"May the bright moon bring my greetings to you, and may the spring breeze send my concern to you." Han Yi silently read these words.

I heard Keiko say that Bai Xue had a bad cold for several days, and there was no improvement after two days of dripping, but Bai Xue didn't mention it on the phone. Han Yi didn't break it, but he wanted to see her.

Feelings are a wonderful thing, and before he knew it, Bai Xue had begun to slowly enter his heart.

"One day, I will say 'I love you'" Han Yi thought about it a few times in his heart, when would he say "I miss you", "I like you", "I love you" to Bai Xue. Perhaps in the eyes of many people, this is no longer strange, or even normal. But for him, it seems that there is, but it is not so easy.

The person I once liked, who has not confessed, the ending is inconclusive, and the good feeling is hidden in the bottom of my heart and slowly rots. I have confessed, but I have never received a positive answer, and in the end, it is not enough. Even though he tasted feelings, he didn't even say things like "I have a girlfriend" or "this is my girlfriend" to others.

When Bai Xue was crying because he was jealous, he wanted to say "I like you, I think of you in my mind, and your figure appears······"

It's not just talking, these days Bai Xue has been repeating in his thoughts, and every day after learning about her life, it has never been broken. He wanted to know if Bai Xue was better, if Keiko was taking care of her, why didn't he tell him that he was alive, and if he didn't eat on time······

It's very ridiculous, because he didn't think that in just a few months, Bai Xue would enter his heart, although he rarely thought of Zhong Ying'er, but he was afraid, afraid that when Zhong Ying'er suddenly came back to him, he would ignore Bai Xue again. In front of Zhong Ying'er, he never had the fairness and dignity of love, and he didn't want Bai Xue to become like himself.

He doesn't know why he's struggling now, and what kind of outcome does he want?

Bai Xue had already walked ninety-nine steps towards him, and as long as he took that step, he might have a perfect ending.

He erased the traces left by the feelings he thought were irreplaceable in his life, and wanted to forget, but it was more profound! After all, it is the first confession, the feeling of first love in the true sense.

Zhong Yinger must be a regret, and it is also a time when it will eventually pass. Bai Xue is someone he doesn't know now, but he wants to understand, and he doesn't know if it's his future.

Maybe that's what made him hesitate.

After all, the youthful days of those years were not so easy to wipe away. In those years, he always used sad and lingering words to decorate his love traps. But that person is gone! It's time to put it down.

"If one day, I come into your heart, I will cry, because there is no me there; If one day, you walk into my heart, you will cry because it is all you. It seems that such a sentence is more apt to interpret his inner monologue. What about the snow, could it be the same?

"If one day, in the noisy city, we pass by, I will stop, look at your back, and tell myself that I once wanted to love you." He didn't want this to happen, so after saying that Bai Xue would be wrong and liked him wrongly, he wouldn't leave Bai Xue alone. What "thinks of you, loves you, but has nothing to do with you." "This kind of bullshit is nonsense.

Han Yi only heard Keiko talk about Bai Xue who had been cold and coughed for several days, so it was not difficult to explain why she hung up after just saying a few words on the phone these days, she didn't want to bother Han Yi because of her own affairs. After taking guitar lessons, he booked a train ticket online to arrive in Chongqing early the next morning, and he was rushing to the train station at the moment. Maybe it's because of the entanglement of the past two months, and the daily phone call with Bai Xue has also made this ambiguous feeling more like a feeling of love. He wanted to be in front of her when she needed someone's company.

Sitting in the waiting hall, he thought a lot, all about the snow. Thinking of the year when we re-read together, she was so young, and she was so young. remembered the scene when she fled in a hurry after the love letter she handed him after the college entrance examination. I remember that I have never taken the initiative to contact ······ for more than two years

He seems to be beginning to understand why Shirayuki doesn't tell him when he's unhappy and when he's sick. She wanted to hide alone and be vulnerable, and she didn't want others to see her wounds.

"Do you sometimes think that I want to cry sometimes, but I'm so sad that I laugh and laugh and cry?" Han Yi asked Bai Xue in his heart.

There should be, right?

In the dead of night, it's not that he can't sleep, but that he is so stubborn that he doesn't want to sleep. He stood in Bai Xue's perspective to feel her feelings, completely regarded himself as her, and felt the kind of persistent silent attention and love for someone.

Walking through a familiar street corner and seeing a familiar figure, will you suddenly think of a face?

Is there a time when you have a lot to say in your heart, but you can't open your mouth to let him know?

Do you want to indulge yourself one night, wish you had a good time, and go crazy hysterically?

Is there ever a person who does the same thing over and over again every day, and suddenly feels tired of feeling tired in his heart? Confused and overwhelmed?

In every love, there is a person who waits silently for that love until he doesn't want to think about it anymore. He doesn't ask you to give him anything, he just wants you to live a happy and beautiful life.

That person is Bai Xue, it is himself, and he is all the people who do not want to live up to his love.

Han Yi never thought that there was such a person, when he was guarding others, she was guarding him.

He believes that the moment he sees Bai Xue, he will understand his mind more clearly.

When he got off the bus, it was already past eight o'clock in the morning of the next day, so Han Yi hurried to the Medical University and then called Keiko. Because he only planned to come over to see the snow on the weekend, as he had done when he came to visit, and he had to go back to school on Monday.

