Liang Chen still delusionally wanted to go back to high school, even when he entered the university, before going to bed, he was still fantasizing, insisting on his persistence, maybe it was stupid, even on the last New Year's Day of his student career, his stupidity got the answer.

Liang Chen is an ordinary but forever halo boy, from junior high school to college he will always be one of the most important people in the class, he rarely takes care of things, but always has a special status; He is not very good at chatting, but standing on the stage, he can dominate everything; Everyone expects a lot from him, but he disappoints everyone time and time again······

He! Ay! A Buddhist youth who lives with the soul of a forty-year-old cadre.

He sees everything very lightly, including the major life events he has to face, in fact, he is timid, this is a nice word, and it is cowardly to hear a little, until he graduated from college Liang Chen was drunk and did not admit it, pointing to himself in front of the mirror and scolding for a night, this is the first time we have seen him like this, before, he has never been such a person in our minds, he was like a river before, met a mountain, slowly bypassed, reached the sea, and flowed in. But after scolding himself, Liang Chen was fine, he said everything, said everything, and let go of everything······

On the night after the college entrance examination, Liang Chen recalled countless times, starting from the class dinner, to the middle of the way, he accompanied her to watch the classmates in other classes take flowers to confess to their beloved girl, Liang Chen tried very hard to recall her eyes at that time, even in a dream, Liang Chen never saw it clearly, he imagined that her eyes were expectation, envy, excitement, maybe she also thought about what Liang Chen was thinking at that time, even if it was a moment, it was worth Liang Chen to spend this bitter four years. She was drunk that night, and Liang Chen didn't even send her back to the dormitory, but just entrusted her roommate to take care of him, and then, hehe! This girl who has been at the same table with him for two years no longer belongs to him.

Time back to three months ago, Liang Chen was still fearless at that time, thinking about the future with her, and even thought about the name of his first child, that time was the best time for Liang Chen and her, the two of them still always had their own things, and they always didn't talk much, but he told history for her, she spoke English for him, the two of them were like broken lotus roots, connected with silk, the best time may be at that time! Both of them are fighting for their future, their first hard work, but ignorant years! How many times Liang Chen can dream of a period of youth in his dreams! At that time, a song and a melody were full of memories.

The memories are the most cruel, and the moment when Liang Chen is closest to her is to go back nine months ago, when there was a collapse crisis in the class. One of the three major class flowers, Li xx fell in love and was found to be the source, one of the only seven boys in the class was caught playing with a mobile phone in the afternoon self-study, and the relatives of the Education Bureau at home put pressure on the school to think that he could not let him go home to reflect, and he stayed at school, but he touched the head teacher's electricity, twisted his face and scolded the father and son, and the boy had to go home. Young people always have a temper, and they originally wanted to give up their studies, so they tattooed a little pig and went to society, and several brothers in the class persuaded them to come back. And finally! Lexington's gunfire still rang out, and a boy in the class who mixed up with a diploma fell asleep in the morning self-study, and then he told Liang Chen the news of being persuaded to quit, which detonated the crisis, only five of the seven boys remained, Liang Chen quit first, and the boys were about to revolt.

At that time, they divided into study groups, and the only five remaining boys changed their positions and formed a long snake formation, making it clear that they were going to work against the teacher, but the head teacher didn't say anything, and the two sides were in such a stalemate. The atmosphere in the class was really dreary in those days, like before a thunderstorm in summer, and the air was so hot that it was difficult to breathe. Liang Chen and the others almost affected everyone, depressed, depressed, even in the morning self-study, there was only a sparse voice, several teachers, even the physical education teacher felt that there was something wrong with this class.

The snail slowly climbed up the withered azalea, and the time crept quietly for three days. The classmates who were playing with their mobile phones came back early, sat in the dormitory with instant noodles, and looked at Liang Chen and the others with a smile.

Liang Chen knew that it was time for them to compromise, after all, the head teacher wanted a prestige, and if they didn't compromise, either the head teacher would leave; Either he goes; Or just go bad. It's just a lose-lose, Liang Chen is not stupid, he has read too many historical stories, and he has a good grasp of the leader's mind. That night, after evening self-study, several people moved their desks back to their original places. Before returning to the dormitory, Liang Chen stopped the squad leader and asked, "Class leader, is the teacher still angry?" “

"Hey!" The squad leader let out a long sigh, she had been depressed and bored for three days.

"Every time you make trouble, I want me to wipe your ass, I beg you, brother! In the future, I will call you brother, don't make any more trouble, I have been scared when I come to school these days, for fear of saying a word more. “

Liang Chen could see that her inner struggle, she was too difficult, once she leaned to one side, the class would be over. What a world! Don't be a class cadre at all, and if you do a good job, you can say that you are a lackey of the teacher; If you do it badly, you will inevitably be scolded on both sides, it's difficult!

