money myself, and a few of my big fans have to tell me after rewarding, don't give so many gifts, you just leave some tips for yourself to spend. And those people on the Internet saw a single chapter, and began to splash dirty water on me, they are the most noble and elegant, they will not be unlucky if they don't pour V on the shelves, readers want to reward them for their results, and they are not allowed to be compared.

I also survived the incident on the shelf, I don't know why I wrote an article, it was written like a bloody rain and a bloody sword, but I still insist. At the same time, as I often see messages in the background, saying that I plagiarized the dog White Lotus, and even insulted, I slowly realized more and more that because the other party abandoned the text, because the other party withdrew from the circle, unless I left like her, I would become a sinner forever.

Maybe it's my own moral requirements that are too high, so I don't even want me to be a morally flawed person in other people's mouths. Readers often comfort me that those who speak clearly are self-turbid, but this sentence is just a self-consolation and self-anesthetized words that cannot change the status quo and cannot shut up those who scold me. There are some things that can only be truly empathized with if you experience them yourself. Thank you for your comfort, I feel the biggest touch of writing, there is a comment, saying that she got off the night shift in the early morning, sat in the car and read my book, and felt sweet. I was very, very touched when I saw this comment, and that's why I opened my second book, and I think some people really like me.

But in addition to being moved, because of those cloud-like things, my spirit is very anxious and depressed, although it is not to the extent of seriousness, but every time I stay in this pen name for a day, I feel that the air I breathe is turbid, this feeling is very depressing, I want to change my mentality, but no matter how many times I try, I am still powerless. I can't be like the other party, quit the circle and never write essays, because I love to write, I wrote my first book in the sixth grade, it was written in a notebook, densely written by myself one by one, I like to write essays, I like to write anything, which is why I wear it quickly. I can't do it without writing for the rest of my life, but I'm so eager to get out of here. Just yesterday I saw someone scolding me backstage, and I was numb, but there was still a little bit of discomfort beyond the numbness. In addition, moving these days, there are too many things, and I feel so tired and collapsed. I spent a night writing this, trying to beg for forgiveness and let me leave for a while, and I collapsed when I saw the pseudonym backstage, I wanted to leave it and avoid it so much.

I can't count how many times I've let people like me down. I don't know if you understand that feeling, it's that I'm trying to adjust, I don't want to let you down, so even this has become pressure, and other things are pressing me, I want to adjust, but I don't know how to do it, I can write nearly 2,000 words an hour when I'm in a good mood, but recently I often sit in front of the computer for a long time, I don't know what I'm thinking, I'm very anxious, I want to start writing, but I can't write a word, and the things that are written are messy and deleted repeatedly.

I'm a person who always wants to escape, especially when I'm nervous, whether it's comfort or persuasion, or accusation and abuse, I don't dare to read it, and I won't read the comments after this article is sent, I'll delete the pen name first, so as not to accidentally see anything, even if it's comfort, I don't dare to read it. I wanted to be a good person, but I was so disappointed in myself that I didn't dare to look at what others were saying.

I do not know... I don't know how you reacted, but I can guess that some people will comfort me, some will say disappointment, and some will criticize and educate me. I don't know, and I don't dare to think about it anymore.

Actually, this article is written here.,It's enough to disappoint you.,Because I've completely changed the way of writing.,There's not much interaction between the male and female protagonists behind it.,It's nonsense all over.,It's not a love essay anymore.。 I tried to avoid all physical contact, so in the end, I realized that this was no longer a love essay, nor was it what I wanted to write and liked to write.

Therefore, the last bit I insisted on, the joy of writing the essay itself, was also consumed in the shielding. What to write, how to fall in love, how to kiss a little, if I abandon love, what type of writing am I interested in, and how should I write that kind of writing...... I don't really know anything.

I'm so uncomfortable. Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "I Am a Sensation Around the World Again" for free reading for the first time.