Chapter 607: Optimistic about you
Ji Shu is a little powerful, but this strength, in the entertainment industry where there are so many actors, there really doesn't have any advantage, plus Ji Shu's luck is not good, she is often pitted by agents and suppressed by opponents, so she is far away from the queen.
Therefore, Ji Shu just wanted to act well, and didn't want anything else. Her true love is this profession.
As long as she doesn't move for a day, she will feel that there is less life, and she will feel that the day is in vain and meaningless.
But now, this thing that Ji Shu felt was his life was suddenly gone, and Ji Shu had no soul.
"The so-called grief is greater than heart death, maybe that's it. My soul is gone, life has lost its meaning and joy, how can I live? Ji Shu leaned in front of the window, looking into the distance with a dull gaze.
In those days in Lingguo, Ji Shu was almost crazy, half because he was really bored by being grounded.
The other half is because of her favorite acting career, which was completely forced to stop, so she is crazy.
"Am I, can I really only live like this in this life, will I never have the opportunity to act again in the future?"
Yes, Ji Shu promised Xie Ying, and promised that she would not appear in the public eye in the future and permanently withdraw from the entertainment industry.
However, none of this was voluntary for her, she was forced to say this, and it was not her original intention to quit.
At that time, Ji Shu was still in Lingguo, and even free walking was a problem, and the so-called acting was even more slim.
"Now, I'm back, I'm in my familiar house, in a familiar city, everything hasn't changed, it's still the same, it's just that my favorite career is gone, can I still return to acting?"
Ji Shu stood on the balcony of her house, looking into the distance materially, for the first time, she tasted hopelessness and helplessness.
She was finally able to understand her mother's feelings, and at that time, her mother must have been as eager to return to the stage as she is now. How eager I am to return to the entertainment industry now, how eager my mother was to return to the stage.
"Mother, you like to dance, I like acting, I regard acting as my life, you regard dancing as everything, we are really two mothers and daughters, they are really similar. Now, we are even forced to give up halfway through the same reasons. ”
The two of us both had to give up because they were framed and threatened by Xie Ying, which is really a trick.
If it was someone else, it would be great, but it was Xie Ying, the aunt of Ji Shu's most beloved person.
"What should I do, who can teach me, should I confess all this to Shen Zhang, will he understand me?"
Originally, Director Wei finally found him, and Ji Shu should be happy.
Regardless of whether he can star in the end, it should be said that although he has basically determined that he can't act.
However, at least there are still directors who remember themselves, and at least there are people who come to him, and Ji Shu should be glad for this alone.
However, when he thought that he didn't know how to face Xie Shenzhang and how to deal with these matters after coming back, Ji Shu had a headache.
When Ji Shu was struggling alone, Xie Shenzhang came back. He also walked to his side when he wasn't paying attention. He brought himself yogurt. He also said that he would take himself out to buy snacks for himself later, which is very good.
"Husband, it's also good to have yogurt, you're tired all day, you can't go out, wait until it depends on the situation."
Xie Shenzhang is really busy now, on the one hand, he is coping with his career, and on the other hand, he wants to accompany Ji Shu as much as possible.
Ji Shu is now an unemployed vagrant, an idler, and a little woman waiting for Xie Shenzhang to raise at home.
Ji Shu still has his own savings, and there is no shortage of money for a house and a car, so he doesn't need Xie Shenzhang to raise it at all.
However, the meaning is different, Ji Shu, who stopped, felt that he was similar to an idler, just waiting for Xie Shenzhang to raise.
"Wife, then you can come over and drink a cup of yogurt first, there is still a little ice now, and it tastes just right."
Xie Shenzhang bought the yogurt in the supermarket downstairs, the distance was relatively close, and he took it from the freezer, and the milk was still cold, and the taste at this time was also excellent, and it was not affected at all.
"Okay." Ji Shu obediently walked over, tore off the adhesive tape on the yogurt, inserted a straw, and drank it in a big gulp.
Ji Shu was still very hesitant just now, but now after drinking something, his mood has slowly improved.
The world of foodies is like this, if you have something to eat, you will be invincible in the world, and no matter how unhappy you are, it will be temporarily diluted.
"Husband, this yogurt is really delicious, the taste is also good, better than the previous type, in the future, you will buy this brand for me regularly, hard work for my husband."
A smile slowly appeared on Ji Shu's face, and Xie Shenzhang was much more relieved when he saw it.
This yogurt is really good, the taste is very unique, and there is pulp, which is very suitable for Ji Shu's requirements, and she likes this feeling.
"Okay, isn't it yogurt? If you like it, I'll buy it for you, and it's enough. I'll put these in the fridge for you first. ”
Xie Shenzhang looked at Ji Shu dotingly, Ji Shu was satisfied now, he liked it very much.
After this girl drank the yogurt, she seemed to be reluctant to give up the deliciousness, and licked the bottle cap, which was really childish.
After Xie Shenzhang put the yogurt in the refrigerator, he turned around and went to take a bath, after a busy day, his body was slimy, and he was uncomfortable not washing. When Xie Shenzhang came out of the shower, Ji Shu's mood seemed to be completely better.
Because she was sitting on the sofa at this time, turning on the entertainment program to watch, and laughing loudly while watching.
"Wife, you're finally in a better mood now, you were so depressed when you just came back, I was worried to death."
