Du Ruo still broke up with Qiu Nan, and Liang Chen was the first to know.

He stepped into the small room that Du Ruo rented in his sophomore year, the floor was full of empty beer bottles stacked upside down, Du Ruo fell asleep on the recliner he bought newly, this man who longed for Yongze still cried, he was not as ruthless as Yongzejun after all, Qiu Nan was not as infatuated as Hatsumi, after all, we are ordinary people who eat fireworks in this world.

Liang Chen envied Du Ruo's love life as always when he was in college, even if he was not in the same city, thousands of miles away, Liang Chen could still smell the sour smell of love, and he was still lonely and lonely.

Liang Chen seems to know Du Ruo and Qiu Nan's love life best, and he can receive sweet videos and photos of Du Ruoxiu's affection almost every day in his WeChat, this is Du Gongzi's personality, he has long been engraved in his bones that love must be boldly expressed, and Du Ruo does not believe that if the love between the two is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight.

"Here, find a place to sit!" Du Ruo closed his eyes tightly, the thin blue sheet fell to reveal his last face, and his tone was a little cool in the middle of the autumn night.

"You're using this word search very neatly." Liang Chen threw his schoolbag on the sofa and began to pick up the beer bottles scattered on the floor.

"Yo! If you fall out of love, you can still write new works! Liang Chen looked at the rice paper on the desk where the pen and ink had not dried, and the thirty cursive characters were very wild, which was the style that Du Ruo insisted on in college.

The autumn breeze is clear, the autumn moon is bright, the fallen leaves gather and disperse, and the jackdaws are frightened. When do you know when you will see each other? It's embarrassing to be on this night!

Li Bai's "Three Five Seven Words" seems to be the most suitable for Du Gongzi last night, Liang Chen listened to him on the train with headphones to recall the past three years and even involved the ancient high school years, Liang Chen in addition to the relief from time to time, more than two hours of phone time, Du Gongzi was talking about his lost feelings, Liang Chen somewhat resonated, but something pinched his throat and didn't say a word.

"Like it? Send you. Du Ruo tilted his head and squeezed out an ugly smile.

"I don't want it, and I don't want it." Liang Chen returned Du Ruo with a wry smile.

"That's right! Liang Gongzi should be red crisp hands, yellow vine wine, and willows on the spring palace wall of the city. The east wind is evil, and the joy is thin. A melancholy, a few years away. Wrong! Wrong! Wrong! Du Ruo mocked Liang Chen like a self-deprecating one, "Hey! I thought that your old man's love road was bumpy, but I didn't expect that I was worse than you. ”

"I did it myself." Liang Chen opened a bottle of wine and drank it to himself.

Du Ruo sat up and said with emotion: "You are always good, it is over before it starts, and it is not so painful." Isn't there a saying in Osamu Dazai! If so, what can ······ Naturally, nothing will happen. ”

"If you can avoid violent joy, there will be no sorrow." Liang Chen swallowed his wine and replied.

"Brother Liangzi is still educated." Du Ruo replied coquettishly, "Do you think I'm also self-inflicted!" ”

Du Ruo is not self-inflicted, but he and Qiu Nan are slowly living in two worlds, the wild Du Ruo and Qiu Nan, who are working hard to bloom towards the sun, can no longer hold hands and love each other.

Du Ruo is really not suitable for Qiu Nan! His life in college seems to be as wild and uninhibited as Wang Feng's rock music, and in his freshman year, he also restrained his interests because of material shortages, and in his sophomore year, he relied on his old business to open a commissary in the dormitory, plus the income of several winter and summer vacations, Du Ruo, who had accumulated savings, returned to nature like a bird in a cage for a long time, and occasionally took Qiu Nan out to camp together in his freshman year, and became a real swinger in his sophomore year.

Skateboarding, cycling, and wilderness survival are Du Gongzi's three hobbies in college, and I don't know when my brain cramps, Du Ruo chatted excitedly with Liang Chen on the phone for an hour Xu Xiake, wandering the world has become another great ideal of Du Gongzi after becoming a Shihe business tycoon, and the raging fire in his chest extinguished the weak water of the love for Qiu Nan.

There are only a few like-minded free birds left in Du Ruo's sky, and Liang Chen and Qiu Nan are like the white clouds in the sky that transform into the two of them from time to time, and that's because these two people often take the initiative to think about him.

For the longest period of time, Liang Chen had not received a message from Du Ruo for forty days to be with Qiu Nan, and he would occasionally remind Du Gongzi inadvertently, but Liang Chen was still going through his emotional injury period at that time, and he couldn't spare a little effort to care for other destined people who had achieved positive results, even if this person was Du Ruo, Liang Chen was just adding two jokes that Du Ruo didn't care about in a certain period of time when there was no topic in less and less small talk.

