Chapter 645, mourning

Coming out of the courtyard, without the slightest hesitation, Lu Ming turned to Tingtaoju, which used to be the place where he and Yan Yu got married, and it was also the residence where he lived before he got married.

Thinking of this, he felt more and more sorry in his heart, he owed not only Yan Yu, but also his three children, who were obviously the children of his grandmother, but because he hated the house and the house, he rarely put his mind on these children.

In fact, in the past few months since he came back, because he was tired of dealing with gossip from the outside world and reconciling the contradictions of all parties in the family, he had forgotten the role of his father at all, and it was not just for Yan Yu's children.

Thinking like this, Lu Ming quickened the pace of his feet, and coincidentally, as soon as he arrived at the door of Tingtao Residence, he heard a burst of adult and child crying.

Seeing this, Lu Ming hurriedly ran a few steps, and without waiting for the maid at the door to report that others had entered the house, he happened to see Yan Yu holding the child and sitting on a chair in the hall crying, and he didn't even enter the inner room.

It turned out that Yan Yu also took Lu Yu into the old lady's yard, but it happened that Lu Jin and Lu Chu were playing outside, Yan Yu saw that Yan Yan was coming, turned around and was about to go out with the child.

Who knew that Lu Yuan saw the little bird that Lu Jin and Lu Chu were playing, the child was small, and he didn't understand the grievances between adults, so he wanted to stay and play with Lu Jin's sister and brother.

But Yan Yu didn't want Yan Yan to see her embarrassment, nor did she want to see Yan Yan's happiness, so she dragged the child away, and Lu Yu was also a twist, and kept asking Yan Yu along the way, why she couldn't play with the pair of sisters and brothers, who the pair of sisters and brothers were, and so on.

Yan Yu, who was annoyed by the question, couldn't help but lecture the child a few words, the child was aggrieved and cried directly, and Yan Yu, who saw the child's tears, was even more annoyed, and couldn't help but slap the child a few times, seeing that the child was crying more and more sadly, Yan Yu couldn't help but also hugged the child and cried together.

Although he didn't know the inside story, seeing this scene, Lu Ming felt quite uncomfortable.

A mother, how sad and desperate she has to be to hold her child and cry together, but if there is a little way, the mother will try her best to make her child happy, right?

At this moment, Lu Ming realized again that he was not a good husband, nor a good father, nor a good son, not a good grandson, in short, it seemed that he did not do a good job in every role, and the only commendable thing was that he was barely a good courtier, because he made a lot of contributions in this battle.

It's a pity that he was unlucky and met a more bullish Lu You than him, and his little credit was not enough in the eyes of the emperor.

And what made Lu Ming feel even more depressed was that all of Lu You's things were actually polished by Yan Yan, not that he was born bullish.

Yan Yan, it's Yan Yan again, and he can't get around this woman, this woman has brought him too many humiliations and nightmares, but he still has nothing to do with her.

"Daddy." Lu Ming, who was discovered by Lu Yuan first, raised his head and called timidly.

"Come, child, dad hug you and tell dad why are you crying?" Lu Ming was stung by the cowardice in the child's eyes, and he also bent down and stretched out his hands to the child.

Yan Yu heard the movement, stopped crying, didn't say anything, but put Lu Yuan down, Lu Yuan took a step, and came back to look at Yan Yu, Yan Yu wiped his tears and gave the child an encouraging smile, "Go, he's your father." ”

After saying this, Yan Yu's heart became sour again, and tears rolled down unconsciously.

At this time, she remembered the situation when they were coquettish in front of their parents when they were children, and they took pity on her children, and they rarely even saw their father's face, let alone coquettish to their father.

In fact, to this day, Yan Yu has long been discouraged and even desperate for this family business, she has not thought about separation, but for the sake of the three children, she can only grit her teeth and stand up, she is really going to be separated, she can't take any of the three children away, but she is not at ease when she hands it over to others.

It is said that motherhood is strong, so Yan Yu has no other thoughts now, she just wants to guard these three children well, as long as she still occupies this position, her children will have a bright future.

Lu Ming didn't know that Yan Yu had given up on him in his heart, but after listening to his wife's sentence "He is your father", his heart couldn't help but become sour.

This is his daughter, his first child, and his eldest daughter, both five years old, and he still has to be a mother to tell her that he is her father, and he and the child are so estranged?

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that the child has grown so big, he doesn't seem to have held the child once, because the child was born before he went on the expedition, and when he came back more than a year later, he was seriously injured, and during that period of time, because he was bedridden to recuperate, his temper was already very irritable, how could he have the heart to care about a one- or two-year-old child?

It doesn't seem entirely right to say this, because after he recovered from his injury, in order to persuade Yan Yu to accept Zhou Wan, he should have hugged this child once or twice, but his purpose was not pure at that time.

And when he came back this time, in the face of this situation at home and outside the home, he didn't even have much love and patience for Yan Yusheng's eldest son, let alone Lu Yuan, so in the face of his daughter's rustiness and cowardice in looking at him, and in the face of Yan Yu's complaint that he was not complaining, Lu Ming felt guilty.

"Come, son, tell Daddy, why are you crying? Tell Daddy, Daddy help you. Lu Ming hugged his daughter and coaxed patiently.

The child sensed his father's kindness, but he also plucked up the courage to say it, and Lu Ming also knew that the mother and daughter had just come out of the courtyard.

"Okay, don't worry, when Dad is free, Dad will definitely help you make a little bird, but now Dad and Mom have something to say, you go to play with your sister, okay?" After Lu Ming promised, he put the child down.

Although Lu Yuan was a little reluctant, he also turned around and entered the room next to him step by step.

"You..." Lu Ming spoke, but he didn't know how to continue.

Yan Yu straightened his waist, took out a silk handkerchief and wiped his tears, "If you have anything to say, just say it." ”

"It's nothing, I'm just coming to see you, to see you and the child." Lu Ming changed his tune.

"The children are in the warm pavilion, and the nurse is watching, this will only wake up with fear, you can go." After Yan Yu finished speaking, he picked up the silk handkerchief again and wiped his tears.

Seeing this, Lu Ming stretched out his hand to take the other party's silk handkerchief, but Yan Yu dodged it, but Lu Ming's hand was faster, and he still snatched the silk handkerchief, but when he took the silk handkerchief to wipe Yan Yu's tears, Yan Yu pushed him away, and got down from the chair, and ordered someone to fetch a basin of hot water, she wanted to wash well.