Chapter 403: Not Even a Friend
Mo Qingyuan watched He Chenxi approach him step by step, but in his heart he felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him, if she could still be her friend, then now, in her heart, he was just an unforgivable bastard!
"Dawn, have you ever heard a word? If you knew me before, maybe you would forgive me now. ”
Mo Qingyuan looked at He Chenxi with sad eyes, seeing that she stopped two meters away from him, with a look of disappointment and vigilance, if there is a certain amount of me who has become a person who makes you disdainful, then please forgive me, because that is definitely not my intention, some things are always forced to last!
"I admit that when I knew that there was a woman who had been by Gu Shengze's side for many years, I wanted to use her to take revenge on Gu Shengze, but at that time, I didn't know it was you, if I knew......"
"So what, you still use what you should use, do you know what else to do? You didn't change your mind just because this person was me! ”
He Chenxi made sarcastic remarks, she found out for the first time that people can speak sharper than knives when they are angry, and that is the real killing without blood. Mo Qingyuan opened his mouth, not knowing how to explain it, after all, what He Chenxi said was the truth, he took advantage of her, and did not change because of who she was.
But he wavered, just the night he thought she would go with him, he wavered, if God could be fair, if he could be with his beloved, then he would really give up, give up everything he had prepared all these years, give up the sourness he gritted his teeth and spent with hatred when he suffered! But she didn't go with him, she was so resolute, she must be with Gu Shengze, Gu Shengze, everything is Gu Shengze, he took everything from him, even the woman he loves the most!
Mo Qingyuan stood aside without saying a word, the green tendons on his forehead burst out, and he pulled the tie irritably. He Chenxi sat on the sofa and didn't plan to end there.
"Why don't you speak, and you feel speechless for yourself, do you? When I knew this, I didn't know what to say, I thought that I would never have to see each other again in this life, and I could be a lot less embarrassed, but I didn't expect that you would come to the door, and I wanted that acacia buckle, right? I've already thrown it away! ”
Mo Qingyuan only woke up from his imagination when he heard the two words lost, "What did you say?" Lost? Where did it go? Do you know that it is a token of love between my mother and father, and it is also the only relic left by my mother, I only have that acacia button, you, you actually threw it away? ”
"Or else? You used this thing to cause me to disagree with Mrs. Gu, and I will keep it for you all the time? When you've accomplished your purpose, I'll give it back with both hands? If you really like this acacia buckle so much, you should keep it well, and you shouldn't take it out to harm people, one of your acacia buckles is about to make Aunt Gu crazy! ”
He Chenxi argued with reason, and didn't feel that he had said anything wrong, but Mo Qingyuan suddenly became angry and shouted: "Don't mention that vicious woman to me, she's going crazy, she deserves to die, if it weren't for her, how could my mother die?" If it weren't for her, how could I have drifted across the ocean, I didn't even dare to stay in my hometown, I could only go abroad, you only know that I am coming back now to stir up/make trouble, you don't know that my mother and I were almost killed by her back then, and you won't know that she cut off one of my mother's little fingers with a knife, do you know all this? You have not seen the cruelty of their mother and son at all, I just want to take back my things, and you spurn them, so what about them? What about them? ”
Mo Qingyuan's roar made He Chenxi hide on the sofa and block himself with a pillow, he usually saw him gentle, never so irritable, so terrible, Aunt Lan hurriedly ran over when she heard the voice, maybe she was not very peaceful when she heard this voice, worried about He Chenxi, or it was for protection, Aunt Lan held a kitchen knife in her hand and rushed into the hall, when she saw Mo Qingyuan, his eyes were red, as if he was about to cry, and he seemed to be very angry, Aunt Lan moved her steps, relying on her courage, and protected He Chenxi behind her.
A trembling voice said, "I...... I, you, don't mess around, don't you just want to be lovesick? Miss asked me to throw it away, I didn't throw it away, I'll get it for you, don't think about it, don't come here, I, I'll get it for you! ”
Aunt Lan stuffed the kitchen knife in her hand into He Chenxi's hand, and then stared at Mo Qingyuan tightly, until she walked out of the hall, she hurriedly entered her room and went to find the acacia buckle that she had put up! He Chenxi sat on the sofa, holding a kitchen knife in his hand, looking at Mo Qingyuan's eyes full of uneasiness and fear!
If He Chenxi's embroidered knife stabbed Mo Qingyuan's heart a little bit just now, then now her eyes are like a dagger that has just been opened, directly giving Mo Qingyuan a happy heart.
