Chapter 262: She smiled at him for the first time
[Sister, I've been thinking about it for a long time recently, and after thinking about it, I think this is the best punishment for Gu Wanqing.
I want her to experience the pain of losing the person she loves the most.
I'm sorry sister, I know this decision could hurt you a lot, but I don't have a choice. I can't leave July alone, we said that we will always be together regardless of life or death.
Sister, you don't have to help me get revenge, she is always my biological mother, and I can't do it.
Although she killed me, she also gave me life, and now this life is even for her.
Sister, I don't want you to do irreparable things because of me, July also doesn't want to see this happen, you don't have to worry about us, July and I will live well in another world.
Promise me, sister. 】
Smack......
Bean-sized tears dripped onto the paper, blurring the handwriting.
The tears became more and more turbulent, and when Sakura was crying, she was silent, but this is what makes people feel more distressed.
Quan Siyu gently helped her wipe away her tears.
"Don't cry." He had never had a comforting experience, and there was only this one sentence over and over again, pale and weak.
A little annoyance appeared between Kwon Si Yu's eyebrows.
I knew that he should have learned the means of picking up girls with Long Xingye before.
"Shi Yingying, if you need it, Young Master Ben's shoulder can be reluctantly borrowed from you." Quan Siyu said arrogantly.
Actually, he didn't mean it this way, but I don't know why it became like this as soon as the words came out.
However, unexpectedly, instead of refusing, Shi Yingying did not throw him a roll of the eye with disdain as usual, but obediently leaned on Quan Siyu's shoulder, grabbed his shirt with her hand, and her finger bones were slightly white.
Quan Siyu froze for a moment.
To be honest, he had never been so close to the opposite sex, and Sakura was the first.
No matter how she was a child, she was unique to him.
Quan Siyu's eyebrows softened for a while.
After hesitating for a few seconds, he slowly raised his hand, and his movements were a little stiff to wrap around Shi Sakura's shoulder, and his other hand patted her back softly, and his voice unconsciously became gentle.
"Don't cry, it's ugly when you cry." Quan Si Yu said inappropriately, an unnatural look flashing across his face.
Shi Yingying cried silently, tears soaked Quan Siyu's shirt, and the slightly hot temperature seemed to burn into his heart through the thin fabric.
The deaths of Long Xiao and Mu Qiyue dealt a huge blow to Shi Yingying, which was enough to crush her.
Although over the years, she has been accustomed to seeing life and death, Sakura has seen more cruel things than this......
But she has never been able to accept someone close to her to leave her.
Especially......
She obviously had a chance to stop Long Xiao.
"I killed Long Xiao." Shi Sakura muttered.
Gu Wanqing's sin is unforgivable, and she is also at fault.
If she could have discovered Long Xiao's abnormality earlier, he wouldn't have died.
Hearing this, Quan Siyu couldn't help frowning.
Shi Yingying obviously got into a dead end and took all the responsibility for Long Xiao's death on herself.
But it wasn't her fault, no one expected Long Xiao to take revenge on Gu Wanqing in such a decisive way.
"Shi Yingying, you must be too self-righteous, do you think you are a god, do you think you are omnipotent?"
It was obviously a comforting and enlightening word, but when it came out of Quan Siyu's mouth, it completely changed its taste.
"Listen, stop crying. This is Long Xiao's own choice, no wonder you, even if you stop him this time, there will be a next time. ”
Mu Qiyue's death is the root cause.
Long Xiao never thought about living.
For him, it may be better to live than to die now, only death is the best relief, and his heart no longer needs to be tortured every day.
He can also go to Mu Qiyue.
Shi Sakura looked at him in a daze.
Quan Siyu sighed lightly, and his voice suddenly softened.
"I used to have a good brother who grew up together and was born and died.
Later, in order to save me, he was captured by the enemy, and instead of killing him immediately, they brutally tortured him for three days. ”
Speaking of the past, Quan Siyu's eyes were red.
"When we found him, he was tortured to the point that he didn't have a good piece of skin on his body."
Those ruthless brutes have no humanity at all, and they are horrific in cruelty.
"Later, although we rescued him, he did not reach the hospital, and he died halfway through......
Speaking of this, Quan Siyu's voice seemed to tremble a little.
Everyone has a scar in their hearts that they don't want to touch, but now Quan Siyu is bloody and uncovers his scar.
"At that time, I was the same as you, I felt that it was all my fault, if it wasn't for saving me, he wouldn't have been caught by the enemy, let alone died."
Quan Siyu's gaze fell on Shi Yingying.
"When he died, he was younger than Long Xiao and Mu Qiyue."
There was a time when Quan Siyu's heart was tormented every day.
He would rather the person who died at that time be himself.
"And then?" Shi Yingying couldn't help but ask.
"It took me a long time to get over the pain."
Quan Siyu lowered his head and smiled.
"Because I know that he definitely doesn't want to see me so decadent, so depressed."
"Similarly, I don't think Long Xiao and Mu Qiyue want to see you like this."
"Actually, you should be happy for them."
"Happy?" Sakura couldn't understand it.
Her friends are dead, and she still has to be happy?
She's not crazy!
"That's right." Kwon Siyu didn't feel that he had said the wrong thing at all.
"Mu Qiyue is dead, do you think Long Xiao will be happy if he is alive? I'm afraid it's the walking dead, and life is better than death. Instead of letting his heart be tormented every day, it is better to let him follow Mu Qiyue......"
Shi Sakura was slightly stunned.
"In another world, they will be together forever, and no one will ever be able to tear them apart."
Shi Yingying bit her lip, "Is that so......"
In this world, is there really another world?
Will Long Xiao and July really live happily in that world?
Although he knew that Quan Siyu said these words, it was just to coax her......
But at this moment, Shi Yingying would rather believe that there is another world after death, and Long Xiao and Qiyue will live happily there.
Sakura Sakura was in a trance, not knowing what she was thinking.
Kwon Siyu didn't bother her.
He has already said everything he can say.
The rest depends on whether Sakura can figure it out herself.
However, Quan Siyu believes that the Shi Sakura he knows will definitely come out of her grief as soon as possible.
"Quan Siyu." I don't know how long it took, Shi Yingying finally came back to her senses, suddenly raised her head, and showed him a relieved smile.
"Thank you."
Quan Siyu was stunned, and his heartbeat seemed to have missed a few beats.
This was the first time Sakura smiled at him.
Quan Si Yu suddenly felt a joy in his heart that he hadn't even noticed.