Chapter 390: Head to Head (10)
All along, he never said that he liked to drink jasmine tea, nor did he say that he liked her, let alone show a little bit of liking her, he regarded her as a sister, if someone bullied her, stand up for her and vent her bad anger, their relationship is nothing more, but she has been spreading rumors everywhere since a long time ago, causing others to misunderstand that they are in love. 35xs
He is not to blame for the past and understands her behavior, but she should not hurt Luo Zhu and touch the bottom line that he can't touch.
Don't look at Kizi on the surface is gentle and harmless, but inside it is not at all, if it weren't for Mogen to tell him what she did secretly behind her back, he would suspect that no one would suspect her.
She inquired about the whereabouts of the Persian arrangement in Loulan, and wanted to secretly inform them to arrest Luozhu, but when she heard about it, she felt very incredulous, and couldn't believe that there was such a person behind Kizi.
In the past few days, he was planning to see her, and it happened that she broke into the Imperial History Mansion uninvited to find him, since she took the initiative to come, then she made it clear at one time, and she was doing ghosts behind her back.
Looking away from the floating tea leaves, Qinar raised his head and looked into the affectionate eyes of Shangkizi, his heart was calm, "I don't like jasmine tea, I never did." ”
A word of dislike, but also showed that he had never liked her, the smile on Kizi's face disappeared in an instant, and the affectionate eyes turned into resentful eyes in an instant. 35xs
"I know you don't like me."
showed a bitter smile, and years of self-deception were brought back to reality by his words.
"I like you, from a very young age, you are obedient and sensible, and you have a wisdom that does not match your age, unlike other boys, like a childish ghost. I know you don't like me, but from the first time I saw you, I secretly vowed to marry you when I grew up. You're right, I deliberately spread those rumors, I think you may like me after a long time, but after all, I have always been too self-inflicted, no matter how long, even if it is ten years, twenty years, thirty years, you will never be able to fall in love with me! ”
Kizi's thoughts seem to go back to more than ten years ago, when she was a young girl and ignorant, and Qinar was like a big dream to her, and she tried to do whatever it took to achieve it, but she ignored Qinar's feelings.
Even without Luo Zhu, Qinar would not fall in love with her, and even if he did not go to the battlefield to live a good life, the possibility of them getting married was slim.
"Now that you understand, why do you want to harm Luo Zhu? If you resent me because of my unilateral repentance, I am willing to make up for you in other ways, but Luo Zhu, you can't touch her. ”
Chynar was rarely really angry, and his face looked unusually serious at this point. 35xs
Kizi had never seen him with such a stern expression, like hurting his beloved object, in a way, except for his sister Yisha, Luo Zhu should be the most important woman in his heart!
Kizi never thought that in just a few months, Luo Zhu's position in his heart would become so important, and the hope of trying to save him seemed extremely slim.........
"I don't need you to make it up, you don't owe me anything, you have always protected me from the beginning, I should have owed you, don't worry, I understand what you mean, I won't come to you again, let alone do anything unfavorable to her."
Before coming to the Imperial History Mansion, Kizi still had a glimmer of hope in her heart, and after coming, after talking, the last hope in her heart was shattered, and she completely saw Youta's heart.
The man in front of her was no longer the Yota of the past, but the Chinar who was saved by the Persian princess, and there was only room for one person in his heart, and there was no place for her at all.
After more than ten years of unrequited love, it's time to completely break it, and she is not a person who has to be him, and there are a lot of excellent men who pursue her and insist on marrying him, which comes from the obsession and unwillingness in her heart.
I picked up the teacup and took another sip, the entrance seemed to be no longer fragrant and delicious, and my love for it seemed to be less intense.
figured it out, but in a thought, Kizi believed that no matter how loyal and strong love in the world was, it could not compete with the baptism of time, not to mention her unilateral unrequited love.
"Good luck to you."
Leaving a calm word, he didn't even look at Qinar for the last time, and Kizi let go of his feelings for more than ten years and left calmly.
She said good luck to you, not to wish you happiness, from her point of view, although she let go of this relationship, but she couldn't bless them casually, she hoped that they would never see each other again in this life, and they would be strangers from now on.
She walked quickly, and after a while left Chinar's sight, her letting go made the pressure on Chinar's heart less a lot, and she didn't have to worry about creating misunderstandings in the future.
Seeing Kizi step by step out of sight, Qinar pondered quietly for a while, all he thought about was his plans for the future.
Tomorrow he was ordered to go to Persia to fight, and he had time to tell Luo Zhu about it, if he could, he didn't want Luo Zhu to know, but this trip was not as little as two months, and as many as several months, he couldn't help but tell her.
She must be very sad when she listened, there are people she cares about the most on both sides, and their confrontation undoubtedly brought her great trauma, Qinar doesn't want Luo Zhu to face such a cruel reality, let alone hurt the relatives she cares about, if he can, he is willing to exchange everything outside his body for peace between the two countries.
The reality is always extremely cruel, and if you don't want to say it, you must say it, so you can only use a tactful method to minimize the harm she brought to her.
After a moment of thought, Chynar turned and walked into the room.
His footsteps were soft and inaudible according to her martial arts rank, but the 'creak' of his opening door caught her attention.
Luo Zhu, who was lying on the window and looking outside, heard the sound and quickly limped into bed, fortunately the room was big enough to give her a certain amount of time, and when Luo Zhu just climbed into bed, Qinar arrived in the inner room.
Looking through the beaded curtain, I saw that the good quilt on her body was kicked into the corner, and the man who entered the room moved his tall body and walked over to cover her again.
covered her with a quilt, he didn't leave, sat on the edge of the bed and watched the 'sleeping' Luo Zhu distracted, at first Luo Zhu enjoyed his gaze, and then felt that his back was inexplicably itchy, and he wanted to scratch it.
She kept pretending to be asleep and patient, trying to wait for Chynar to leave or divert her attention before sneaking a scratch, but Chynar didn't know what was going on, and kept staring at her, in a trance, as if thinking about something.
He neither spoke nor moved, and Luo Zhu's back became more and more itchy, and then she couldn't help it, she pretended to have just woken up, and her eyes opened in a fog.
"Awake?"
Seeing her wake up, his expression returned to normal and touched her smooth and rosy cheeks!