After dinner, Qiu Qingshi was worried that Jing Yinian was in a bad mood, so she still couldn't let her drive, and took the initiative to ask for a job as a driver.

The speed of the car gradually becomes slow. The person driving in the driver's seat had been brewing emotions for a long time, but he couldn't help but turn his head to look at the lovely person next to him and said: "Ah Nian, do you still love him?" ”

"Huh? No.... Love it. “

"Are you sure?"

"Hmm"

"Ah Nian, if you say... There's someone younger than you who has liked you for a few years, would you be willing to start a new relationship? ”

Listening to the low and dumb inquiry beside him, Jing Yinian was stunned for a long time.

She wanted to... She should know who that one is... But she didn't know if she would dare to start over... She was afraid.

She also fought hard for a man, and stepped into a strange circle alone, the circle that knocked her head and broke the blood.

It can't be said that she has completely forgotten the boy she once loved for many years, but when she chose to leave, she knew that that person did not belong to her and should give up.

The one who didn't like her should give up. That person didn't look for her again after the breakup, and he should have given up. That person hadn't paid attention to her anymore, and should have given up...

That guy he...

She gave herself three years... More than 1000 days and nights...

She tossed and turned many times in a foreign country and couldn't sleep...

She's almost forgotten how hard she was in the first place... She has insomnia to the point where she gets used to having a drink before going to bed before going to sleep... I am used to looking at the night sky in a foreign country, smoking cigarettes one by one and counting the stars.

She really doesn't know... Do you want to dare or not? She's afraid, she can't afford to gamble.

But she also understands that she is still young... There's a lot of time, a lot of youth to spend... You will always have to find someone to marry and have children to spend a long life.

But she was afraid to think about it again.

If anything, everything that happens today is her willfulness and recklessness.

If you say, all the pretenses today are a scene that accompanied her when she was young.

Well, she hopes that it will be good to act for a lifetime... Someone cares about her, someone cares for her, someone wants her to be happy... Someone tried to make her happy.

She knows that she's really disgusting like this now, very scumbag, like a scumbag, oh no, just a scumbag.

She can be coquettish with her younger brother willfully, angry and unhappy, and enjoy his hug and comfort when she is sad.

She also knew that the younger person in her brother's mouth was him...

But....

-

After a long time, Jing Yinian, who came back to his senses, turned his head to look at the black eyes under the golden wire eye frame. He pursed his lips and licked his lips subconsciously. Slowly: "I don't know, can you give me some more time?" ”

"Okay." Qiu Qingshi didn't want to push it too hard, he knew Jing Yinian's concerns, at least judging from today's relationship, her heart was not unacceptable to him, step by step, there would always be a day.

touched her head, smiled and said gently, "Go back, Ah Nian... Rest early. ”

-

After arriving home, Jing Yinian stood by the window and looked at the car downstairs, she seemed to be able to see the depressed and lonely appearance of the man in the car... There was some uneasy panic in her heart.

She thought she had broken his heart after all.

Picked up the wine on the wine cabinet, skillfully opened it and poured himself a glass, without any hesitation, drank it all. After all, I'm used to it.

As if feeling that it was not enough, he picked up the cigarette case on the side, took out one with his white slender fingers, and lit it with his left hand. The spark flickered inexplicably in the dim warm light, if there was nothing, if it wasn't for the obvious view of Jing Yinian swallowing the clouds, no one would think that she lit the cigarette.