Chapter 2, Section 8 Looking back
It was not only Ren Chengshan who was also tossing and turning in bed, but also Li Runying.
She spent most of the evening alone in her dorm. Tong Yueting went to find her boyfriend. Cheng Sifei was not idle, and participated in the evening party organized by the school with their fellow villagers. Only Runying was alone in the dormitory.
When she was bored, she turned on her computer and watched a movie for a while. She used to like to watch romance movies, and sometimes she couldn't help but cry. Today she chose a light comedy, and she wanted to relax her mood. But I didn't expect that when she saw the happiest, she still shed tears.
It's a downright tragedy that hides great pain behind the comedy.
She couldn't help but think of the days and nights she had been with Chengshan for the past two years, what a beautiful time it was, the two of them were inseparable every day, day and night. Eating together, reading together, studying together, exercising together, climbing together, shopping together, it's almost like living together. Yun Ying is a relatively conservative girl, she doesn't want to be so sloppy in college, she feels that she has to wait at least until she graduates from college.
She knows her habits, and she knows all about Chengshan's hobbies, and the two of them are so familiar that they can't be familiar anymore. Such a sudden separation, and for no reason, was very difficult for her to accept. What is the reason for the change of Chengshan so much?
She had already ruled out many options, and seeing Chengshan and Chengkang preparing to go out to dinner tonight, she ruled out the possibility that Chengshan had another new love.
If you want to recognize a person, look at what kind of friends he has made. Runying knows Chengkang, who is her hometown. Usually when the villagers gathered, they also talked and communicated. Runying thinks that this handsome boy has a good character, and his performance is very good in all aspects.
She also felt that Chengkang was trying to pursue herself, but she felt that Chengkang was still too creamy. Boys who are too good-looking do make girls a little uneasy. So she tried her best to avoid the time she spent alone with Chengkang, and she didn't have this marriage.
There are not a few female classmates who want to pursue Chengkang, and she is also willing to match them and tell them as much information as possible about what they know.
The two boys went to drink together, and it didn't seem like they had to accompany their girlfriends. Runying knew that Chengkang had a girlfriend named Lu Ruolan, why didn't he go to accompany his girlfriend? Could it be that there was something wrong with his relationship?
Emotional matters, as long as the parties don't say it, bystanders will always see flowers in a fog. And Li Runying felt that she was also in the fog, and she didn't know the real reason.
Instead of being so entangled, it's better to make a break as soon as possible. After a few nights of thinking, she dialed Ren Chengshan's phone after a sunny breakfast.
"Hey, Chengshan. ”
"Runying, hello. Chengshan was very polite, he had just finished breakfast and was about to go to self-study.
"I seem to understand your feelings. Hearing Runying say this, Ren Chengshan was a little surprised, he didn't know what Runying had discovered, what did he understand, how could he suddenly say that?
So Chengshan motioned for the other students to go to the study hall to help him get a seat, and he walked straight to the small garden next to the cafeteria.
"What did you say?"
"I mean, I seem to have understood what you mean, and I don't force it. Chengshan heard Runying say this, and felt that this girl was really smart and reasonable.
"Since you don't want to continue, then we can not disturb each other in the future. ”
The stone in Chengshan's heart fell to the ground, but he was really reluctant to have a relationship of two or three years, and Runying suddenly took the initiative, but he felt a little reluctant, his hand clenched the phone, and sweated slightly.
"I used to like you, and I know you used to like me, and that's enough. Chengshan didn't say a word, he was listening quietly.
"I know you have a hard time saying it, so I don't force you to do things you don't like. However, I want you to promise me one condition. ”
"What conditions?" this kind of smart girl will always give herself leeway. In the process of the relationship between the two people, Chengshan has long been aware of this.
"I want to take a farewell trip now. ”
"What? What is a farewell trip?"
"Do you remember the days and nights we spent together at school?"
"Yes. ”
"In every restaurant on this campus, we have eaten together, read books together in the library, studied together in the study hall, ran on the sports field together, climbed mountains together, went shopping in the downtown malls together, and went to KTV and restaurants together. ”
Yes, these are all good memories, and now that I think about it, it's all in the past. Since Runying proposed to break up, why did she talk about these things?
"I want you to accompany me to these places again before we officially break up, and relive the relationship back then. Then, I will be completely separated from you, leaving no memory behind. Do you think you can?"
"This!" Chengshan felt a little embarrassed, and he gasped.
He knew that this was a dangerous signal, and if he went like this again, he himself would definitely fall into her love network again, and he would not escape her palm. It is precisely because of those bits and pieces of memories that he is so reluctant to Runying, and now Runying wants to relive the old things, wouldn't that make him suffer again?
If he is determined to break up with Runying, then there is nothing to revisit the old relationship. But he doesn't want to break up with Runying now, there is an unspeakable reason, if he revisits the past now, the pain will increase exponentially.
"Do you think that's necessary?" he tried to vote against, but was quickly vetoed by Runying.
"I feel the need. You have promised me many things before, some of which have not yet been fulfilled, and now you will fulfill all the things you promised before, so that there is a beginning and an end. Don't you think a man should be responsible for what he says?"
Indeed, Chengshan once promised Runying a lot of things. For example, when a certain delicacy is on the shelves in season, he is going to take Runying to taste it, when all the flowers are in bloom, he will accompany Runying to climb the mountain once, and he also promises to accompany Runying to run on the playground for at least ten days a month. But these are all jokes about love, I didn't expect Runying to remember it so clearly.
Speaking of responsibility, Seongsan also seems to have found a perfect excuse for himself, and he is willing to let this excuse continue to torture himself.
"Well, I agree, just do as you say, and fulfill the promise I made. ”
"Okay, it's a deal!"
"A word is a certainty!" Hearing this, both of them were very happy. Runying's happiness is that her goal has finally been achieved, but Chengshan's happiness is that she can finally find an excuse and no longer have any scruples.
If these promises are fulfilled again, Runying will no longer have a reason to be with her, and she can say goodbye to the past with peace of mind.
He was thinking wishfully, feeling that a stone in his heart had finally fallen to the ground.
As soon as I hung up, another call came in.
"It's him again!" It's been so long, Chengshan still can't get used to this harassing call, I don't know what kind of fame he is going to make?