Chapter 332: Believing in Buddhism

"Anning, I'm ......" stood motionless, Xun Yu had never been so helpless as he was now.

He knew that she was the least careful, and she didn't want to look at him a few more times when there was a little palace in the Changxin Palace, let alone pampering other concubines. Even though the past is with the wind, he has always guarded her like a jade in his life, but he was easily ruined.

"Okay, okay, you come over first." coaxed him to sit on the edge of the bed, An Ning wrapped his arms around his neck, and the tip of his nose lingered with the aroma of soaphorn, which made her cry and laugh a little, "You still remember, you have to bathe first....."

When she was asleep, he boiled hot water, for fear that his body would be contaminated with the slightest breath of others.

"You're not angry?" The more An Ning was like this, the more guilty he became, hugged her tighter, and Xun Yu said in a deep voice, "Don't you also remember, remember that she didn't say a word all her life when she gave birth, so she bit her lips out." ”

"An Ning, you are different from her, you don't need to learn from her."

"Why is it different, isn't it all one nose and two eyes, they have all given birth to children for you, and the whole palace praises her for being sensible, Xian Shu, do you think I don't know in Rouyuntai, Yunkai told me."

"I called her over because she didn't know how to say it, and she didn't tell you some outside things, for fear that you would be sad, but the result would be good, and she would say everything that should be said and what should not be said." He snorted lightly, obviously dissatisfied with Yunkai.

"Don't talk about her like that, I'm bored alone in Rouyuntai, I thought you were deliberately calling Yunkai and deliberately ignoring me, I was going to die of embarrassment." An Ning really didn't like it when she first saw Yunkai, she shouldn't tell her anything, and she didn't dare to lose her temper, and the two got along for a long time before they were able to communicate.

"Silly Anning, if I don't want someone to talk to you, it's good to just keep you alone, why do I have to send you someone."

"Mama Lin said that she didn't worry about me, and said that Yunkai was sent by her, I thought that your master and servant were acting just to block me, and then I felt that even if I hated me, Mama Lin would not take my own daughter, I was thinking if you wanted to spy on me or something, until the two of us depended on each other later, I knew that she really just took pity on me and found me a helper."

"So you never thought I arranged it from beginning to end?" Xun Yu sighed, sure enough, his hard work was in vain.

"You were so desperate at that time, at first I also imagined that you would come to see me, but then I became more and more disappointed, and my whole heart became cold." So when she saw him again, her first thought was to hide, for fear that she wouldn't be able to cope with it and fall into it again.

"Do you know that Shen Lengyu gave birth to a child and cried all night?" Fingers caressed her lips, An Ning was afraid of pain, so she hid back, Xun Yu also quickly withdrew his hand, his brows furrowed, "Yunkai told me, saying that I didn't hear you cry at night, but I guessed that your eyes were swollen in the morning." ”

"What's that, I'm always crying." An Ning didn't think so on the surface, but she was embarrassed in her heart, although she knew that Yun Kai was worried about her in order to make Xun Yu think about her, but she couldn't say anything.

"It's nothing, but that day a beautiful woman went to laugh at you under the rouge platform, and made you cry again, and you didn't eat dinner, do you remember?"

An Ning doesn't remember much about this anymore, just like Xun Yu doesn't remember what the name of that beauty is, he only knows that there is such an incident.

At that time, she had just been beaten into the cold palace, and in the past, those people always changed their ways to see the excitement, obviously it was an abandoned stage, except for the pear blossoms in spring, there was nothing to see, but they also came to enjoy the scenery in autumn, and they also came to step on the snow in winter, and they always made a lot of noise, and her first year there was the most difficult, and she had to adapt to the life of climbing high and falling, and she had to get along with Yunkai carefully, and she had to listen to these gossip.

I've been crying for a long time, and my eyes are always stray for a while, and my head hurts.

Later, she made embroidery again, and she was always glad to Yunkai that she was not blind.

"I remembered, it was the beauty who could ride a horse, holding her white velvet cat to the bottom, and as soon as the cat called her, she said that she was crying like a little prince, and there was her maid next to her, saying that the little prince was spoiled by thousands of people, and His Majesty would frown if he had a deflated mouth, not that the little prince was crying."

"Who is not the little prince? The noble concubine is silent, who else is so squeamish? He looked at his maidservants with flying eyebrows, even though he knew that An Ning couldn't see their expressions, but they were still not stingy at all.

"Of course it's the abandoned woman, the concubine is crying."

"Crying like a cat."

Recalling those words, An Ning felt hateful and ridiculous, and only said, "I thought that Yunkai told others that I was crying, but it wasn't until she coaxed me that she was dumb and gave birth to a child, and I knew that she was good for me." ”

"Do you know that the beautiful woman then fell off her horse, her face was on the ground, her teeth knocked out, her chin was crooked, and then her bones were straightened, but her nose was never twisted, and she couldn't speak clearly, as if she had called a cat with her tongue." Xun Yu heard Yun Kai tell him that An Ning was being bullied, so he immediately arranged a hunt, that beauty had good riding skills, and Shen Lengyu didn't follow in the confinement, so she naturally wanted to be in the limelight.

As a result, the horse was manipulated, and the pedals were wrapped around her shoes, and the whole person was emptied on the horse, and dragged out for a long distance before falling to the ground, and her face was completely ruined.

"Are you so ruthless?" An Ning was taken aback, she hadn't heard Yun Kai mention it, and she smiled helplessly for a long time, "Really, you can't make amends to me yourself, you put all the fire on others, and that beauty is really unlucky." ”

"What, you still feel sorry for her? She bullied you so much, I just helped you get angry. ”

"You're the one who bullied me the most." An Ning glanced at him, but saw that he was really scared.

"So you're still angry, I ..... last night"

interrupted him, An Ning planned to admit to him that he had calculated him, "I just want you to be good, nothing else matters, Xun Yu, I don't want you to be able to ride a horse and hunt anymore, Si Chao still wants you to teach him, do you want to live a new life, do you want to exchange with Han Zhao, and ask Si Chao and Yongcheng to change too?" ”

"I don't hold a grudge against you for a long time, I've forgiven you a long time ago, it's okay to say that I'm cheap, it's okay if I don't have a heart or lungs, anyway, I don't want to care about the past......." So she asked Tian Xin to put medicine in the palace lamp, specially prepared for Xun Yu, it doesn't matter if others smell it, but he planted Gu poison, and when he smells it, it will arouse hallucinations.

"These sins are all I am willing to suffer, peace, I once swore in front of the Buddha, as long as you can come back, I am willing to do anything." He didn't believe in ghosts and gods before, but for her, he worshiped three thousand gods and Buddhas.