Chapter 64: It hurts again
"Huh?" What's going on, why did you get into trouble with the fine man again?
Nanxi was immediately alert, and stepped forward to grab Song Jinyan's lotus-like arm, "Sister Jinyan, it was because I attacked Shen Muting that Shen Muting deliberately made trouble for you, right?" ”
Nanxi's eyes were already filled with tears, and his face was nervous.
In the memory of Song Jinyan herself, the real Nanxi is indeed a timid and well-behaved, delicate and lovely girl, she has no memory of being six years old, and grew up in a lonely house.
Maybe it's because of the orphan, she still has a deep inferiority complex, and she has always been cautious and obedient in her work.
But all of her split personalities have distinct characteristics.
Nanxi, a well-known actress who also uses the name Nanxi, dares to love and hate, is bold and reckless, and is rude and willful.
The newly emerged personality Ning Yang also dares to love and hate, and has a strong desire to protect.
It seems that they are all very different from Nanxi's real personality, and they are 108,000 miles away.
"Oops, you're thinking too much." Song Jinyan is really worried that Nanxi will blame herself, she has been anxious about her new personality recently, and she can't let her mood fluctuate anymore.
Originally, Song Jinyan wanted to explain the situation to her and Xia Qian tomorrow, but now she has to make it clear to Nanxi, but she is really tired, so she can only explain it simply, "On the day I was discharged from the hospital, I accidentally hit the luxury car of the fine man in the parking lot of Xinyu Hospital. The repair fee is too expensive, and the fine man agrees with me to work as a maid for her to pay off her debts, which are all simple housework, don't worry. ”
She deliberately said that she was forced to be a maid as her own initiative, and she didn't want Nanxi and Xia Qian to worry.
"I'm so tired, let's talk about it tomorrow morning."
Without waiting for Nanxi to speak again, Song Jinyan ran up the stairs with a smoke.
I went back to my room, felt the switch on the wall, and turned on the light.
The orange warm light made her feel a little warm in her heart, and she leaned against the door, as if she didn't even have the strength to stand.
She dragged her legs, which weighed like a thousand pounds, to the side of the bed, and threw herself on the bed in a daze.
I tried to let myself go, but no matter how tired my body was, I couldn't stop the throbbing pain in my heart.
I want to cry!
Aren't you tired? Don't you want to sleep? Why don't you sleep yet?
Song Jinyan slapped on the bed, reached out and pulled the pillow, buried her face in the pillow of seven-hole cotton, and sobbed quietly.
After crying for a while, I felt that I was sweating all over, and I had been sweating all over my body when I was cooking dinner in the afternoon, sticky, and really uncomfortable.
Song Jinyan struggled to get up, went to the clothes frame and took a change of small Nene and pink yarn pajamas, and turned around and went into the bathroom.
The water from the shower ran down her fair face, but the warm water could not warm her heart.
She was afraid that Nanxi would hear her crying, so she had to turn the switch to the maximum and make a "bang, bang, bang" sound.
The water poured down her face, splashing down with her tears.
Closed his eyes tightly, pursed his lips slightly, obviously wanted to be strong, but he was always sentimental.
She raised her hand to cover her mouth, curled up in the corner of the bathroom, and began to cry uncontrollably.
Her heart hurts so much.
Seeing every scene and thing in King Xun's courtyard, and hearing everything about Rong Xun, it made her heart hurt like a thorny wire.
Those emotions that have been clearly forgotten in the years have come out very clearly.
What but to make her hurt again?
Why do you have to have anything to do with these things through the millennium?
God really doesn't take her mood seriously!
No one can understand how thrilling and helpless she lives in an unrecognizable world.
Facing strange people and strange things every day, she has to pretend to be aware of it, which is really scary and tired.