Liang Chen said with a smiling face: "Isn't there still a fat sister with you!" Squad leader, for the sake of a few of us who have moved water for two years, so that you can do whatever you want to do in the future, okay! “

"Liangzi, don't worry! Even if you don't say I'll go, I'm going to go for the sake of the class. The squad leader waved his hand and strode away.

Liang Chen really admires her, except for when she was a freshman in high school, she hated her little selfishness a little bit, haha! Since the beginning of her sophomore year of high school, she has been whatever she says, and Liang Chen rarely stands on the opposite side of her, except for that time.

The next morning, the class leader and the disciplinary committee worked together to break through the teacher's defense. The moment she returned to the classroom from the office, she looked at Liang Chen and knew that it was done, Liang Chen crossed his hands, put his back on the back of his neck, and grinned, she never let him down.

The next thing to look at is Liang Chen!

At noon, Liang Chen called the sleeping boy and asked him to go back to school, Liang Chen didn't know the news that he was going to change classes, and he didn't think much about it when he agreed, and he didn't say anything.

In the afternoon, in physical education class, he came back, said hello, said that he would come back tomorrow, go to the Internet today, he still didn't say that he was going to change classes, everyone didn't ask in detail, Liang Chen didn't say in detail, thinking that the teacher had already told him.

Liang Chen will never forget that night, it was English evening self-study, the last class was about to start, he carried his black satchel back to school, the seven boys in the class were lying on the balcony outside the classroom as usual chatting, the seven people were still so stupid, joking with each other, and inadvertently, at a certain moment, he said: "I'm going to change classes." “

Liang Chen frowned, and said with a smile: "The teacher and we didn't agree!" “

"I'm fed up, really, Liangzi, I'm not good, smoking, playing on my phone, occasionally dozing off in class······ I tried my best to change it, really, in addition to smoking, I also handed over my mobile phone, and I rarely dozed off in class! It's not that you don't know this, but she still holds me back, I am a gangster who brings you badly in her eyes, a poor student who lowers the grades of the class, I don't belong to this class. He said it very quietly, and only Liang Chen and the others heard it, but his voice was full of that kind of ······ Hatred, incomprehension. This is kind of an accusation of dozens of people in a class, and we heard it very well at that time, and we shared his hatred, and we defined him as brotherly righteousness, and it was difficult for us to be convinced by this when we grew up, not because we lost it, but because we grew up.

Liang Chen didn't speak, let him vent all his emotions, the brothers who had slept together for two years, in fact, there was no need to persuade them, the seven people understood that he was just angry, and this fate could not be broken in this life! Seven people stood from recess to class, no one thought about going back to the classroom, the class leader took the test paper to the office with his head to ask questions, this class is very similar to Great China, usually looks scattered, and when it comes to difficult moments, this scattered thread is instantly twisted into a hemp rope. That night, for the first time, the seven of them saw the stars in the sky above their alma mater, which was so beautiful, but it was only after a few people stopped talking that the atmosphere gradually became weird, and the seven people looked at each other and returned to the classroom with a smile.

After evening self-study, Liang Chen, her and the three of them ate supper in the cafeteria, according to the food standard, this is not a supper, a bowl of quick-frozen dumplings, a bowl of mixed sauce noodles, a bowl of rice noodles, this is almost all the types of late-night canteen. Liang Chen is happy, the more she eats the mixed sauce noodles today, the more flavorful she becomes, and she finishes it after a while, she always eats in small bites, and she has to make three bites of a dumpling, and it takes a long time to eat.

He said, "You two haven't made any progress in the past two days!" “

The atmosphere was awkward, she paused for a moment, and continued to eat dumplings in small bites, Liang Chen took two pieces of paper and handed them to them, but did not reply.

"Huh! Do you like him? He handed her the paper in his hand.

She put down her chopsticks, stared straight at Liang Chen, and said, "Do you say I like you?" After speaking, without waiting for Liang Chen to speak, he continued to eat the dumplings in her bowl.

Liang Chen's face flushed, but the lights in the cafeteria were dim at that time, and no one could see that the slightly quiet cafeteria suppressed Liang Chen's brain nerves. Liang Chen flinched at that time, thinking repeatedly in his mind about what would happen after the college entrance examination, what would happen after work, a strong sense of responsibility mixed with a loss of cowardice built a great wall to resist this menacing love, Liang Chen! If he answered, it wouldn't be Liang Chen.

"Eat it! Keep up your strength, and you'll have to train tomorrow! Liang Chen said with a smile, smiling was just a signal for Liang Chen to escape.

She swallowed the remaining dumplings in the bowl indiscriminately, and then under the cover of the yellow-orange-orange light, she walked quickly away from this sad place, she was brave enough this night!