Du Ruo's advice to Liang Chen on emotional issues is just a left ear in and a right ear out after high school! Du Gongzi's love for Liang Chen is always inevitably ridiculed, Liang Chen is too cowardly, and the cowardly should always be punished.

Du Ruo was really self-inflicted, before he left for a long journey, he just said to Qiu Nan that he was going out, there was no time, no place, no reason, no one and whom, and when he traveled far away, he regarded himself as a real lonely wanderer, along with his body and spirit, as well as all the systems related to this society, he left behind his back, and never looked back; When he came back, he often pulled Qiu Nan to narrate his crazy experience after a long sleep, Du Gongzi didn't ask Qiu Nan's life a word, the train was speeding wildly, the rails and wheels were sparkling, Du Ruo drove out of the road on a certain turning track, he was broken, and the track would not go with him.

So on a sunny day, in the freshman year, the two people who would take advantage of the good weather to lie on the big lawn of the playground on the top of the hill basking in the sun and saying love words about you and me stopped smiling. The sun is releasing warmth, but the cold winter is still a cold winter after all, and the cold will only be colder because of the presence of sunlight.

Du Ruo described to Liang Chen the final ending of him and Qiu Nan, a self-inflicted self-righteous person who failed a woman's love, and she did not slap herself is the greatest forgiveness for herself.

On the bench under the sun, Qiu Nan stopped Du Ruo, who was ready to talk endlessly, and told the past events, it is said that a person will recall his life in his mind at the last moment of death, Qiu Nan is a dying person! Her heart for Du Ruo was about to be extinguished, she smiled and finished talking about all the happy past, but the reality was that the tears in her eyes flashed her sadness, the person opposite her once loved expelled her from his heart, the sun rose, this love was about to end, they fell in love in the middle of the night and stayed away in the daytime.

Du Gongzi also did to retain, but he missed thousands of opportunities that didn't have to be like this, his pleas and apologies were only exchanged for more tears and deeper pain, Du Gongzi still let go, he didn't want Qiu Nan to be so sad again, or to insert another knife himself. Although the mountain league is here, the brocade book is difficult to trust, Mo Momo.

"This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time." This is Du Gongzi's emotion after speaking.

"Qiu Nan also told me, earlier than you." Liang Chen said with some embarrassment. He will inevitably think of the June of his first year of high school, when he and Du Ruo were separated at the intersection, the sentence suddenly flashed in his mind - embarrassing people are inevitably embarrassing.

Dai Xiao was the first, Liang Chen didn't expect Qiu Nan to be the second, or was it convenient to speak? As if it was a replica scene, the injury on the instep of Liang Chen's foot was a little painful under the cold of the night, he was no longer fifteen-year-old Liang Chen, five years in a hurry, although God robbed him of his talent, but also gave him five years of experience.

"Broke up?" Liang Chen asked calmly.

"Hmm!" Qiu Nan was sad, and her tone was still trembling, "You know the reason. ”

"Have you thought about it? Or just waiting for the prodigal son to turn back. "After all, Liang Chen has to do some responsibilities, and it is better to demolish ten temples than break a marriage, which is also a matter of accumulating virtue and doing good.

"After thinking about it, his character is so adventurous and likes to be far away, I am too tired to wait, the life of two people has made me a person, my heart is also tired, and his heart is not here with me." Liang Chen heard Qiu Nan's sobs, she was sad.

"I'm not with you, and I don't know what happened to you two, I once told another girl that Du Ruo is getting better and better, but today I don't seem to have the courage to tell you that I am a love loser myself. I'm not you either, I don't know your pain, Du Ruo may have stabbed you, I can't lie to you to cover your wounds and persuade you to be brave, but after three days or more you regret it, you told me that I took him to beg you. After all, Liang Chen still left a move, he is not Zheng Kai in "Predecessor Three", he should always leave a way for the two of them.

"Thank you!" Qiu Nan even thanked him and said indifferently, "I have already given myself a chance, on the lawn at the top of our school mountain, I told Du Ruo about all the happy moments I had with him, in fact, I was persuading myself, if I softened, I would hold him and save his heart with tears, but I didn't, I smiled and hugged him in the sun, smiled and said to break up, I didn't leave a single tear, at that moment I knew that my heart was broken, Liang Chen, do you know how difficult the waiting days are?" It's like the story you told Lu Ya, you can never see any hope in the dream cycle. ”

Oh, yes! It's really hard to wait, Xue Ji also told Liang Chen, waiting for the person you don't know if you love you or not in infinite anticipation is painful, the river tide is surging onto the shore and slapping the cold body, and that cold feeling is the heart that gradually gets cold when waiting.

"Are we kindred?" Du Ruo whispered while holding up the cup reflecting the light.

"No, they are the ones who sympathize with each other, and we are the murderers who assassinated their youth."

(End of chapter)