There are no doubts, no denials, no terrible memories of three years ago, I seem to have found my original self, and I have found the Tan Lige who can be desperate as long as I stand on the stage.......

My mind went blank, but it went well.

When the last note was over, I quickly returned to my original position, and my heart was beating so hard that I had never beaten so violently when I was singing on stage.

I did it....... I really......

A little warmth fell on the palm of my hand, reminding me that all this was not a false dream of mine.

"Hey, Tan Lige, I'm really impressed with you!" Hao Jianren suddenly poked his head out from behind the curtain, his flaming red lips startled me, and the emotions I felt were also frightened by him.

"I don't even know, it turns out that you sing so well, thanks to you coming to the rescue today, An Yuqiu was able to finish that dance. I said you were a little mute, sorry......." He scratched his head embarrassedly.

"It's okay, is it okay with Yuqiu? Also, what happened to the backstage just now? I took a quick glance in the direction of Yuqiu, and when I saw that she was still continuing her performance, my heart suddenly calmed down.

Fortunately, the show was not affected......

"I'm angry when you talk about that. Lu Yingying, you know, it's the one who came to our class just now. This little cheap girl, she can't get used to our class, she actually plays yin, she made a stumbling foot behind the stage and tripped Liu Chuanfeng, and his leg also fell, and he couldn't go on stage......."

"Then what to do, who will play the next play....."

"Lady, I'm back." A deep voice interrupted my doubts.

I looked back and saw a young man in light armor, a sword in his hand, and his long hair fluttering. Under the sharp sword eyebrows, a pair of amber pupils were cold like glass beads, revealing a murderous aura, as if they could penetrate everything. The bridge of the nose is straight, and the thin lips are slightly pursed, which is enough to become a person from outside the world who can set off a shock at that glance.

In his hands, he was holding our squad leader Gu Cheng. Such a strong height contrast makes him even more slender.

"Hey, why did you suddenly change people?"

"Oh my God, look at that boy, he's so handsome......"

"That's right, who is this, is there such a handsome guy in the first class......."

"Ah, I really want to be the girl who was being held......"

The girls in the audience covered their faces and talked about it.

Yu Qiu was stunned for a moment, but then immediately understood what was happening, the corners of his mouth slowly hooked up a smile, and asked with a shallow gaze:

"I don't know who the name of this girl behind her husband is, and why did her husband bring her to the house?"

"She was the one who accompanied me when I was on the march, and I saw that she was poor, so I ......"

"So you want to find an errand for her, in this house?"

"No, I want to discuss with you and take her as a concubine...."

..............

At the last moment of the curtain, the general looked at his wife's back farther and farther away, and my eyes were also looking at someone, with a feeling of uncertainty.

The young man is green and waist-length, his clothes are flying, and his back is ethereal like a fairy, even if he can't see his face, he has a sense of pathos.

At this time, the narration in the background just sounds.

"The handsome boy in the forest, gently flick his sleeves, Qinghuan owes a you, Bai Chayu has a love, he is waiting, his girl ......."

At this point, it's the curtain call.

"I'll go, who wrote the script here, it's too abusive, how can you abuse a boy who looks so good......."

"Let's go back and ask who this boy is......."

In the applause, there was still such a discussion, but fortunately, this performance ended smoothly, and I experienced the feeling of being needed for the first time.

After the performance, we hurriedly changed our school uniforms, and a group of four went to the People's Hospital to see Liu Chuanfeng.

"Hello, where are the patients in room 4628?"

"You're his classmates. The boy has just been pushed to put a cast, so you can wait in there for a while. "The nurse at the front desk said to us.

We waited in the ward, and after a while, Liu Chuanfeng was pushed by the nurse in a wheelchair.

"Liu Chuanfeng, how are you? Are your feet okay? Don't be afraid, my sister will give you anger. Hagaoka asked with concern.

"Boss, I'm fine, I'm just sorry for everyone's hard work. By the way, what happened next, did it go well? Liu Chuanfeng put on his glasses, and his tone of voice returned to his previous thin and soft appearance.

"It's okay, it's going well, at least we're done performing, as for whether we can get the ranking....... It doesn't matter! Just do your best. Hagaoka patted him on the shoulder.

"That's it, Liu Chuanfeng, you have behaved very well today, at least you didn't hold my face and call the lady ........" Hao Jianren echoed on the side.

Zhang Huaixu and I didn't speak the whole time.

As soon as he got off the stage, he hurriedly pressed his bangs down, and now the bangs are still covering his eyes as usual, making his appearance look much ordinary.

