"I also want to tell you about their love story."

I swore to her with three fingers, "I promise, I'll be concise." ”

In the summer of their sophomore year, they decided to shoot a group of desert films.

Xiaoya had never been far away, and she was a little hesitant before leaving. But I told her, "You have to believe him." ”

Because of a belief, they decide to explore, to experience, to feel.

They were caught in a sandstorm and separated from their team. When they were buried in the yellow sand, they didn't let go of each other's hands. After the yellow sand dissipated, they waited for each other for a day and a night, but fortunately they waited for the rescue team the next day.

Xiaoya got a lot of tanning after she came back. When she told us this story, she just calmly dealt with our worries. A smile has envied others for a long time.

They looked at the starry sky in the most open and soft place, and I can imagine the beauty of that picture. I will only make the simplest statements, because I am afraid that my over-imagination will ruin the beauty of that moment.

I decided to go back home.

The first thing I did when I got home was that I knelt down in front of my father's spirit tablet for a long time, meditating on my current situation in my heart. When I was busy, I didn't feel it, but when I got home, the longing that came to my face overwhelmed me again.

The mother has regained her glory, and the eldest brother is still as simple and happy as ever. Xun An didn't come back with me, and the frequent announcements made him a little unable to find the north, so he decided to go back to school and rest for a few days.

"Nannan, remember to go home when you are tired. It doesn't matter if we live a tight life, you've all grown up, and taking care of yourself is the most important thing. "During the walk together, my mother took my arm and said repetitive and warm words.

"It's been a long time since I've seen Xun'an. You tell him that he must go home for the New Year. ”

I have answered these words.

Linguistic yes may not make sense. Anything can change, and the probability of change is much greater than that of not changing, which satisfies the law of human uncertainty. I think this rice field will be eaten into the stomach and will never be pulled out, the blue sky on the top will be sucked away by the black hole of the universe and will never be released again, the water in the river will be drunk by the earth and will never be spit out, and all the promises I made will be erased by time and will never be shown again. My mother's instructions to me, and my promise to my mother, are just for both parties to strive for each other's peace of mind in the moment.

But the topic is constant. Again, this is the common denominator pursued by all mothers.

After staying at home for a few days, on the eve of Chinese New Year's Eve, I was called back to school by Xun'an. He accepted the invitation to perform that New Year's Eve show.

We took the first flight to the city where the venue was located. The director told us that the singer was already waiting in the dressing room.

Just like every fan who wants to meet their idol, I have a mixture of anticipation, nervousness, excitement, and many other emotions. I repeatedly reminded myself that this was just a business partnership, and that it was good to treat the other party as a normal partner. On the other hand, Xun'an, he has always been quiet.

Walking in the passage of the artist's dressing room, we were greeted by the humanoid standing signs of each star. In an inverted situation, I can empathize with the joy of an artist being loved by his fans.

But what else does the star bring us besides pleasure? They are the benchmarks that are set up in the discussion. The high salaries of celebrities and their sense of leading society and public personality orientation conflict with each other. This piece of heaven at the top of society is occupied by countless "stars of Lourdes" that shine with wealth and are touted, and they are unaware of their devouring appearance.

There are not a few stars who shine with golden light. I am not an economist or sociologist, and I have never studied whether the principle of "distribution according to work" is ineffective in promoting the cause of social and economic development. But the pampered and arrogant inaction is still unbearable. The era of bartering is getting farther and farther away. The star benefit affects the whole body. The industrial chain driven by it covers almost all aspects of life. But in life, when do you need to use people as labels? What's more, it's a bunch of poor people who can't afford such an expensive label.

There are not a few artists in the entertainment industry (benchmarks with "positive" cards), and there are not a few people who speak for justice, and there are not a few people who have bad personal grievances and can't bear it. But life is really too boring, we are all the people who blindly pursue, baptized by wave after wave of strange circle of public opinion.

I don't chase stars, but I appreciate artists who are serious about their creation. Thinking about the door, the guide knocked on the door on our behalf to greet us.

"The soloist you're inviting has arrived, can you come in?"

"Please come in."

I was pleasantly surprised to see me. He is not condescending, he is simple in his dress, and he looks no different from ordinary people. He politely got up and bowed and offered to shake our hands.