Liang Chen is not brave enough, the difficult night has just begun, this night, he has insomnia! His mind kept circling her knife-like question, like a fishbone stuck in his throat, and the slightest thought of it inevitably stinged.

A few years later, when the two were in their senior year, Liang Chen confessed to her in what he thought was his best, but time has proved that time can change everything, and ······ It was Liang Chen who abandoned God again and again and gave up the opportunity to redeem himself.

She said: "You are not so good, let me be able to wait for you for six years, from Puzhou to Chongqing to Chengdu, you understand yourself." “

"Yes! Goodbye, my youth. This was Liang Chen's last words to her.

Oh, yes! Liang Chen understood that he had failed her, and this love between Zeng Xiaoxian and Hu Yifei ended completely in the fourth year of the two of them's college, so simply. It's all fate, everything is a cloud of smoke, everything is the beginning without an ending.

Liang Chen's eyes were red, and at this time, he understood the opening sentence of "The Best of Us", "She was the best she was at that time, but I was the best me after a long time, and the best of us was separated by a whole youth, and no matter how much we run, we can't cross the youth." Liang Chen! In my worst moments, I met the person I wanted to take care of the most.

On the night of his sophomore year of high school, due to the good results in English in the monthly exam, the teacher followed the routine of self-study on an English night and let them watch a movie. Naturally, there is no Liang Chen's name in this hero, his English is very bad, and he can barely pass occasionally with God's care, this time God ······ It seems that playing mahjong forgot about him. Liang Chen doesn't care, he rarely puts effort into this, and he can accept the bad results of things that he hasn't worked on.

"Squad leader, what are you going to see at night!" Liang Zi asked.

""You at the Same Table" was voted on by the top English students, as for "Thor", ······ Over! The class leader elongated his tone, emphasizing "the top English students".

"Wow! Can't any of the top students in the class vote? Liang Chen showed a sad face and joked.

"Liang Zi, you have been fighting for a year, and Sun Wukong's troubles in the Heavenly Palace have been quelled by the Buddha, besides, as one of the top ten people in the class who dragged down socialist English, you are actually embarrassed to speak." The squad leader crossed his waist and said.

Liang Chen scratched his head and said, "Hehe! Dreams still have to be had, what if they come true! “

"You old man didn't pass again, have you finished copying the essay and words?" The squad leader patted Liang Chen's shoulder and continued: "It's okay, it's difficult to find the squad leader, tonight, my desk lamp will be lent to you." “

"Huh! Woman, terrible woman. Liang Chen shook his head and returned to his seat.

Compared with copying words and essays, Liang Chen is more willing to accept this movie that is not as he wants, and! Liang Chen is still a literary man in his bones.

As for the plot of the movie, Liang Chen only left a speck of dust in his mind, and only occasionally remembered that the ending of the movie was not good, and a couple still couldn't withstand the power of time and space after all, and dispersed. Liang Chen doesn't care about movies, he only cares about her at that time, and she looked back at that time.

"Do you have feelings for me?" She asked in a hurry, and Liang Chen vaguely remembered that it was because of a certain plot of the movie, and the male protagonist asked the heroine, "Do you have feelings for me?" “。

Liang Chen's forty-year-old soul quickly made a decision to fall in love, forget it! When she was crazy, Liang Chen had seen her fall, and she fell more than twenty directly from the top three, Liang Chen didn't dare, and he didn't love her so much at that time, he didn't hesitate, only a forty-year-old soul was telling him, wait! Wait until you become the best you can be.

"Nope." Liang Chen's answer was too decisive, only a little hesitation, but he covered it up too well and didn't leave a little room.

Liang Chen remembered that at the end of the movie, she cried, and most of the class cried at that time, Liang Chen didn't care, but as usual, he handed over a tissue, and even his shoulder was stingy. Looking back now, Liang Chen seems to have hurt her twice.

Liang Chen, who didn't get brave at the beginning, was like a 1.8-meter-8 strong man who was slapped by a 1.6-meter-6 boy who jumped up and slapped, and he was cowardly in his life.

He said: "A failed love often fails at the beginning, but we try to numb ourselves - believe in love, but love cannot overcome time after all." The love is separated by mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas are not flat! “

Liang Chen is gone, and the trip is gone. He told me that his love stayed on June 9, 2016, and on that day, she gave him one last chance, Liang Chen was in the car home, and received a call from her, and she asked Liang Chen if he had forgotten anything. Liang Chen was stunned for more than ten seconds, and said, "Pay attention to safety on the road"! He was delusional about giving her an explanation in the future, but he didn't know that when the car home turned the last corner, his love stayed there forever.

When I was a freshman, I wrote my first article to Liang Chen

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