Volume 5 - Chapter 5 For 100% Death

"Mr. Li, can you tell me why you made this choice?" Zhou Xingzhi asked.

Li Yi lowered his head and smiled, he said: "I said, this is meaningless, it is indeed that I have tired Ran Zhi, she has helped me enough, there is no point in doing it again, I say this, do you understand?" ”

Zhou Xingzhi nodded silently, he did understand a little.

"Then I...... It won't come again. After thinking about it, Zhou Xingzhi said again: "I know that the reason why you have been detained in the detention center is because the police have insufficient evidence, but you can't go on like this, instead of spending your life here, it is better to take the initiative to cooperate with the police, go to court as soon as possible and pronounce the sentence early, so that I may be able to help you apply for leniency, and you can get out of the detention center as soon as possible." ”

“…… Thanks, I see. Li Yi bowed his head and changed from the detention center to the prison, which actually didn't mean much to him.

Seeing Li Yi so unmoved, Zhou Xingzhi couldn't bear to sigh in his heart, what a grievance!

Zhou Xingzhi walked out of the detention center against the cold wind, but he didn't expect Fu Ranzhi to still be standing in the place before, presumably because he wanted to know Li Yi's condition at the first time.

Zhou Xingzhi thought, there are really not many women who are so infatuated now! Why don't you run into one for Lao Tzu too?

"How is he?" Fu Ranzhi greeted him and asked.

Zhou Xingzhi shook his head.

Fu Ranzhi frowned: "What does it mean to shake your head?" He's having a bad day? ”

"It's not that he's having a bad time, it's that he refuses me to defend him, Ran Zhi, Mr. Li asked me to help tell you, he doesn't need our defense, he said...... Let you give up. ”

Fu Ranzhi's pupils dilated slightly, Zhou Xingzhi's words were too straightforward, and she didn't understand the meaning yet.

"Give up? What does that mean? ”

Fu Ranzhi's fragile and confused appearance made Zhou Xingzhi a little unbearable, but he still said: "Mr. Li said, let you forget him, don't come again in the future......"

Fu Ranzhi's face turned pale for a moment, and she took two steps back slightly, obviously unable to accept the news, "Are you lying to me?" ”

Zhou Xingzhi opened his mouth, he looked at Fu Ranzhi's pale and pretty face, for some reason, the second half of what Li Yi told him suddenly became unspeakable, Zhou Xingzhi finally hid some selfishness that he didn't understand, he didn't tell Fu Ranzhi, Li Yi said that if he couldn't forget, he would wait for him outside.

Because he knows that no matter how many years, more than ten years, twenty years, or even indefinite time Li Yi is sentenced, this woman may always wait, but he doesn't want to see her waste her life like this.

Zhou Xingzhi just said: "He said, even you have been tired and delayed you for too long, you have helped him enough, he doesn't want you to continue to do meaningless things, he hopes that you can forget him, live your life well, and stop running for him." ”

"I've done so much for him, for so long, and in the end I still haven't been able to get into his heart, I thought it was ...... I thought he was willing to accept me, but I didn't expect him to be the same as before! ”

Fu Ranzhi smiled bitterly, then reached out to cover his eyes, stood quietly in place for a while, calmed down, and then turned around and left without looking back.

Abandon? How is it possible to give up?

Zhou Xingzhi was a little stunned in his heart, did he do something wrong just now?

A person who loses faith is like living like a walking corpse, or flying a moth to a fire for the belief in his heart, for Fu Ranzhi, is Li Yi really more important than herself?

……

At night, when Feng Yuan and Shi Tian were watching TV in the living room, the two chatted about Zhang Le again.

Feng Yuanwei touched Xu Zhuo, an older single young man, who had nothing to do for a long night, so he made a phone call, ready to talk with him all night.

"Yo! Why did Captain Feng suddenly remember to call me, a lonely man? The phone was connected, and Xu Zhuo's laughing voice floated out directly along the amplified phone.

"Captain Xu, I haven't seen you for a long time, you are still so humorous!" Shi Tian couldn't help but laugh.

"My brother and sister are too!" Xu Zhuo said: "I knew that your kid didn't have a good heart, and called me to abuse a single dog at night?" ”

Feng Yuan said speechlessly: "Big brother, you have to find a reason for being single, there is no conflict between our show of affection and your finding a partner, this can only show that you have a poor relationship with the opposite sex!" ”

“……”

Xu Zhuo feels that sometimes a good tutor is not a good thing, such as now, obviously he wants to scold a dirty word in his heart, but when the words come to his mouth, he swallows them alive.

"Ahem! Is there anything wrong with the sudden call so late? Isn't it because of your Grim Reaper physique that you have encountered some unsolvable cases? ”

"Hey! What Grim Reaper Constitution? Lao Xu, let me tell you, don't spread to me outside and smear my image for no reason, master, I am handsome and martial, and I am upright, those thieves touch me, but they are not throwing themselves into the net! Feng Yuan was thinking about saving his image in front of his girlfriend, and at the same time taking into account the questions that he hadn't had time to ask, "By the way, I haven't been in touch for so long, how are you doing?" What about Zhang Le? How is he? ”

“……”

There was silence on the phone for a long time, and Xu Zhuo rarely did not shake his mouth and mock after Feng Yuan said such a stinky and shameless sentence, but was silent for a long time.