"Haha, Chenxi, what kind of eyes do you look at me? Are you afraid? You're afraid of me, do you think I'm going to hurt you? You don't know that you're the last person in this world who cares about being close to, but you, you're afraid that I'm going to hurt you, are you really ...... Really, even if I'm broken, even if I'm bad scum, I never want to hurt you, never! ”
As she was talking, Aunt Lan hurried over with a bracelet, "Mr. Mo, the acacia buckle you want is for you!" ”
Aunt Lan took the bracelet to Mo Qingyuan, and then retreated to He Chenxi's side, "Mr. Mo has nothing else to do, please go back, our young lady is also tired and needs to rest, if you want to come to see her, just change the day, after all, you are not in a good state now!" ”
Aunt Lan gave an eviction order, He Chenxi lowered his head and didn't look at him, Mo Qingyuan's eyes were almost red like a rabbit, and he held the acacia buckle in his hand, which became tighter and tighter, so tight that the nails on his hands were pinched into the flesh, and the blood marks were slowly buckled. There is a creature is a mussel, people like to peel it off and take out the pearl from the inside, the pearl is round and warm, everyone praises it, no one cares, for this pearl, what kind of pain the mussel endured, just when it thought that the future will be beautiful and will not hurt again, someone killed it and took the pearl, that is the real pain, and it is the lonely pain that no one cares about!
Mo Qingyuan rushed out of the distant mountain villa and got into the car and started the engine directly and drove away, Aunt Lan closed the door at the door and looked around, and when she saw that he was really gone, she gasped and relaxed, and turned around a little to complain to He Chenxi, "Miss! What are you messing with him for? He's a man, neither of us can beat him, you provoke him, if he wants to commit murder, there is no one in the family who can stop him, but what should I do? You have to be careful when you talk in the future, when I go out to buy groceries in the future, you must lock the door and not let anyone in when you go home! ”
Aunt Lan chattered, and for a long time, she didn't see He Chenxi respond, so she hurriedly stepped forward and touched her head, "Oops, this young lady is scared silly!" ”
He Chenxi took the kitchen knife in her hand to Aunt Lan, and then replied lightly that she knew it and went upstairs directly, I don't know if she was really scared silly, or what, at first she still didn't say a word, but as soon as she returned to the room and closed the door, her eyes moistened, Mo Qingyuan's words and his desperate eyes were vivid, He Chenxi didn't want to cry, but she couldn't stop crying.
Mo Qingyuan drove out of the distant mountain villa and went directly to the road, driving the car to the maximum speed, he couldn't see it clearly in front of his eyes, he didn't know if it was raining outside, or if there were tears in his eyes, although he got the Gu Group, but he lost He Chenxi, and he couldn't even be a friend, this is not what he wants, but he doesn't know what he wants, maybe he just blindly retaliates against Gu Shengze's mother and son, in his heart, these are what they deserve, but He Chenxi is different, he should take good care of her, But it didn't happen.
Mo Qingyuan couldn't help but blame himself, when he thought of He Chenxi's eyes, he once again felt the helplessness and pain of his childhood, it was the same at that time, no one trusted, no one liked it, some were just white eyes and shameful smiles, that kind of eyes that didn't want to believe or even fear.
Mo Qingyuan really never thought of using He Chenxi, he even thought about giving up when he knew that woman was He Chenxi, but Gu Shengze stimulated him, which made him feel even more that He Chenxi shouldn't be with Gu Shengze's scumbag, so he wanted to take her away!
Mo Qingyuan liked He Chenxi when he was fourteen years old, they used to be neighbors, he was two years younger than He Chenxi, but He Chenxi didn't remember these things for a long time, and Mo Qingyuan didn't want to mention the past events that made him sad. At that time, his mother was not dead, but she was terminally ill.
lives not far from He Chenxi's house, but her house is a villa, and his house is broken bricks, at that time, Mo Qingyuan's mother has been threatened by Gu's mother, and her little finger has been cut off, she can only take Mo Qingyuan to run around, hiding everywhere, Mo Qingyuan has always wanted his mother to take him to move to another city, but his mother disagreed, saying that only this city has his father Gu Mingfeng, but they walked around, Gu Mingfeng couldn't find it, at that time, I didn't want everything to be convenient now, Gu Mingfeng couldn't find it, I can't send them living expenses, if it weren't for that photo, Mo Qingyuan wouldn't have remembered his father's appearance for a long time!
Mo Qingyuan's mother is getting sicker and sicker, he was still young at that time, he had no ability, and he had no money to buy medicine, his mother was already bedridden and had a fever all the time, Mo Qingyuan could only think of one way except crying, and that was to steal! He followed behind others, and saw that there were also children who were caught stealing things, and then they were beaten very badly, so he had to change his strategy, not to steal adults, but to choose children!
It just so happened that a girl who was older than him lived near his house, and Mo Qingyuan made up his mind, that girl was He Chenxi!