"Keiko, where are you now?"

Han Yi looked at the sparse people coming and going, and then looked at himself, he couldn't say what it felt, why did he suddenly rush here overnight, was it just to see Bai Xue? Haven't told Bai Xue yet, he is now less than a few kilometers away from him.

"Buying breakfast outside, what's wrong? So early in the morning. ”

The sound of car horns and passers-by ordering food can be clearly heard on the phone.

"Far from the school? I'm at the gate of your school. ”

Han Yi, who hadn't slept all night, didn't feel sleepy at all, and he was quite excited at the moment.

"What's the nerve? Didn't you still talk to Bai Xue on the phone last night and still be at school, joking with me in the morning? Keiko didn't believe what he said at all, just a joke.

Han Yi didn't explain to her, just said: "Don't talk nonsense, I'm really at your school, tell me the address and I'll take a taxi." ”

Keiko believed it. Tell Han Yi that it might be slower to take a taxi, and tell him to stay where he is, and she will come to pick up Han Yi.

In just seven or eight minutes, Han Yi saw Keiko walking towards him.

"Okay, did you come to see Bai Xue? Are your feelings heating up so quickly? How did I not know? As soon as they met, Keiko teased Han Yi like this.

"At least you know I'm not here to see you, and you're self-aware. Who told you that she had such a bad cold and a high fever? ”

"The high fever must have subsided, how can you have a high fever for four or five days in a row! It's just that I'm still coughing, and I have to go on a drip in the afternoon······"

Keiko led Han Yi and said as she walked. "You're pretty good at surprises! If she sees you at this time, she will definitely cry! ”

"Is she up?" Han Yi was afraid that it would be inconvenient to pass at this time.

"Does it matter? She basically doesn't wear makeup, and her makeup is no different from usual, what are you afraid of! Keiko said with a smile.

"Are you afraid that it will be inconvenient for her to get out of bed, and I can't tell if she can't wear makeup?"

Han Yi looked like he knew Bai Xue very well, and he said it with a little bit of arrogance.

"Get up, don't worry. She was brushing her teeth when I came down to buy breakfast. Wouldn't it be better not to get out of bed? ”

Keiko looked at Han Yi's eyes when she looked at her, and immediately ran away.

"What do you think!" Han Yi shouted at Keiko.

When she was about to enter the door, Keiko handed the porridge she bought to Han Yi and said, "Take it, give you a chance, give her a surprise, you come and knock on the door." ”

Keiko hid to the side and only let Han Yi stand in front of the main entrance.

"Didn't you bring the key······?" When Bai Xue opened the door, she was halfway through her words and saw Han Yi standing in front of her with the familiar black backpack on her back. That was a very trendy backpack that Bai Xue specially selected for him in order to give Han Yi a gift to her, and this was also the first time Han Yi used it.

"Morning!" Han Yi just beckoned and said lightly. Looking at Bai Xue's slightly haggard and lazy face because of illness.

It seemed that Bai Xue hadn't come to her senses, she was in a daze for a few seconds, and then quickly closed the door.

"Can play!" Keiko said to Han Yi with a thumbs up.

After a while, the door opened again.

"Why are you here!? I don't want you to see me like this······"

Bai Xue said shyly, but tears were already beginning to well-up in her eyes.

"Okay, okay, what are you doing! Invite people in, what's going on standing outside the door! ”

Keiko said as she pushed Han Yi into the house. She glanced at Bai Xue and said, "I'll just say it, I must cry!" ”

After entering the house, the environment is not bad, the living room is quite spacious and clean, and it is neatly tied. Han Yi knew that Keiko had a little bit of cleanliness, and he was not surprised by this.

A large LCD TV hangs on the wall, and the decoration of the living room does not have a little girlish atmosphere, without a trace of anything that matches with pink, basically black, white and gray, or beige. The living room is also well lit, and the kitchen is the dining table, which is five or six meters away from the sofa where Han Yi is sitting.

"Looks like you're not bad at this point, right?" Han Yi could guess that the rent was not cheap just by looking at the location and the living room, so he teased Keiko.

"Of course, my Taobao store has a good business, and the live broadcast also has some income, and now Bai Xue is taken care of by me!"

Keiko smiled and brought me a glass of juice. Then he sat next to Bai Xue and drank porridge with her.

"She's busy now, the number of people in the club is increasing, and there are many people like her asking for advice on doing live broadcasts, and she is about to start a new entrepreneurial road, she doesn't have time to take care of me, I am now an employee!"

Bai Xue glanced at Keiko and said to Han Yi, very happy for her.

"Where do you go to see the boss buying breakfast for the employees, and accompany you to the hospital for intravenous drips and take care of you! Do you have a little conscience, as soon as Han Yi comes, you will sue the black! Keiko gently tugged at Bai Xue's ears and taught her a "fierce" lesson.

I have to admire Keiko, although she is studying medicine, she is still a six-year bachelor's and master's degree in a row, and she has earned several times more than those skilled office workers in her senior year, which is not an exaggeration at all.

"It's just so that you're here, I'll go back to school to do some errands, you accompany Bai Xue, I'll come back at noon and cook for you personally!" After Keiko finished eating, she said to Han Yi and left in a hurry.