Chapter 39: The Kiss

Liang Jiu silently followed Lin Bei out of the teaching building, she knew that Lin Bei had already noticed it, but since Lin Bei didn't say anything, she didn't go forward to say anything.

Lin Bei came to the playground, the weather was already late autumn, and there would be a bleak wind passing through such an open place, he walked around the playground, and Liang Jiu followed suit. Just when she felt a little cold, Lin Bei suddenly stopped.

"What are you doing with me?" Lin Bei turned his back to Liang Jiu, and his voice was very deep and muffled.

"I ...... I don't want to go to class. ”

This reason was very pale, Liang Jiu touched his ears and sneezed.

"What did you just eavesdrop?"

Liang Jiu coughed, not knowing how to answer, saying that she knew everything? Or is it just what you just heard?

Lin Bei turned to face her, the girl in front of her cheeks were slightly red, it was the slightest trace left by the wind, her face was so tender, she couldn't withstand a little toss.

"Is it cold?" Lin Bei asked again, and then beckoned to her, "Come here." ”

Liang Jiu hesitated, but still walked towards him, and was pulled into his arms before he could get close, his chest was warm and tight, and Liang Jiu's face was pressed against his chest and his breath rose and fell.

He smelled good, but he couldn't tell what it was.

Liang Jiu thought of his illness, not being able to contact the opposite sex, this is a psychological disorder, but at this moment they are so close, how can this be explained?

"Liang Jiu."

He finally spoke, and his voice was very soft, very soft.

"I'm here." Liang Jiu subconsciously wrapped her hands around him, she didn't know why, at this moment she just wanted to appease the person in front of her.

Lin Bei's eyes lit up the moment she raised her hand, and he looked at the girl in his arms with an indescribable kindness.

"Are you going back to England?"

Back to the UK? These three words popped out of Liang Jiu's mind, and then remembered Fang Xun's words, does she really want to go back to the UK next semester?

But she didn't want to, what would she have to face when she went back? Look at Fang Xun and his girlfriend in and out? Or does it depend on how the mother speaks coldly to herself? Or is it the same as before, living in an unpopular house and staring out the window every day?

There is also a Lin Bei who can be her companion here, and when she returns to the UK, Fang Xun is already someone else's boyfriend, and she doesn't want to go back at all.

"I'm not going back." She didn't say yes or no, she just said it that way.

Lin Bei let go of her and asked her very seriously, "When will you go back." ”

Liang Jiu blinked and replied truthfully, "Next semester." ”

"Okay, then we have a winter break to be together."

Liang Jiu smiled, "You are reluctant to let me go." ”

"I think it's good to know a friend who doesn't know who Lin Bei was before and who he will be in the future."

"I heard what you said to Quan Xiaorui just now."

"I know." Lin Bei pulled her back, he knew that Liang Jiu must be cold, and he knew that the dress she was wearing today was not frost resistant at all, and she didn't know how to come out and wear a windbreaker.

Liang Jiu was stunned by his reaction, and he didn't know where he was going, and by the time he reacted, the two were already sitting in his private lounge.

A coat was thrown into her arms, with a familiar smell on it, and Lin Bei raised his eyebrows, "Put it on, don't catch a cold." ”

Liang Jiu gratefully put it on immediately, and then said again without giving up, "I know your secret, aren't you angry?" ”

"It's not a secret at all, it's just that it's just unsightly, how can you let go of such a thing if you gossip." Lin Bei said and laughed self-deprecatingly, "Don't pity me, you and I are just half a catty." ”

Liang Jiu saw that he didn't care about him, but he couldn't let go of it in his heart, he didn't have this look when he faced Quan Xiaorui just now, he was too good at hiding himself, maybe even he forgot how to open his heart to others.

"Since we're all so pitiful, let's keep each other warm." Liang Jiu raised his head and looked at him, "Lin Bei, you don't need to go to the doctor, you just have to tell me all your dissatisfaction, I can be your emotional trash can." ”

Lin Bei looked at her with an incredulous look, "What are you talking about." ”

"I know you're reluctant to open yourself, which is quite similar to me, but I used to have someone who could say, what about you, you don't even have a friend around you, a person who is always holding back will definitely have problems, you don't have to feel embarrassed, I'm not a normal person, as you know, I fell in love with my brother, and the people in my family thought I was a freak, and they sent me to a mental clinic, they hypnotized me to make me say the evil thoughts in my heart, and used drugs to control my nerves, which I have experienced, I'm already an invincible person, you can tell me about it. ”

Lin Bei was still observing her expression, but his eyes flickered.

