Less than two years away from home, her mother disappeared, leaving her and her grandmother to depend on each other, and at that time, she thought that as long as she worked hard enough, as long as she did not lose confidence, happiness would come to her again.

This idea became even stronger after meeting Ji Fanchen, in order to be able to stand as tall as him, in order to be qualified to stand by his side one day in the future, Xu Youyou worked hard and worked hard to become an excellent cellist.

Just when she thought that her dream was about to come true, just when she thought that she had enough courage to stand by Ji Fanchen's side, fate once again brought her a huge challenge, and this battle almost knocked her back to the prototype, and it was also this battle that made the distance between her and Ji Fanchen widen again, and it was also this battle, a trench that she could not overcome was between them.

Everything was churning in Xu Youyou's mind, and she seemed to feel that her life was being manipulated, and she would never be able to move in the direction of her ideals.

The song was flipped back and forth over and over again, Xu Youyou didn't know how many times she had pulled it, she seemed to have been numb, and when it came to the end of the song, she automatically returned to the beginning, she didn't know that her fingers had been worn out with a blood blister, through the strings, oozing blood stains.

Looking at Xu Youyou like this, Ji Fanchen's heart was like a choppy sea, constantly churning, he slowly walked in front of Xu Youyou, his big hand lay on the cello, slowly took it out of her arms, and put it on the piano stand.

Ji Fanchen turned around and gently took Xu Youyou into his arms, his hand kept stroking her back, and then, a slight whimper came from his arms, and the shoulders of the girl in his arms began to shake constantly.

He didn't speak, just stood there quietly, as if only in this way could he experience Xu Youyou's state of mind at this moment.

I don't know how long it took, but the whimper slowly became smaller until it disappeared, and then a hoarse, low voice was heard.

"Ji Fanchen, I think I can bear everything, I can bear the warmth of losing home, losing the love of my parents, losing my grandmother, and even losing my cello, but I really overestimated myself, I thought that after the pain, it would not hurt anymore, I thought that I looked at everything before very lightly, but I was wrong, I can't forget the beauty of the past, and I can't forget the pain of the past, just like although my father did to me, I still can't forget the warmth he once gave me."

Xu Youyou sniffed and continued to speak, "Since I was a child, my mother told me that a person who works hard will not have a bad fate, but I have always worked hard, why is my luck still so bad?" Am I born to die, just like the 'broom star' in the old man's mouth? “

The girl slowly raised her head, her dark eyes flashing like two brilliant gems, radiating light.

Ji Fanchen slowly bent down and kissed her on the cold lips, "Xu Youyou, do you know why?" ”

Xu Youyou shook his head puzzled.

Ji Fanchen chuckled, "That's because you lack me in your life, and you lack love in the five elements, only by being with me, your bad luck will change, Xu Youyou, if you want to change all this, you can only marry me, do you understand?" ”

He gently pinched her chin, raised it slightly, and looked at her with a fixed look in his eyes, as if his words were the truth, the law, and only by following them could he get the answer he wanted.

Xu Youyou burst into tears and smiled, looking up at Ji Fanchen, "Aren't you afraid that after I marry you, I will bring you bad luck?" ”

"Don't be afraid, because my life is hard!"

Xu Youyou's face showed a bright smile, she knew that Ji Fanchen was changing tricks to make her happy, and she also knew that that was what Ji Fanchen wanted to say most in her heart.

She couldn't give him any reply, because between her and him, there were too many uncertainties, too many problems that Xu Youyou needed to overcome little by little, and she needed not only time, but also luck.

Xu Youyou got up and kissed Ji Fanchen lightly on the face, "Ji Fanchen, thank you, I'm fine, I have something I want to talk to you about... Woo..."

Before she finished speaking, her lips were blocked, and after a long time, Ji Fanchen said faintly, "Xu Youyou, so thank you is sincere enough!" ”

Seeing the little girl's red face, Ji Fanchen clenched his fist fiercely, and his restless heart was once again ruthlessly suppressed by him.

Xu Youyou slowly calmed down his heart and spoke again, "Ji Fanchen, I heard an important message from Chen Yalan's mouth today, did you receive my photo six years ago?" It should be a picture of me and a man. ”

Ji Fanchen's smile froze on his face, his eyes kept blinking, he never thought of telling her about it, but now she actually asked him back, making him not know how to deal with it for a while.

"Ji Fanchen, have you received it? It's because of those photos that you rejected me, right? ”

"Xu Youyou, I..."

Ji Fanchen didn't know how to answer, that incident was his pain, and it was the past that he couldn't forgive himself the most, if he believed in her enough at that time, her fate would not have turned so much.

Xu Youyou smiled faintly, "It seems that I guessed correctly, but only you have seen those photos, why would Chen Yalan know?" And listening to her tone, she seemed to know what was going on, she said that I stepped on two boats, said that I was eating in a bowl and worried about the pot, that I had failed your love for me, but I had never told her about these things, how did she know? Even I don't know why you rejected me, and how does she know? “

"Ji Fanchen, I have a bad premonition, maybe the separation of my parents is artificial, our separation is also a conspiracy, and even my hand injury is not just a coincidence, maybe my life has been living in other people's calculations, and my fate has always been in their hands, and the person who is scheming behind her, her purpose is not to let us be together, she just wants me to fall completely, and even wants me to die!"

The more Xu Youyou analyzed, the more terrifying she felt, she didn't know when, she actually walked into someone else's trap, she didn't know when, her life was in the hands of others, she felt very scared, with fear and uneasiness in her eyes, looking at Ji Fanchen.

Ji Fanchen has thought about these things, and he is secretly investigating behind his back, he doesn't want her to know, first, he is worried that she will not be able to accept such a fact, and second, he doesn't want her to live so complicated, he just wants her to live a simple and happy life.

Ji Fanchen hugged her into his arms again, with apology and remorse, "Xu Youyou, I'm sorry!" “

He hugged her tightly and said the long-brewing 'I'm sorry', although he knew that no matter what he said or did, he couldn't make up for the hurt Xu Youyou suffered, but he still wanted to apologize to her from the bottom of his heart.

Xu Youyou obviously felt Ji Fanchen's nervousness, she patted him on the back, "Ji Fanchen, they did it so seamlessly, if it were me, I would also believe it, I don't blame you, I think Chen Yalan must be involved in this matter, it was my father's birthday party, I want to do it to all the guests, she is the most convenient, I will take back the video and guest list at that time, maybe we can find some clues from it." “