"I've seen your dance, it's wonderful. So I specially asked the director team to contact you, hoping to have a cooperation together. He held Xun An, who just nodded in gratitude.

Then he walked up to me.

"Hello." Gentleman's hand.

I pretended to be calm and walked through the motions, "Hello, I'm Xun'an's assistant and his sister. My name is Annan, and I love listening to your songs and I love that I have a good time working together. ”

"Really? It turned out to be a sister and brother, no wonder their temperament is so extraordinary. He let out a sigh of surprise and exclamation.

"It's a pleasure to work with." Shook my hand back again.

Entering the venue, according to our requirements, there were two stages. We discussed the flow of the show with the director. At that time, Xun'an only needs to sing with him on the sub-stage and dance according to the usual dance style.

The rehearsals were very relaxed, and every day was just one time, thanks to the professionalism of both of them. After every rehearsal, the enthusiastic protagonist would invite us to dinner.

"You look the same age, is it a dragon and phoenix?" He took a sip of the teacup, and after taking a sip, his mouth made an unfinished sound.

"Yes, you guessed it right." I hurriedly replied.

"The two of you have very different personalities."

Xun'an didn't talk much, but this time too.

"Artists put all their minds on what they love." I put a piece of fish in Xun'an's bowl.

"Xun'an has loved dancing since he was a child. At that time, no one taught him, and he was kind of his own school. I swallowed the food in my mouth and took the initiative to speak.

After hearing this, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. He also put a piece of meat in my bowl, "Eat more." ”

"You too. You're working harder than I am. "We started pouring food into each other's bowls.

Xun An seemed a little happier.

We started talking about going home for the New Year. In fact, I've been saying that the most I can do is nod a few heads. When everything was discussed about going home, the hero on the opposite side spoke again.

He cleared his throat and poured another cup of tea. "The relationship between your sister and brother is really good." He wiped his mouth, "I rarely see brothers and sisters who are inseparable and not bored." He put down his napkin and looked at us with a smile.

"Maybe it's because we all had a tacit understanding that we cultivated when we were still cells." I looked at him and laughed out loud.

He also echoed me and smiled, "You must still be single, this kind of intimacy, as long as you meet another partner you like, it will be broken." He kept looking at me as he said that. Not daring to face such a serious look from my idol, I hurriedly lowered my head and pretended to eat.

After eating, he took another sip of water, "We are still young now, we don't think about that, we just want to maintain the job we like now, and my family is safe and healthy." I cleaned up my mood and said politely.

"Hmm." He paused, "What about Xun'an?" Is it the same idea as Annan? He looked at Xun'an again. This sentence, he said with a little deep meaning, and after he finished speaking, he paused.

"We're doing a good job right now." Xun'an had already stopped chopsticks. He put his hand on the cup and turned it back and forth, and the water in the cup rippled.

"Now, it's rare to have such a contented young man as you!" He leaned back on his back. "When I first debuted, I was only thinking about how to make money."

I couldn't believe it, "So you, don't you like music?" ”

"Music? Like, of course do. It has become my career, my three heads and six arms, my habit. ”

I didn't answer, and he didn't continue. We each thought to ourselves and ended the chat. After a while, he straightened up again, his hands crossed on the table. "Okay, let's not talk about it, you go back and rest early."

The place to eat was not far from the hotel where we were staying, and Xun'an and I planned to walk back.

Watching his nanny car leave, I felt lost.

"The idol of your heart is nothing more than that." Xun An left first, and the words came through his back.

I followed closely and watched his footsteps, walking absent-mindedly.

When I walked to the hotel garden, I stepped on a stone and broke my foot, which hurt and made me sober up a lot.

"Ahh

Xun An stopped, turned around and kicked the stone away, not forgetting to sneer, "I think he can't walk anymore, right?" ”

"Xun'an, speak well. I didn't think about him. "I squatted down and rubbed my legs, but I didn't twist them, just slow down for a while.

"Come on, I'll carry you away." Xun An also squatted down. Looking at his familiar back, I hesitated.

"We've all grown so big, do you think I'm still as squeamish as I used to be?"

With that, I got up and continued walking. My ankle ached slightly, and I limped.

"Xun'an, don't you have your own idol?"

"Nope." I knew he would say that.