After learning about Liu Chuanfeng's situation, we dispersed one by one. Zhang Huaixu and Yuqiu accompanied me at the bus stop to wait for the bus home.

"Little pigeon, you are really too brave today, and I watched you rush from behind and stand in the middle of the stage at once. You sing so well, and now, you are in my heart except for ....... Except for Jay Chou, singing is the best. "Yuqiu praised me a lot all the way, what heroic posture is like heaven, how exaggerated and exaggerated.

After singing that song just now, my throat began to hurt a little again, and it became a little hoarse.

"Little pigeon, I said a long time ago, you live with us, you see that you go home by yourself so late, we don't feel at ease."

"I think it's pretty good there."

"Well, like your father's ......."

Before Yuqiu finished speaking, Zhang Huaixu touched her arm with his elbow and signaled her not to say anything.

Actually, even if Hagaoka doesn't say it, I know the situation at home. Now, I have nothing to hope for someone who is willing to be with me like them.

"Master Zhang, I'd better find a time to cut your bangs, you see how many little girls you have fascinated with this look today. Give me a pair of scissors, and I promise to make you the prettiest cub in your sophomore year! Hagaoka said with a flamboyant tongue.

"Don't even think about it. Surrounded by a group of people, it's like watching monkeys. Zhang Huaixu slapped Yuqiu's hand away disdainfully.

"Cut, if you continue like this, you will be lonely for the rest of your life. Hey, little pigeon, the car is coming, get on it! Hagaoka waved to the driver's master and motioned for him to stop.

"See you tomorrow, little pigeon."

"See you tomorrow."

"Well, see you tomorrow. Go back early, too. ”

Through a glass door, I looked at the two men standing across from me, one enthusiastic and the other calm and wise. Many years later, I have heard a lot of touching love stories, but none of them are as beautiful as this one.

See you tomorrow, which means that we will work together and tomorrow......

Not long after the New Year's Day party, the school began its winter vacation.

"It's finally winter vacation, and I'm tired of my mother. This day of school is really not something that people can bear. Hagaoka stretched lazily,

"Little pigeon, where are you going to play during the winter vacation?"

"Me? I'm just going to stay at home, it's my third year of high school, and I have to make up for the homework I missed. ”

"Wow, you're so disappointed. You learn from our Master Zhang, never review at home, never listen to lectures at school, how good is the combination of work and rest, if you continue to study like this, sooner or later you will have to die of overwork......."

Hagaoka shook his head helplessly at my study plan for winter vacation.

I packed all the books in the drawer into my bag, for fear of missing something. In order to prevent Hagaoka from pulling me outside, I stepped out of the classroom door before they did.

I leaned on the handrail to find the key to the house, only to find that the lights were on for the first time.

Walking in the door, the broken glass wine bottles fell to the ground, the furniture fell to the ground horizontally, Tan Yao sat on the broken sofa as usual, his arms and head were wrapped in gauze, and blood was still dripping out.

"You...... What happened to you. ”

I almost blurted out "Dad", but I still didn't shout.

"Lige, you're finally back."

That's when I noticed that the landlady was also sitting at home.

"Auntie, this ......"

"Hey, those little thugs have been here and beat your dad." The landlady looked at my dad, took me by the arm, led me to the door, and said to me in a low voice,

"Leaving the song, it's really not a secret. Auntie also understands the situation in your family, so sometimes the rent can't be paid, and Auntie doesn't care, but those ruffians always come here to make trouble, disturbing the rest of the household. I think........ I may not be able to rent the house to you. ”

"Auntie, I understand."

"Good boy, you see it's late today, you can stay here for another night, pack up your things, and you can leave tomorrow to ........"

Painted eggshell:

Many years later, I will still remember what it was like when I first decided I liked her.

She was a weak and timid girl, always. At that New Year's Day party, at first, she didn't even have the courage to go on stage.

The moment I took her hand, I felt her body trembling slightly, and her palms were covered with fine and dense cold sweat, and I knew how scared she was to stand on the stage.

But later, she stood in the center of the stage, all the spotlights were on that little body, she was as brave as a young phoenix, wearing a plain skirt, her short hair was well groomed, her eyes were full of timidity, but she sang every syllable firmly, she saved everyone, and it also made me feel that at that time, the whole world, it seemed that she was the only one who shining.

I don't know how she overcame her fears in such a short period of time, all I know is that her voice has the magic of a heartbeat.......

January 1, 2009 was the moment I was sure I liked her.