Chapter 1 Him and Her
At night, the moon and stars are scarce.
Jun Weiran was aimless, walking slowly and leisurely along the direction of Binhe Avenue, walking, and his heart didn't know where to fly.
His surroundings and beautiful women seemed to him to be unattractive, his eyes were unfocused, and a discerning person could tell at a glance that he was thinking about something or thinking about something.
In this way, Jun Weiran walked and walked, and there were many couples passing by him on the road, and they talked and laughed so that Jun Weiran, who was a fugue and a foreign object, was not a taste in his heart, once upon a time, he was the same as them, holding her hand or she holding his hand, talking love words on the road, planning a better future.
But now she actually left him, betrayed him, and threw herself into the arms of others, not that he was not good enough, but that he couldn't give her the life she wanted, who made herself different from normal people, and there was this reason to comfort herself.
In the face of reality, the so-called love vows seem so absurd.
The reality is so cruel, but love is lost to reality, so ridiculous.
Him: "In the future, you can only marry me, not anyone else, have you heard, if you marry someone else, what is the meaning of my life, it is better to let me die." ”
Her: "Why? The woman asked curiously.
Him: "Without you I would be worse off than dead, you are my everything." ”
He replied categorically.
Her: "But what if you don't want me anymore?" How can I live? The woman looked at him with bright eyes.
Him: "I swear to the flag and the people, if I don't want you anymore, I'll be shot indiscriminately, no, it's better to let me be crushed." He gave her a heavy vow.
She: "Honey, you are so good, you are only my hero, and you can only be my hero." The woman was moved and threw herself directly into the man's arms, hugged tightly, and the man also hugged the woman in his arms tightly, afraid that he would lose her in the next second, and the man wanted to stay at this moment forever until he was old.
The oath of the past is like a lie, which cannot stand the test of time and the polishing of reality.
She still betrayed him and followed someone else, leaving him with a ruthless back.
When she left, he felt like the whole world had abandoned him, and he really felt like life was worse than death.
The once famous heroes have now become unquestioned bears, only the former comrades-in-arms occasionally ask themselves during the festival, and there are their adoptive parents, adoptive mothers and sisters, constantly shushing themselves, but fortunately, with them, he feels that the world is not so ruthless and cruel.
Every time he finished his mission, he would take time to see her, even if it was far away.
When he appeared in front of her, her surprised expression made him extremely satisfied, and he remembered it vividly now.
At that time, she excitedly introduced herself to her best friends and friends, how heroic she was.
When he appeared in front of her for the last time, that is, when he was ready to retire,
He was a little nervous, a little afraid, was afraid that she wouldn't be able to accept herself or that she wouldn't be able to accept herself?
He couldn't tell.
She saw where he stood as usual, and she felt like she was standing out from the crowd, and the heroic figure filled her mind.
Maybe she was too excited, and she didn't send him to be different from the past,
The shoulders are not so flat, and the legs are not standing side by side, slightly apart.
She pounced on him as fast as she could.
And he caught her as usual.
But he did not stand firm and fell.
She found out, and was stunned, her face was very ugly, and she didn't know what she was thinking, and then tears flowed like a spring.
He thought she was sad for him, and kindly comforted her.
However, he thought too much.
As the days passed, he noticed that she was gradually alienating him, but he didn't think much of it.
When someone sees her with other people and tells him that he doesn't believe because he trusts his eyes, he has his own judgment.
But one day when he suddenly saw her chat with him from her phone, he knew that he was wrong, and he believed her too much.
He couldn't control his emotions and questioned her.
She calmly told him that since she saw it, then there was a result.
Break up, she told him in a very flat tone.
A sentence pierced his heart like a knife.
It hurts, it hurts, his heart is really like broken glass at this moment!
This is more painful than a bullet piercing your thigh, and you can still endure it if you hurt your muscles and bones and grit your teeth, and you can treat it with medication.
But what about the broken heart, what can be the cure, if there is, it is time.
He lost his mind and shouted why, why did he leave him, was he not good? If it's not good enough, he can change himself.
She glanced at his injured part and said something faintly.
Do you deserve it?
I?
This was a good reason, he was suddenly speechless, his heart was like a knife, so that he didn't know how to answer her, this was the reason why she left him, but it also made it difficult for him to accept.
He became like this for the country, for the people, and for his comrades-in-arms, is he wrong?
No, he's not wrong, he thought to himself.
He watched quietly as if in a daze as she finished packing her things.
She walked away without looking back, leaving no words behind.
All he was left with was full of memories and a wounded heart.
He seems to have lost his soul, not like the high-spirited him he once was.
He couldn't help it.
In the end, he relied on his own skills to find the one who made her betray him.
He advised him to treat her well.
But he actually laughed at him, and by the way, mocked his chief and comrades.
It is often said that there will be a nest of bears, and since there are bears like him, it is possible to have such a bear general.
There are some who are not to be dishonored,
That day, the emotions he had suppressed for a long time exploded,
He beat him up in front of her.
Even if he was injured before, but because his body was relatively special, even if he was injured, it was more than enough to clean him up, and he lifted the man up with one hand.
She knew that he was very powerful, because she had met a few yellow hairs when she went home at night before, and wanted to tease her, but he met them, so she put those people on the ground with three punches and two feet, and passed out.
It was the first time he and she met, and then there was a later.
But she never expected that her current boyfriend would be cleaned up by someone else.
She saw that her boyfriend was helpless by his one hand, and wanted to stop him from letting him do it.
But seeing his hideous face, she really didn't have the courage to stop him.
After all, she betrayed first, and she was also afraid that he would beat him.
She thought too much, he loved her so much, how could he beat him, he would rather be hurt himself than get hurt.
Originally, he talked to him well,
Who made him insult the loveliest man in the world, and the person he admired the most.
In the end, she couldn't bear to watch her boyfriend get beaten by him.
She eventually picked up the phone and called the police.
The police came and took him away.
In the interrogation room, the police asked him why they hit him.
They couldn't imagine that a normal person couldn't deal with a person like him.
The police told him to pay all the medical bills and detain him for at least six days, saying that he would be criminally responsible.
He was silent for a while, saying that someone had insulted his chief and comrades.
Chiefs and comrades-in-arms?
He didn't speak again.
It didn't take long for his file to be called up, and it was blank and there was no information.
Finally they consulted their director.
He gave his retirement certificate to the director.
He left, left the Public Security Bureau.
Why did you let him go?
Because those policemen know that those who have blank files and still retain their military status after retiring from military service are definitely exchanged for their outstanding military exploits, they have absolute reason to believe that they will not do anything harmful to the country and the people.
Looking at his legs, they knew why.
Before leaving, the policemen saluted him.
It is people like him who are not afraid of danger and sacrifice that have the harmonious days we have now.
To be a man is to be grateful.
So he deserves,
It's worth it.
But she really doesn't deserve it.
He puffed up his chest and returned the salute.
They watched him leave.
The rest of the follow-up is left to them.
When he walked out, he took a deep breath and slowly exhaled, feeling much better and more relaxed.
Forget about her and say goodbye to her.
Jun Weiran thought of this, and couldn't help laughing at himself, after so much time, I still can't forget her from beginning to end, what is good about her, this may be love, and it is hard to forget each other.