The weather is getting cooler, and it's finally autumn.

After the evening self-study, Su Ziyue stayed in the classroom for a while, and she wanted to memorize some more words. After a while, she looked around and saw that she was the only one left in the classroom. She tidied up her textbooks, turned off the lights, and closed the door.

She was just about to leave when she heard a cry in the toilet at the other end of the hallway. The lights in the corridor were very bright, and Su Ziyue looked over at a glance and felt that the people over there were a bit like Li Shi. So, she walked over.

"What's wrong with you?" Su Ziyue looked at the people squatting on the edge of the fence.

When she saw Li Shi looking at herself with tears on her face, she seemed to see herself crying bitterly. Although she didn't know what happened to Li Shi, her first reaction at that time was to squat down and hug Li Shi.

"I seem to be pregnant, what should I do?" Li Shi said in a slightly trembling voice in Su Ziyue's ear.

Although there is no friendship between the two of them, every time Li Shi sees Su Ziyue, she feels that this person is very reliable, and she believes that Su Ziyue will help her.

"How do you know?"

"I haven't been here for half a month."

"Wei Yu?" Su Ziyue's first reaction was the boy who was eating together in the cafeteria that day.

Li Shi didn't speak, just nodded.

"Does he know about it?"

"He said, "If there really is, let me kill it." But he doesn't have any money, can you help me? In addition to tears, Li Shi's eyes were helpless.

"You get up first." Su Ziyue helped Li Shi up, looking at the poor person in front of her, she finally relented and decided to help her, "I will accompany you to the hospital for a check-up on the weekend holiday, if it is found out, I will lend you the money." ”

They didn't dare to go to a big hospital for fear of being seen by someone they knew, so they had to look up a slightly remote clinic on the Internet, but the evaluation was good.

Smelling the pungent smell of disinfectant in the clinic, Su Ziyue's heart hurt again. Usually, she will not step into the hospital half a step unless she has to. Because as soon as she smells the unique smell of the hospital, her eyes are full of pictures, scenes, frames, and every time she can't bear it.

After the examination, the doctor told them that they were not pregnant, and Li Shi hugged Su Ziyue excitedly and cried non-stop. At this time, Li Shi was like a child in Su Ziyue's eyes, completely subverting her image in her own cognition.

The doctor said that the delay in menstruation may be due to Li Shi's poor rest, plus mental stress. In addition, the doctor also specially advised the two that young people should take good care of their bodies, fortunately they did not get pregnant this time, otherwise it would be a lifelong knot.

After Su Ziyue settled the account, she looked at Li Shi's weak appearance and took Li Shi back to her house. Li Shi also told his parents that he would go back after playing at the same school for a day, and his parents were relieved when they heard that it was a female classmate, and welcomed Su Ziyue to play at their house next time.

Although it was just a false alarm, when Li Shi loosened the taut rope, the whole person was like scattered sand, and he couldn't pile it up.

"I'm sorry, my refrigerator is empty, so I'm going to drink some porridge, right?" Su Ziyue's tone was a little apologetic.

When Li Shi took the porridge brought by Su Ziyue, she asked lightly, "Do you look down on me in your heart?" ”

Su Ziyue looked at Li Shishi: "No, I just think that your vision of people is really bad." ”

"Wei Yu?"

Su Ziyue nodded.

"I'll tell you about me and Wei Yu when I have time, right?"

"Okay."

In the days that followed, Su Ziyue heard the story about her and Wei Yu from Li Shi's side, which was nothing more than being young and frivolous, and being carried away by enthusiasm.

Li Shi loves to watch Japanese comics, so he especially admires that kind of hot-blooded youth, especially the kind of male protagonist in the anime album who fights alone with a group of people for the heroine, even if he breaks his head, he doesn't cry out in pain. The story takes place on a weekend, she was robbed of her wallet, and she happened to be met by Wei Yu. She looked at Wei Yu and put the thief down in two or three clicks, and from that moment on, she was full of only this boy. Even though she knew at that time that Wei Yu especially liked to have an affair with girls at school, she was hot-headed and still chased after her.

Now Su Ziyue has another friend, a friend who knows his secret, and a friend who also knows his secret.

Li Shi saw the black and white photos of Su Ziyue's home, she smiled and hugged Su Ziyue, but said nothing.

Recently, the sky has been very blue, but the temperature is so low that even when you say a word outside, your mouth can be white.

Su Ziyue was in a particularly good mood today, and drew a smiling face on the window with her index finger.

"Aren't your hands cold?" Han Mo looked at Su Ziyue's somewhat reddened hands.

"Cold."

Su Ziyue was in a hurry when she came to school this time, and she forgot to take gloves from home, so she could only put her hands in her pockets every day.

Han Mo touched the desk drawer, and a pair of dark green gloves appeared in front of Su Ziyue's eyes.

"Use mine first, if you get chilblains, your hands will probably be swollen."

"Thanks, what about yourself?" Su Ziyue held the gloves in the palm of her hand, which was very soft.

"I've got a pair of them."