Xie Shenzhang knew that it was a special period for Ji Shu, and she was extremely sensitive, so he was cautious in front of Ji Shu.
"Husband, I'm sorry, I'm not in a good state now, I always worry you, it's my fault, I'll try to change it."
Xie Shenzhang's caution, how could Ji Shu not know it, she saw it in her eyes. On the one hand, Ji Shu felt very embarrassed, and on the other hand, she felt very sorry for Xie Shenzhang, and now she was dragging Xie Shenzhang down.
Although it is not material, but the psychological drag is also a kind of drag.
"It's okay, wife, I'm your husband, you should rely on me, besides, where is this drag, I'm happy."
Xie Shenzhang now just needs Ji Shu to return to his side, he is very content, this is the greatest happiness.
When Ji Shu saw Xie Shenzhang say this, he just smiled, yes, there is no so-called drag in the relationship.
Once, Ji Shu chose to give up because he felt that he had dragged Xie Shenzhang down. But now, after coming back again, Ji Shu figured it out, being together is stronger than anything else, and every day together, she has to cherish the day.
"Xiao Shu, are you really planning to give up your acting career forever, can you really let it go?"
In the past, Xie Shenzhang didn't dare to be so straightforward, but now, Xie Shenzhang saw that Ji Shu had been smiling, so he dared to open his mouth.
Xie Shenzhang didn't know if Ji Shu would answer herself positively, if she didn't want to answer, she might be silent.
This is Ji Shu's habit during this time, whenever Xie Shenzhang asks, when she doesn't want to answer, Ji Shu will choose not to be silent, Xie Shenzhang is not stupid, once Ji Shu is like this, he will stop, and he will not break the casserole to ask in the end.
Xie Shenzhang thought that Ji Shu should be like this this time, after all, this was a hard wound in Ji Shu's heart.
"Otherwise, what if there is, this matter has been officially released to the public, and ascites is difficult to collect. Besides, I've terminated all my cooperation agreements, and now, I'm just a normal person. ”
To Xie Shenzhang's surprise, Ji Shu did not choose to be silent this time, but answered Xie Shenzhang's question positively.
If someone asks Ji Shu if he wants to go back and continue acting, Ji Shu will say without hesitation: Yes, very much.
This is Ji Shu's inner voice, and it is what Ji Shu has always wanted to do, and she doesn't want to hide this from Xie Shenzhang.
Even if Ji Shu wants to hide it, he can't hide it, Xie Shenzhang knows Ji Shu too well, how can he not understand.
Ji Shu really wants to return to her original position, she hopes that she is still an actor and recognized by everyone.
But when you think about it, reality is cruel after all. Just like Ji Shu once wanted to break into Hollywood, it's one thing to think about it, and it's another thing to think about whether what he thinks can meet his expectations.
"Wife, if you really want to go back, don't worry about it so much, I can find you a cooperation, I have a lot of it here."
In Xie Shenzhang's opinion, if Ji Shu was just worried about the contract, it would not be a matter at all.
Xie Shenzhang has nothing else, a lot of resources, even if he can't give Ji Shu a good role, but as long as Ji Shu wants to act, there are still many opportunities, and others have to give Xie Shenzhang face, and it's okay to let Ji Shu play in friendship.
However, this is not what Ji Shu wants, and Ji Shu does not want to use Xie Shenzhang to achieve his goals.
What's more, Ji Shu is a trustworthy person, she has already announced her withdrawal, how can she go back on her word.
"Shen Zhang, today, Director Wei Haoliang and Director Wei have come to me, but you know my situation."
Ji Shu didn't answer Xie Shenzhang's words first, but directly used this way to throw out the question.
Ji Shu's intentions, Xie Shenzhang understands, Ji Shu has already told himself her attitude.
As Xie Shenzhang expected, as proud as Ji Shu, how could he be willing to go back to the entertainment industry through his own relationship.
It's just that when Ji Shu said that Director Wei was looking for her, Xie Shenzhang was startled, of course Xie Shenzhang knew Director Wei, Yu Gong, this circle is not big, Yu Private, Xie Shenzhang has known him for a long time because of Ji Shu's relationship.
"Wife, what is he looking for you, haven't you been in contact with him for a long time, and you have just come back now."
He is a director, and he is looking for Ji Shu, mostly because of filming, this Xie Shenzhang is very clear.
It's just that Xie Shenzhang is indeed a little surprised, Ji Shu is a special matter now, and Director Wei is so righteous that he is willing to find Ji Shu.
"He said that there was a drama to start filming and wanted to invite me to play the female lead, but I refused."
Director Wei was kind, and Ji Shu refused him, which was also good, because he was good to himself, and he had to think about him even more.
What is his current situation, Ji Shu knows very well. She has announced her withdrawal, and she has to be responsible for what she has said and her fans, which she can't abide by.
Moreover, it is estimated that Xie Ying will not let her go, Xie Ying has already looked at Ji Shu with murderous eyes a few days ago.
When she saw Ji Shu coming back, Xie Ying was so frightened that she was about to faint, she thought she had seen a ghost.
"Wife, I still say that, I hope you will think about it carefully, acting, after all, it is your favorite."
Ji Shu's favorite is Xie Shenzhang, in addition, it is filming, Xie Shenzhang knows it very well.