"I'm finally awake!" Liu Xiyao, who was putting on makeup, saw Bai Xue with unkempt hair walking out of the room, and said with a smile: "I made you some mung bean soup, you can drink some later, the weather is too hot to relieve the heat!" ”

Bai Xue covered her mouth with one hand and yawned, scratched her long black hair with the other, and walked to Liu Xiyao and sat down.

"Why didn't you wake me up sooner? By the way, what about my sister? ”

Liu Xiyao said: "Seeing that you are sleeping so soundly, who can bear to wake you up!" Sister Bai Yang answered the phone and went out, she even took her suitcase. ”

"Ouch! Are you stupid that you don't wake me up? Bai Xue went to the room and took out her mobile phone and called her sister.

Liu Xiyao explained unhurriedly: "Don't be nervous! She said she was going to where she was staying before, and asked me to tell you when you got up. ”

After thinking about it carefully, Bai Xue understood that her sister just wanted her to move back to live in this way.

"Hey, sister! Are you at Han Yi's house now? ”

Bai Yang on the other end of the phone smiled: "The girl is awake!" I'm settled with him! I haven't lived here for a while before, anyway, now the house is empty and no one lives in it, I asked Han Yi last night, and he readily agreed! He also said that I should stay for a while longer, and when he came back and invited me to dinner! ”

"Sister, what are you doing! It's not that you don't know that we're in a bit of a conflict now, so I made up my mind to move out, and you're living in it now, what kind of thing is this! Bai Xue said with a slight complaint.

Poplar just smiled, "Then what does it have to do with me that you have a conflict!" He respects me and calls me sister, and I want him to be my brother-in-law! That family, what's wrong! ”

"Don't make a fuss! What brother-in-law is not brother-in-law, we are not married yet! "Bai Xue is a little stubborn, but she can't help her sister, but she always feels that this is not good.

"Okay, okay, even if it's not a brother-in-law! Then he and I are friends too! His one- and two-story house is empty and uninhabited, so it's okay for me to settle down when I come here to play, right? Look at your side, there is only one bathroom, and the room is not big, why do you have to squeeze it with you! Besides, your roommate has to work two jobs a day, you have to go to work, and I'm so bored at home alone! I live here in Han Yi, close to Li Jia, she can come to me at any time to play, take me shopping, have afternoon tea or something, I can enjoy it! ”

Bai Xue understands that these are just excuses. But there is indeed a certain amount of truth, my sister finally came to visit, and she had to be entertained, right?

"Then you said so, what else can I say!" Bai Xue had no choice but to compromise and agree, "But there are three chapters of the law!" You can't care about the matter between me and Han Yi, let alone ask around! ”

"Okay, it's a deal!" Poplar's first move succeeded, and then he smiled: "You don't have to go to work at night, do you?" Come out for dinner later, Li Jia has a treat! By the way, call your roommate too. Let's be lively and happy! ”

Bai Xue can understand her sister, because to be honest all these years, she also feels ashamed of her sister and has always made her lonely

A lonely person.

"Okay, I'll ask! See you later. ”

Liu Xiyao packed up her cosmetics, looked at Bai Xue and asked, "How is it?" You okay? ”

"Xi Yao, I'm sorry! I was too nervous just now, so my tone was a bit heavy, so don't take it too seriously. Bai Xue apologized for the overweight of her tone just now, "Well, let's have dinner together later!" ”

"Sister Xue'er, what do you say! I didn't take it to heart at all, don't think about it. As for the meal, I'm afraid I can't eat anymore, I have to go to work! From five to nine, then from 12 to 3 in the morning, I just had something to eat. ”

During this summer vacation, Liu Xiyao worked as a shopping guide in a clothing store during the day and worked part-time in a bar at night, which was also hard enough. Bai Xue was worried that she would be in a crowded place like a bar, so she had repeatedly advised her not to go, but after a long time of unsuccessful talk, she stopped dissuading her.

"Then you remember to eat, don't exhaust your body! I'll come back in the evening, and if I'm asleep, you'll be hot and ······eat for supper."

Bai Xue treats people as sincerely and kind as ever! He knew that the bar owner here and Qiu Lang were acquaintances, so he sent a message to Li Jia a few days ago, asking her to talk to the owner of the bar, take care of Liu Xiyao, and don't let her be bullied.

"Okay, got it!" Liu Xiyao hugged Bai Xue, then left in a hurry, walked to the door and looked back and said with a smile: "Don't forget, there is mung bean soup in the pot!" I'm going to work! ”

After Bai Xue moved out of Han Yi's house, her heart was actually much more relaxed. For some reason, she felt a huge pressure to live there, drive his car, and use everything he had to offer. Coupled with the fact that he has been away for a long time, it is inevitable that she will have a feeling that Han Yi is making material compensation for her neglect, and she does not want to be like this.

She would rather live like this and be comfortable with herself than cause trouble to Han Yi.

In fact, he is quite accustomed to being alone, slowly adapting to everything, slowly facing the friends around him, some things will not happen if you don't want to, and some things you have to face no matter how unwilling you are.

When you want to cry, just look at the sky, it will contain all your tears, even if you lose everything, as long as you are still standing under this sky, you still have hope.

