In the past, there was nothing to look forward to for the New Year.

After all, every New Year is one step closer to death...... I'm not scared, I'm not scared, I'm very calm, and I even have a little expectation.

Since he was ten years old, most of his heart was damaged due to Bai Qingqiu's food poisoning, and in the next twenty years, it was better to die than to be reborn.

Episode after illness, the pain, the torment, the despair, the temper and the beginning of the tired of living.

Yes, he was tired of living, and he never thought that he would use the hearts of others to gamble on small odds in exchange for the continuation of life.

He is thin and white, whether he lives or dies, there is no need to force anything.

Meeting a girl is fate, and gradually liking a girl, which is even more unexpected!

Even so, I still have no intention of being nostalgic for the world, giving up heart exchange surgery, and meager vitality.

After all, on New Year's Day, he never waited for the girl.

Standing in the Jiang Mansion, looking at the fireworks in the sky, he said softly: [Happy New Year, Miss. 】

In fact, long before the New Year, I had already received a phone call, which belonged to Chi Anhao.

On the phone, he said that the girl was going to get engaged, and the second Bai Si of the Bai family was addicted.

In this regard, he did not believe it at the first time, until he sent someone to investigate the results, which confirmed this fact.

Then, the girl lost contact and there was no more news.

I also thought about leaving and going back to Hwaseong directly...... After all, because of Bai Qingqiu, entangled with the girl was originally a mistake.

But on the evening of the New Year, he finally changed his course temporarily and arrived all the way to Haicheng.

Find the hotel where I got engaged, leaning against the cold wall, looking at the girl upstairs, wearing a dress, beautiful and palpitating.

He didn't want to know if the engagement was her original intention, or the Chi and Bai families, who needed this marriage to save the company.

It was just a phone call to give the girl one last chance.

It's a pity that she still lied, and when she lied, she was beside Bai Sizhu, and he held hands all the way to the central stage.

After that, as if he had fallen into a demon, no one had ever been able to provoke him, deceive him, and discard him so repeatedly.

If, he can control himself, he should choose the moment when the girl tramples on her dignity, and he does not hesitate to turn around.

But again, I can't help myself.

came forward to interrupt the engagement and donated 9.9 billion in exchange for a kiss from the girl.

Vaguely, he watched the girl cry, full of guilt, and wanted to explain something.

On the one hand, he knew that she had a hard time, and on the other hand, he ...... And some disappointment, is he so untrustworthy?

As long as she says, no matter what, he can always ...... Help her out.

At the same time, I am a little tired of myself, and I am still soft-hearted!

Listen to her fall in the back, crying to save herself.

For a moment, crazy thoughts arise, regardless of taking the girl away and trapping her in his world, and there is no way to escape!

But in the end, he got in the car and left.

Disheartened, but that's it.

However, I learned that she was looking for herself all night in the vast snow.

This made him want to let go...... I just can't put it down!

Even so, there's no second way, is there?

He wants the girl to be undoubted, and he wants her willingness...... It's just that every time, big and small, she always gives up herself.

Isn't it sure...... He is destined to be soft-hearted, turn back, forgive?

She never understood what loss was, and decided that no matter what, as long as she cried, begged, and teased, she would turn back.

That being the case...... Then, he let her know what real loss is!