Liang Jiu simply said everything in his heart, "Besides, I will go back to the UK next semester, you and I will not have anything to do with it in the future, just like parallel lines, tell me, and I am not afraid of being known by others, after all, I am a very autistic person, I have no friends, and I guess I will not have any friends in the future." ”

"So good to me?" Lin Bei approached her, and the corners of his mouth hooked, "What else do you know?" Are you sure you're not taking pity on me? ”

"I know about Quan Ying and Quan Xiaorui and your family, I'm sorry, I'm too curious, because I saw the discord between you and Quan Xiaorui, and the incident of Quan Xiaorui stopping the car after yesterday's party, I really want to find out what happened."

The more Lin Bei listened, the more he felt that he had mixed tastes, according to normal times, he was the most taboo about these things being known by others, and at this moment, when he heard Liang Jiu actually say Quan Ying's name, he should be angry and even tell her to stop, and he should also warn her not to meddle in her affairs.

But he didn't, he didn't feel disgusted at all in his heart, on the contrary, he even hoped that Liang Jiu knew more in detail, those memories that he didn't want to recall, what he didn't want to mention, and what he didn't want to be set aside again, it seemed that he had finally found an opportunity to come out, and he couldn't hold it down.

He didn't know why he was willing to dig out his heart in front of Liang Jiu, he didn't understand why he wasn't angry, and he didn't understand why he wanted to tell her more truths in person, truths he had never told anyone before.

All the details of what happened that afternoon, he had sworn never to mention.

But he was afraid of scaring her, and the girl in front of him should be a flower raised in a greenhouse, and she couldn't be frightened.

"Liang Jiu, don't pity me."

"Then don't pity me." Liang Jiu stood up, she was no taller than his shoulder, and even then she hesitated to touch his arm, looking cautious.

"I have never been able to avoid the opposite sex, and I can't bear them approaching me, but Liang Jiu, why don't I reject you."

Liang Jiu was stunned for a moment, and then touched his hand, "Why?" ”

Lin Bei didn't speak, but answered her with action, he raised her chin and asked very seriously, "I want to know if I can still be saved from this disease." ”

Liang Jiu's heart was pounding, and he didn't dare to look at him, "You...... What do you mean. ”

Lin Bei's face slowly approached until it was close to her nose, "Is it okay?" ”

Liang Jiu understood everything in her heart, she couldn't help but close her eyes, and her heart became extremely calm.

Lin Bei's lips were cold, as indifferent as his people, but when he got close, he had an inexplicable temperature that went straight to her heart.

Liang Jiu suddenly felt like crying, she remembered that when she secretly kissed him while Fang Xun was not paying attention, and also remembered the panic and helplessness after being discovered by Fang Xun, later, Fang Xun seemed to acquiesce to her childish teasing, that was her happiest time.

"What are you thinking?" Lin Bei had already left her lips, and the heat of the conversation hit the tip of her nose.

She opened her eyes, Lin Bei saw the wetness in the corners of her eyes, and he was stunned for a second, "That's right...... I'm sorry. ”

Liang Jiu shook his head, "I just thought of the past." ”

Lin Bei pressed his lips up again, "Don't think about him." ”

Liang Jiu clenched the corner of his shirt, the contradiction in her heart was indescribable, she didn't know what she was doing, why she would do such an intimate thing with Lin Bei, but so what, Fang Xun might be dating Patricia at this time.

Thinking of this, she hugged Lin Bei tightly, like a child in the water finding driftwood.

"If you help me, you will help me to the end." Lin Bei let go of her, he was already sure that he did not reject any contact with Liang Jiu at all.

"Okay." Liang Jiu agreed without asking anything.

Lin Bei smiled, knowing that she didn't understand the meaning of this sentence.

However, a girl who knows so many of his secrets, and he doesn't reject it at all.

What does it mean for him?