I don't know what day it was, Su Ziyue began to gradually feel Han Mo's inadvertent care for her. Every sentence he asked, are you okay, or help her pour water, one by one, one by one, she has seen it in her eyes and remembered it in her heart. During the painful time of losing her loved ones, she thought that it would be good to live alone like this in this life, and she was not willing to accept the care given by others. Because she was afraid that once she accepted it, she would have feelings after a long time, and she was not sure if she could still bear the reluctance and pain of parting again.

Han Mo's expression of feelings is different from Tang Yu's simplicity and clarity, he is like the spring breeze blowing across his face in April, his strength is subtle but still people can really feel it.

"Su Ziyue, the one next to you is the winner of the first prize in the physics competition, are you embarrassed to take this test?" Tang Yu looked at the seventy points written on Su Ziyue's test paper.

Su Ziyue hurriedly took a book and covered the test paper.

"If you don't understand, you can ask me." Han Mo wanted to help her in any way he could.

Su Ziyue nodded.

During the recess, Su Ziyue wrote a few names on scratch paper, and after writing the two words Li Shi, she suddenly remembered that she had not heard from her for three months since she left her house, but she could often see Wei Yu in the cafeteria. It's just that now Wei Yan's side is no longer Li Shi, but another girl she doesn't know.

After Li Shi left Su Ziyue's house, he went to find Wei Yu, and she stood outside his house and rang the doorbell. The person who opened the door was Wei Yu, and as soon as he saw Li Shi's face, he hurriedly went out, and he didn't even have time to change his shoes before he went out to pull Li Shi to the stairwell at the safe passage.

"Why didn't you say a word?" Wei Yu was a little angry and a little scared.

"What's wrong with your voice, is it a cold?" Li Shi was still concerned about Wei Yan's body at this time.

"It's okay, is there anything wrong with you?"

"I'm pregnant." Li Shi came over today just to confirm one thing.

"Are you sure?" Wei Yan's breathing was noticeably shorter.

Li Shi took out a pregnancy test stick from his bag and gave it to him, Wei Yan took the pregnancy test stick and didn't even look at it, said a dirty word in his mouth, and threw it on the ground.

He leaned against the wall and scratched at his hair.

"Wei Yu, what should I do?" Li Shi said that he wanted to pull Wei Yan's hand.

Wei Yan's action of avoiding it at once made Li Shi suffer unprecedented damage.

"You wait for me." After Wei Yu finished speaking, he hurriedly ran away.

"Eucalyptus, how did you go out for how long?" Mom, who was sitting on the sofa watching TV, turned her head to look at Wei Yu who ran into the room.

"My classmates came and asked me to borrow a comic book."

Wei Yu rummaged through the room, and only found 310 yuan in his wallet, he put the money in a magazine and walked out of the room.

"Let your classmates come in and sit down, right?"

"No, she's going home soon. Mom, I'll send her down and I'll be back in a while. ”

"Well, there you go."

Seeing Wei Yu appear in front of her again, Li Shi, who was squatting on the ground, seemed to see a glimmer of hope, and she stood up.

"Wei Yu."

Wei Yu took out the four crumpled banknotes in the magazine and handed them to Li Shi: "I can find so much money, you can take it." ”

"What do you mean?" The illusion that still existed when I saw Wei Yu coming back just now has been completely shattered at this moment.

"We're all young, we can't have children, you can find a place to kill them." Wei Yan didn't dare to look at Li Shi at all when he said this.

"Why didn't you think it would be like this?" Li Shi's tears fell instantly.

"Do you want this money, don't come to me again." Wei Yan stuffed the money into Li Shi's hand and left.

"Wei Yan, you bastard!"

Li Shi clutched the money in his hand, didn't have the courage to chase it out, and cried alone in the stairwell for a long time.

"I don't know who threw 350 yuan in front of our house." Wei Yu's father happened to come back from outside.

Hearing this, Wei Yan, who was leaning on the sofa, swallowed his saliva uneasily.

The night sky in the city is so bright that you can't see the stars in the sky, just like day.

On the crowded commercial street, there was a girl who was crying while walking, her eyes blurred by tears could not see clearly, and her heart was the same, and she didn't know how many strangers she bumped into along the way, and how many words she said sorry, but she was drowned in the noisy crowd.

Li Shi has been most afraid of pain since she was a child, every time she gets sick and goes to the hospital to draw blood, she will cry all the time, and the pain she feels in her body at this moment is as obvious as the cold feeling when the needle is pierced into the vein, and the pain in her heart at this moment is like being stung by thousands of bees.

Half a month later, Li Shi handled the transfer. She didn't say anything but the head teacher, and just quietly disappeared from the school. Staying in this school will only remind her of the mistakes she made all the time, and it will only make her miserable. Maybe you can start over in a new environment, to a school that no one knows.

In the summer when his sophomore year of high school was about to end, Li Shi finally contacted Su Ziyue. The two chatted for a long time that night, and what Li Shi said to Su Ziyue made her remember deeply.

"Su Ziyue, we all deserve to be loved, I hope that the next time I see you again, you can happily tell me that you are living a happy life."

Su Ziyue, who ended the call, looked out the window and asked at the night sky, "Will I?" ”