Shi Tian glanced at Feng Yuan uneasily, and an ominous premonition inexplicably rose in their hearts.

"Captain Xu, Zhang Lehe...... What's wrong? Shi Tian asked cautiously.

Xu Zhuo was silent for a long time before he said, "He ...... Committed suicide. ”

This news was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and it smashed heavily into Feng Yuan and Shi Tian's hearts.

“…… How so? Feng Yuan asked in a deep voice, "Is it because of drug addiction?" ”

“…… Be. Xu Zhuo wiped his face and said: "His body was destroyed by drugs, and he couldn't completely quit at all, so he could only say...... A year has made him not as crazy as before, but it is impossible to stay away completely, and after a year in the drug rehabilitation center, Zhang Le must have figured out this problem, and he is unwilling to ...... I don't want to live like that. ”

Feng Yuan was silent, he thought of the child who was in a desperate situation, but still had hope, if he knew that he would not be able to completely stay away from drugs in his life, he would definitely not be able to accept it.

“…… When did it happen? ”

Xu Zhuo said slowly: "In April, a year's time, no longer like at the beginning, he needs to be tied to the bed and forced stage, now he can occasionally go out for a walk, only when it comes to the time of drug addiction, it will be compulsory, you know, because he is more special, so the people in the drug rehabilitation center like him very much and understand him very much, so they are very tolerant of him, but this tolerance has led him to a dead end......"

"During that time he had severe insomnia, so every night when he fell asleep, the doctor would give him an extra sleeping pill, and he would take the medicine in front of the doctor, but after the doctor left, again

Secretly spit out the medicine and hide it, after he passed away, I specially asked the doctor, he took sleeping pills for more than two months in a row, that is to say, there must have been fifty or sixty pills he hid, or even more, he didn't think about it for a while, this suicide was carefully planned by him for a long time. ”

The corners of Shi Tian's eyes were red, how painful was it to live to make him make up his mind to plan for so long, just to die 100%?

"From the beginning to the end, hasn't anyone found out?" Feng Yuan asked uneasily.

In that kind of drug rehabilitation center, the staff must be very professional, how can such a thing be allowed to happen?

"Maybe it's because Zhang Le in front of people is too optimistic and positive! He always gave a strong smile, no one expected him to commit suicide, and ...... And his attitude was very resolute, he not only took sleeping pills, he even hid a needle to cut his wrists, it was night at that time, everyone slept, he just didn't want people to find out about him......"

Although Xu Zhuo was also very sad, after all, it had been a long time, except for the fact that he couldn't understand and couldn't accept the news for a period of time at the beginning, it would be good if he figured it out after a while.

Feng Yuan blinked, he was still a little indigestible for this sudden news, he still remembered that the first and last time he saw Zhang Le was in the drug rehabilitation center, at that time, although he no longer had the elegance and vigor of the fire, but there was still a desire for the future in his eyes, he really wanted to quit drugs and start over.

"Why did you keep the news down?"

Xu Zhuo sighed and said, "Theoretically, there is no need to suppress this matter, but ...... Zhang Le himself said in front of everyone that when he successfully quit drug addiction and walked out of the drug rehabilitation center, he would tell his fans why he became like this, but now, he did not keep his promise, before he committed suicide, he didn't even write a suicide note, only one sentence ......"

"What?"

Xu Zhuo said: "I'm sorry, I can't hold on." ”

After the words fell, there was a long silence, too rigid and easy to break, this child pursued the light too much, but in the end the result was a heavy death.

Xu Zhuo continued: "Sometimes I think about it, this matter has been slow for nearly eight months, rather than waiting to be dug out by the media, it is better to make it public first, after all, Zhang Le's fan base is too large, but will this be Zhang Le's willingness?" ”

Feng Yuan frowned, he understood what Xu Zhuo meant, Zhang Le once said that if he could get out of the drug rehabilitation center, he wanted to explain it to his fans in person, but now he didn't stick to it, he committed suicide in it, and in the end he didn't leave any words to his fans, maybe in his heart, he also felt indebted to them!

"He'll be willing." Shi Tian suddenly said: "But I hope that when you explain, you can tell his fans why Zhang Le became addicted to drugs, as well as how he worked hard to quit drugs in the drug rehabilitation center this year." ”

Feng Yuan looked at Shi Tian in surprise, but looking at her serious and persistent eyes, he suddenly understood in his heart, maybe what she said was right.

Xu Zhuo smiled bitterly and said, "I understand what you mean, but ...... Forget it, maybe that's the right choice! He was a kind child, and he really shouldn't have died in a place that no one knew about. ”

Shi Tian smiled and said, "Captain Xu, Zhang Le's fans will be very grateful to you." ”

Xu Zhuo straightened his face and corrected: "No, what they should be grateful for is all the anti-narcotics police who are fighting on the front line." ”