Every year the high school reunion is around this time, and I am often the one who organizes it, because those friends are too lazy to worry about it, and they are all directly handed over to me to contact. Last year was on my birthday, and this year is no exception. I never paid much attention to my birthday, and I was already happy to receive a few birthday wishes, and they suggested that I set it on that day because it was lively and I could take full responsibility for it, so I didn't have to worry a lot about it. There were more than 20 people who attended the party last year, after all, it was close to the New Year's Day, and they were all more leisurely, and the good classmates who played together agreed as soon as they got in touch. This year, in order to avoid going to the party one after another, I simply invited everyone who was going to organize the party. College roommates Yang Ke and Yuan Zhe had said before that they were going to come to me to play, and they just took this opportunity to invite them, and they came over for more than two hours, and they readily agreed. The three girls in the repeater class and several of their classmates at the university were in contact with each other. After a rough calculation, there were more than 30 men and women who promised to arrive.

In the afternoon, I found Wu to accompany me to find a place for the party, went to a few teahouses to see, and found a venue that can accommodate more than 30 people, a large balcony with a lake view, karaoke in the room, billiards and other entertainment facilities are also complete, the wine menu has been read, and the minimum consumption is within the acceptable range, so I booked it. I do things, and my old classmates are quite relieved.

After returning home, I informed the time and place of the meeting in the group, and then made a special statement that I would not give gifts, especially those I bought. I can't say why, it's just that I'm afraid of receiving gifts on my birthday, especially the gifts bought by classmates with average relationships and sending them back and forth, which feels very boring. This friend who knows me well knows that sending me a text message on the same day is enough. As soon as the statement was issued, it attracted ridicule. "It's like I received some kind of gift last year", "You think too much, don't you?" The gift does not exist", "Are you implying that the gift is giving?" ”······ After a bombardment, it became the focus, and it is estimated that these naughty friends are laughing forward and backward, and I can only laugh, and laugh awkwardly and type "Be serious!" Read me, I've worked hard to arrange it for you every year! A female classmate said: Hard work. And then the neat reply at the bottom is all "hard work"! After chatting for a long time, I looked at the group members, and three of them confessed to me, one was the game master Bai Xue in the repeat class, and the other two were junior high school classmates who had always been in touch, and they were all politely rejected by me at the beginning and became good friends. Actually, there is no connection.,Just occasional greetings.,Ask what's going on.,Is it a friend or something.。 Heaven and earth conscience, although I look a little cold, but the popularity is really good, half of the list to come is girls, I guess I don't have much contact, when I sent out the invitation, I gladly accepted.

In fact, it is worth mentioning Bai Xue, when she contacted me a few days ago, she asked me if I had a girlfriend, like she cared about me very much, I just said that there was someone I liked, but she hadn't agreed to be with me yet, and the situation was complicated. I'm not lying, I've always felt like I had a girlfriend, but I didn't hear your answer in person, or break up and get back together or something like that, I can't tell people that you're my girlfriend, because you used to introduce me to someone and you said "friend", I remember your look at the time, even though I didn't want to be just a normal friend, but it's not my wishful thinking that you're my girlfriend. For people who are sincere to me and like me, I don't want certain words or actions to hurt them, and I will be honest with my heart. My heart is full of one person, and I can't tolerate another person, so I can only decline the kindness, maybe it will hurt a little, but I believe it is also the least harmful. I hope it's just that I'm thinking too much, that she doesn't like me again, that I'm just thinking too much about my self-righteousness.

I forgot that I haven't heard from you for a few more days, do I have to get used to this rhythm again?

Good night, day 661.

—Diary, February 1, 2013