Cold poison hurts the body, not to mention the loss of qi and blood, it will also affect her to have children in the future, which is a major event related to her life.

Meng Xilan lowered her eyes slightly. It is inevitable that harm others will end up harming oneself. She is not afraid, nor does she regret it.

After being reborn, Meng Xilan never expected to have her own children, she only hoped that Yun Ge'er could grow up safely and carefree.

Jiao Changqing saw that she was silent, and a faint light appeared in her eyes, so he had to persuade her: "No matter what your purpose is, you must protect yourself first." ”

Meng Xilan still nodded silently.

"I will prescribe you a prescription to replenish qi and nourish blood, as well as uterine warming pills, you must take it on time."

That's all he can do, he won't ask where the poison came from, and he won't ask her plans. But if she needs him, he's willing to do whatever he can.

Meng Xilan nodded to him and thanked him, and asked him to leave as soon as possible, this place would soon become a land of right and wrong.

"Be careful." It was his last word to her.

After Jiao Changqing left, Gao Welfare could return to the palace.

The first thing he did when he came back was to kowtow to his master and confess his sins.

He's guilty, he's damned!

Meng Xilan sat at the head of the bed with the quilt in her arms, watching him keep kowtowing to herself, and sighed slightly: "Xiao Lizi, you are really loyal, and you are also very smart." ”

Gao Fu lowered his head and did not defend himself.

"You're all for my good, I know it. However, sometimes concern is messy, and you have all done something out of the ordinary today, which is very dangerous. It's dangerous for you and for me. ”

"Master......"

High welfare, low opening.

Meng Xilan looked at him and said, "Last time, you made your own decisions, and I forgave you." This time, you are like this again, and I am still ready to forgive you. But this is the last time, if there is a next time, I will not ask you for who and why, I will give you a result that you least want. You are all the people I trust the most, so think of me and don't let me lose you! ”

She said this not only to Gao Fuli, but also to Zhulu Zhuqing.

The three of them knelt down in unison and nodded yes.

Jiao Changqing's prescription is indeed effective, but there can't be a smell of medicine in her house, so she has to be extra careful every time.

The warm decoction relieved Meng Xilan's abdominal pain, but it did not alleviate the anxiety in her heart.

Zhou Shixian's body deteriorated, from sleep disorders to lazy eating, in less than a month, he lost more than ten pounds, and he looked extremely weak.

He was so ill that he couldn't help but feel a fire in his heart.

Half of the doctors in the Tai Hospital were bought by the Murong family, and even if they were suspicious, they didn't speak. As for the remaining half, some people don't know what cold incense poison is, so they can't find out.

The only person who really understands is Jiao Changqing's father, and he can see that the emperor's symptoms of physical weakness and illness are not dampness, heat, dryness, liver deficiency and kidney deficiency, but poisoning.

The emperor was poisoned, and he also knew where this poison came from.

Recently, Concubine Ning has been unwell, and she is accompanied by cold.

The longer you stay in the palace, the more you will understand that behind the conspiracy, there must be a conspiracy. He had to be deliberate, not rash.

Because I am young, I have a good foundation for my body. Therefore, it took Meng Xilan a few days to return to normal, and no one could see that she had a problem.

Although Zhou Youchen is sensitive, he doesn't know either. He inadvertently touched Meng Xilan's hand, her hand was very cold, just like his former self.

"Chen'er, come to me in the evening, I have something to say."

When he was secretly wondering, Meng Xilan suddenly opened his mouth and whispered something in his ear.

Zhou Youchen raised his eyebrows slightly and nodded silently.

In the evening, he came on time, and Meng Xilan was waiting for him with a heavy face.

"What's wrong? You look a little strange today. ”

As soon as Zhou Youchen took his seat, Zhulu Zhuqing closed the door of the room, and then guarded outside, not allowing anyone to approach easily.

Zhou Youchen seemed to understand something, sat up upright and said, "It seems that you really have something to say to me." ”

Meng Xilan took a deep breath and said directly: "Chen'er, what I want to say today, you have to listen carefully to every word, and then rot in your stomach." ”

Zhou Youchen's eyebrows frowned slightly: "Why is it so troublesome?" ”

"You have to promise me, or I won't tell you."

"Okay, I promise." Zhou Youchen deliberately raised his hand and said in a deep voice.

"The emperor is poisoned...... If nothing happens, he'll die soon. Once he dies, the only contenders for the position of prince are you and Zhou Youlin, and you must win him! ”

"You did that?"

Meng Xilan's eyebrows moved slightly: "It can be said that it can be said that it is not." ”

Zhou Youchen looked at Meng Xilan in front of him in a daze, and his heart was slightly shocked, "Father's illness is really related to you?" You obviously told me not to act rashly, but I was so impulsive, what if I was tracked down? ”

He originally thought that the person who couldn't hold his breath was Concubine Ning Murong Qiao, not her, she was just an insider.

