Liang Chen's anxiety disorder after the second examination recurred a few days before the college entrance examination.

In his speech to bid farewell to his two-and-a-half-year career as a class president, he noticed a sense of nervousness that he had never felt before, and this kind of ordinary speech on stage, Liang Chen only had a chaotic feeling of trembling and scalp tense when he was in the fifth or sixth grade of primary school.

Liang Chen, who had been standing on the podium for half a minute, stretched his breathing, his face was full of smiles, and he pretended to look ahead easily, but his left and right hands were tapping randomly on the multimedia podium like playing a piano.

A minute later, Liang Chen had to speak, he was very keenly aware that the audience's expectations were slowly disappearing, without an audience, a person's performance was obviously the worst.

"Hello everyone, I'm Liang Chen." Liang Chen smirked, he was urging his brain to come up with the next line quickly, he regretted his overconfidence a little, he could have made a draft like Tang Rui, or an outline, but he had never been so meticulously prepared at such an ordinary meeting, even if it was not ordinary to go on stage this time, this may be the last time he stood on this podium, and it was necessary for him to use all his strength.

"This is the first time I've introduced myself to the class, and it's on the classroom podium on the second floor of the school building across from us." Liang Chen finally held back the next sentence after ten seconds, he had a lot of wonderful words, and now he only said one lame sentence, but there was still some sensationalism between the words.

"I originally wanted a good beginning, I also pondered countless golden ideas in my mind in order to impress you, but words and deeds are treacherous, there is only such a sentence at the beginning that is not salty or light, these three years to the end, after experiencing all kinds of things together, to the original beginning coincides, I still only have this one sentence, other things are like a donkey's tail hair - indescribable, even with those happy, happy, angry, sorrowful, sad, painful chaotic emotions come to my heart, even more unable to sort out my thoughts."

Liang Chen followed his opening words and instigated the feelings underneath sentence by sentence, he squinted his myopic eyes and seemed to see tears shining in the corners of some people's eyes, Liang Chen felt ashamed of his despicable behavior, he didn't expect that the lie he had circled sentence by sentence for his own Jiang Lang talent was so powerful, but the power of the lie was originally like this, but he underestimated his ability to lie.

Liang Chen took a deep breath and put an end to the sadness that was about to reach the climax, and he said in a low tone: "May when you put away your pen, you will have the pride of a chivalrous man putting his sword into the sheath." ”

Liang Chen walked off the stage in applause, he has enjoyed countless applause, harvested countless respects, but never this time the heart is empty, he seems to breed a terrible virus in his heart - vanity, the attitude he has established in the past six years seems to be gradually away from him, Liang Chen swallowed saliva in his seat, his lips are still very dry, the woman in front of him with a gentle smile of worship made Liang Chen's heart palpitate more and more, and he began to fear defeat again.

The remnant sun finally disappeared into the night, and Liang Chen returned to the dormitory before nine o'clock, and he didn't even say goodbye to Xue Ji. The self-study at nine o'clock in the evening was specially adjusted by the school in order to let the senior high school students adapt to the college entrance examination schedule.

During the three hours of evening self-study, Liang Chen's brain was buzzing, and he began to be anxious about today's terrible behavior, everything has the first time, there is a second, a third, and a fourth time······ For the umpteenth time.

It's not that Liang Chen hasn't woven lies, he just didn't tell such a big lie - to tell a lie about his possible failure. He looked at the "blessing" that Lao Li Tou prayed for himself hanging on the wall, he seemed to be sorry for his teacher, Liang Chen subconsciously admitted that Lao Li Tou was his teacher, it was the first time in the world, and he deeply blamed himself for the signs of vanity flames.

Throughout the night, Liang Chen tossed and turned on the small bed, the creaking sound of the loose shelf bed disturbed Liang Chen's troubled heart, and several people in the bedroom slept soundly, only he was punished for touching his red line.

Xue Ji felt that Liang Chen was so sad for the first time, and when Fei Ge left, Xue Ji didn't feel Liang Chen so sad, she seemed to pay attention to Liang Chen at that time, Xue Ji thought about it, and her face was a little shy, a boy with a slight sense of literature and art like him may have such rich emotions! Xue Ji thought nonsense in her heart.

In the past few days, Xue Jiao is a little unaccustomed to the sudden leisure time, spending every day in the busy and busy seems to be the norm in the third year of high school, and the extra hour after the evening self-study, Xue Jiao is all used to recite Liang Chen's excellent sentences in the past three years, this is Xue Jiao's summary after the one, two, and three diagnostic exams, and his sentences are always suitable for the appetite of the marking teacher.

Xue Ji inexplicably found that he actually began to worship Liang Chen, Liang Chen, who was so stupid that he could only barely pass after three years of hard study, Xue Ji felt that he was stupid, and his affection for him was enough, and he couldn't worship more.

The moonlight filled the house, and Xue Ji listened to the strange sound coming from the mountain behind the window, the sound was like a long flute, like a thin spring, like a small bell, like a short horn, the tail note was continuous, and the aftermath was long.

Xue Ji recited the famous aphorisms to be used in her composition in her intermittent thinking, and she slowly fell asleep in the night.

Entering June, Liang Chen and they began to be busy with things other than studying, Lao Wang, Sanjin and others rushed back from other places one after another, graduation photos, oath meetings and other ceremonies before the college entrance examination, they were ready to participate, and the third seven years of high school still had to go to the end neatly.

On the evening of the first day, Tang Rui began to prepare the grouping of the No. 2 graduation art photos, and after the class discussed several methods one after another, in the end it was still arranged vertically.

Xue Ji has stopped the state of running in the past, she began to slowly walk through the last leg of the third year of high school, Liang Chen has long been tired of repeating memory and understanding in the back and forth of knowledge points, he began to relax his brain at the end of May, and playing chess with Lao Maozi every day no longer calculates the red line controlled in one step, the game of three wins in five games began to end with Liang Chen's three-game crushing victory, if it weren't for the occasional Liang Chen's nervous jump, Lao Maozi stole a victory, this game has no reason to continue.

Liang Chen forgave himself after repeatedly pulling with his moral conscience last night, but the anxiety in Liang Chen's heart became more and more serious, he was not anxious about the college entrance examination, he was anxious about the college entrance examination A few days before the college entrance examination, Liang Chen wanted to take a leave of absence and go home to wait for the college entrance examination to come.

The night outside the window was like ink, and the stone river was terrifyingly quiet in Liang Chen's ears, and in the dark night without wind, moon, stars, and dogs, Liang Chen was hiding his inner panic.

(End of chapter)