She still works hard to practice smiling every day, she is afraid that tears will tear her disguise, no matter what, even if she pretends, she has to pretend to be strong, but also pretend not to care, you must know that the more no one loves, the more you must love yourself.

The years go by, the feelings have returned to their original place after some twists and turns, always looking in confusion, always chasing in confusion, accustomed to replacing sadness with silence, and the smile on his face is no longer far-fetched. It's like when she had a crush on Han Yi, but he ignored her.

When I am alone, I like to listen to a person's quietness, I like a person's calm emotions, there is nothing to do, a person can get through it, there is no trouble and hurt without love, and it will not be so tired.

A person is sometimes bored and will look into the distance

Stay, like to let go of everything in my mind, those loves and thoughts, I have said goodbye to it, it will never be seen again, it will not come to haunt me again.

She knows that everything has a day when it disappears, including memories, but at the same time, she also has a certain confidence in their love.

In fact, sometimes I think about how she doesn't complain about Han Yi, she believes that he loves her sincerely, but some things don't always go as she wants.

Now, although it is in the stage of separation, the share is still there. She was just looking forward to it in her heart, expecting Han Yi to have more time to accompany her and take the initiative to solve the problems she cared about and worried.

When Han Yi is not around, it is good to be alone, you don't have to lose your soul every day, wait for his news on your mobile phone, do what you don't like, and don't have any scruples.

I believe that if there is really a day when she and Han Yi can't be together, she can still pretend to be like this, and feel that she is good alone, even if there is blood in her heart. She still thinks of herself as a wise man who has comprehended the true meaning of life, and smiles it off.

To put it mildly:

Life, just a cup of tea, full or less, what to fight for! Whether it's thick or light, it has its own taste. Urgent or slow, so what? Whether it's warm or cold, look at each other and smile. Life, because you care, is painful. Because of suspicion, so hurt. Because I look down on it, I am happy; Because of the bearishness, so happy. We are all passers-by of heaven and earth, and we can't be the master of many things.

Time is changing, and so are people. Life is an out-of-print movie that can't be played back, and some things, no matter how hard you try, can't go back. Even if you do go back, you will find that everything has changed beyond recognition. The only thing I can go back to is the memories that exist in my heart. Cherish it, it's not easy to be together, don't leave regrets in life. The farthest distance in the world, not love, not hate, but familiar people, gradually become strange.

The calmer the mentality, the fewer bumps in the road. The opportunities of life, please, may not come; Hiding may not be avoidable. The mentality is flat, the right face to come, and the loss is indifferent. Most of the ups and downs in life are because they refuse to turn or always run away. Bumpy like a disease, the prescription is important, and early prevention and early treatment are better than any prescription. It is the feet that walk, and where the next footprint is imprinted, but you have to ask your heart. With a good mentality, the steps can be frank and relaxed.

No matter how turbid the water is, as long as it undergoes long-term precipitation, it is still exceptionally clear; No matter how dull a person is, as long as he works hard enough, he can still change his fate. Don't complain that we can't choose our parents because of our bad background; Don't be resentful that the starting point is too low, that is only the starting point where we stand. Life is a long confrontation, some people laugh at the beginning, others win at the end. Fate doesn't favor anyone, it depends on how long you can chase and hold on.

We are all passers-by of heaven and earth, and we can't be the master of many things. For example, the time of departure, such as the person who has been separated. The word "heart" has three points, and there is no point that is not jumping out. The more you want to grasp, the faster it leaves you. Everything follows fate, fate

Deep and multi-gathered, shallow edge with it. In life, how much you look down on it, how much pain will leave you. Because I look down on it, I am happy; Because of the bearishness, so happy.

Living with one's heart is the best life. There are not many times in life that truly belong to us, and most of the time, we are either envious of other people's lives or cloning other people's lives. Pursuing the life of others becomes our goal in life. The best time of my life is just to satisfy the vanity in my heart. In fact, true happiness is not to live like others, but to be able to live according to one's own wishes.

Whether it's self-deception or pretending to be strong, it's all part of Bai Xue.

It's easier said than done! Choosing someone to love deeply and waiting for someone to grow old seems to be her concept of love engraved in her bones.

Some people say: Fall in love with a city because there is someone living in the city, and being able to be with the person you love is beautiful. Even if it is coarse tea and light rice, repair fences and farm, as long as you are with you.

Walking through a thousand mountains, once a person's mighty, when the intersection of life meets your smiling face, there are two people in the years.

If we stay together, we will live for a lifetime.

If you don't leave, I won't give up, and I will stay with you every second of life. For you, in the bustling and noisy crowd, hold a city for you; For you, refuse all the warmth around you, just to wait for you in the deepest part of the red dust.

There are only two emotions in the world that can be called romantic: one is called mutual affection, and the other is called forgetting each other.

What she wants to do is to strive to get along with the person she loves the most, and forget about the person she loves the most, of course, he hasn't met the person she loves twice.

Choose one person to love deeply, and wait for one person to grow old. Infatuated with a deep love, leave a prosperous life. Break a string and sing a parting song······

She had been looking for that feeling, the feeling of holding a pair of warm hands and walking forward steadily on a cold day. Holding hands for a lifetime, how warm, from youth to faltering; From red face to white hair, slowly growing old in each other's silent gaze, what is more precious than the love engraved with the warmth and coldness of the years?

(End of chapter)