Meng Xilan's heart calmed down: "You have an accomplice, she has motives and means, and no one will suspect me." ”

Zhou Youchen stood up: "Are you so confident? What if they betray you? ”

Betray? Meng Xilan lowered her head and smiled: "They won't betray me." ”

She is the only one who really wants to betray others.

"Chen'er, sit down and stay close to me." Seeing that he was excited, Meng Xilan hurriedly held his hand to calm his emotions.

"Our common purpose, do you remember? Now that everything is ready, you just need to remember one thing, after the emperor dies, you have to insist that the prince and Concubine Ning are behind the scenes, and there will be someone in the court to help you speak, so you have to bite them to death, and I will find evidence as soon as possible to help you. ”

Meng Xilan gently held his hand and looked him directly into the eyes. She wanted to see the affirmative answer in his eyes.

"I can do that, but what about you? How do you protect yourself? You and Concubine Ning are so close, you will be implicated by her. ”

Meng Xilan smiled slightly when she heard this, "No one will doubt me, I have no motive." ”

"No!" Zhou Youchen is obviously not a child anymore, he knows how to think about problems. "As long as something happens to my father, everyone in the palace is suspicious. Since you want to do it, you might as well do it happily! You know, I want to do it myself...... Can't you just let me do it myself? ”

Meng Xilan clenched his hand tightly, not allowing him to continue talking.

"It's impossible, such a thing as killing a king and killing your father, once you do it, it will become a nightmare in your heart. It will haunt you for a lifetime and you will never forget it for the rest of your life. You can't be blinded by hatred and anger, you will always be relieved to live a lifetime. So, you can't kill your own father with your own hands, absolutely not! ”

No one in this world knows better than her what revenge is like.

At the moment when Zhou Shili died, all the resentment in her heart disappeared, and she felt that her whole person was emptied, fluttering, and soft. But this feeling is only for a moment, and then there is endless sadness......

She didn't want Zhou Youchen to suffer the same pain as herself.

"You don't live for revenge, you're different."

Meng Xilan's eyes flashed slightly, she pressed her forehead against Zhou Youchen, and sighed softly: "When all this is over, no matter where you are, you are free." ”

In fact, what is locked up by the palace walls is not his person, but his heart. He grew up in hatred, surviving in an environment full of cold reception and contempt, and everything around him was cold. Now, although he is outside the palace, his heart is still in the Changqing Palace, which has long been turned to ashes. He was still there, bruised all the time, with stubborn eyes looking at everyone around him.

Her sigh was very light, but in Zhou Youchen's ears, it was very heavy.

Zhou Youchen looked at her trembling eyelashes, saw that her eyes slowly turned red, and finally shook his head.

"If I can't avenge my mother with my own hands, what's the point of me staying in the palace for so many years? What is the point of me living? ”

The anger and shame had been carved into his bones, in his marrow, in his blood, and in his body.

"Of course it makes sense. You live and I live! Meng Xilan was excited for a moment and said this.

"It makes no difference whether you do it yourself or someone else. Concubine Ning and Wang Ye are the best scapegoats, this is the smartest decision. She held back the sour tears in her heart and held his face: "Chen'er, you must listen to me this time, you know?" ”

This is the best plan and the safest plan.

"Only this once, this is the last time." Meng Xilan's eyes were deep, and she looked at him fixedly.

Zhou Youchen also stared at her, and only then did he let out a stunned sigh.

Meng Xilan was relieved when she heard this, and subconsciously hugged his shoulders and hugged him into her arms.

Zhou Youchen slowly hugged her and said lightly: "If I listen to you this time, then next time...... No, you have to listen to me in everything from now on. ”

Meng Xilan didn't think about it so much, just nodded and said okay.

"Really? You're going to listen to me for the rest of your life. Zhou Youchen emphasized again, tilted his head slightly, leaned around her neck very ambiguously, and sniffed the smell of her body.

On her body, there is a faint mint fragrance, and a little sweet fragrance.

Meng Xilan realized it later, and after hesitating for a moment, she coaxed him and said, "Okay, I promise you." ”

When Zhou Youchen heard this, he hugged her tightly and got as close to her as possible, as if he never wanted to be separated from her.

Such a hug made Meng Xilan feel difficult. She could feel Zhou Youchen's warm snort in her neck socket, and his lips were touching her hair and the skin of her ears......

"Chen'er......" Meng Xilan opened her mouth to call him, and reached out to pat him on the back.

Zhou Youchen refused to let go, but said softly: "I want to be with you like this, and be together for a long time." ”