Listening to Li Shaolin's constant words of longing, even if she was completely heartbroken, she wanted to step forward and question.

grabbed Li Shaolin's collar and asked him in a fierce tone, whether he wanted to choose her who had accompanied him so wholeheartedly for a whole year, or Yan Qingruo.

But she didn't dare, she was afraid, if it was before when Yan Qingruo hadn't appeared, she might still be able to deceive herself in her heart, telling herself that Li Shaolin now likes her, otherwise why would she be with her, and be very good to her,

But now she can't deceive herself like this anymore, since she got in touch with Yan Qingruo again, she hid it from Li Shaolin and didn't let him know, what she hoped about Yan Qingruo was on the one hand, and on the other hand, it was because she was afraid.

In the past year, Xia Chun has been afraid, she didn't dare to let Li Shaolin know any news about Yan Qingruo, afraid that as soon as he knew, then all her efforts for so long would be wasted.

Just like the current situation, even if she has been putting all her love on Li Shaolin wholeheartedly for him, she still can't resist his dislike in the end.

At this moment, Xia Chun finally realized that Li Shaolin didn't like her, and he had never had this kind of relationship from beginning to end.

Thinking of this, Xia Chun couldn't hold back the pain in her heart anymore, she reached out and drank the wine in the cup in one gulp, and then poured herself a full glass again.

In this way, Xia Chun kept drinking wine as if venting, just like Li Shaolin just now, wanting to use wine to numb himself.

And the things between the two who want to numb themselves are so similar, Li Shaolin is bitter to Yan Qingruo who would rather avoid him incognito than make any response to his feelings.

And Xia Chun was bitter, after a year of her wholehearted companionship, in the end, she still couldn't cover her heart, and she didn't even go into the corner of his heart.

"Hahaha, Qingruo, do you think I'm ridiculous? Will one day be drinking here for a man who doesn't like me? Xia Chun, who was constantly pouring wine, looked at Yan Qingruo, who was standing beside her after letting Wei Linnan send Li Shaolin away, and couldn't help laughing at herself.

But Yan Qingruo sat down beside her without saying a word, and then stretched out her hand and took the wine bottle in her hand, "It's not ridiculous at all, Xiaochun, I never thought you were ridiculous." ”

Hearing Yan Qingruo say this, Xia Chun just smiled bitterly, and then stretched out his hand to snatch the wine bottle back.

However, Yan Qingruo directly took the wine bottle away, so that she couldn't reach it even if she reached out.

Looking at the wine bottle in the distance, Xia Chun chuckled, and then drank the last bit of wine in the cup, "Isn't it ridiculous? How can it not be ridiculous? I have been by his side for a whole year, and I have changed myself for him, and sometimes I even start to imitate your every move like a magic barrier, which I find extremely ridiculous to watch. ”

Xia Chun, who was talking, suddenly burst out laughing, "Hahaha, isn't it ridiculous?" I actually want to imitate you, thinking that this will make Li Shaolin like me......"

After laughing, Xia Chun's voice gradually weakened, and then stopped directly.

Xia Chun, who didn't know what he was thinking, looked at the empty cup and muttered to himself, "But why? I've done so much that I don't even feel like myself anymore, why don't you want to look at me more? ”

Yan Qingruo, who heard this, saw that she was obviously in pain, but she wanted to suppress the pain and wanted to show an indifferent look, she couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart as if she was empathetic.

I saw her stretch out her hand, slowly hugged Xia Chun in her arms, let her lean on her shoulder, and comforted in a low voice: "No, you have always been Xia Chun, you have never changed." ”

Now that Xia Chun is suffering, why hasn't she felt it?

Although she also wanted to completely forget Chu Mu, who had carved a deep trace in her heart, but just when she thought she could, she found that when she saw that person, all her determination was just what she thought in her heart.

After all, she still couldn't resist the indeceptible throbbing in her chest, but even if she was in great pain, she had to force herself to leave, she didn't want to let herself appear in front of Chu Mu in that way.

I don't want to face his genius painter girlfriend who can stand by his side openly and honestly in this kind of appearance of falling into the dust.

So she can personally experience Xia Chun's heartache now, "Xiaochun, I know, I have always known these things. ”

Xia Chun, who was hugged, listened to her words in a daze, and just shook his head and retorted: "No, Qingruo, you don't know, you don't know how much I've done for him for so long, but in the end, I still didn't get anything, I was still the one who wasn't looked at at at the slightest, wishful thinking." ”

Xia Chun, who said this, took advantage of the anesthesia of alcohol, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt wronged, until he finally collapsed completely, and cried loudly, "Qingruo, why? Why did I give so much, but in the end, as long as you come back, he will never see me again? ”

Xia Chun, who was pouring out in pain, raised his head and looked at Yan Qingruo with a pair of crying red eyes, then reached out and grabbed her hand, put it on his chest and asked, "Qingruo, I'm really uncomfortable here, but even if I cry again, I can't stop that pain, it's really uncomfortable...... Sunny ...... I didn't want to be miserable like this anymore, I wanted to give up...... I don't want to like him anymore......"

Xia Chun, who kept crying, also faintly had some thoughts in his heart that he wanted to give up this relationship, just like Li Shaolin liked Yan Qingruo, but Yan Qingruo never liked him.

So her pain is also known, and what results can two people who are both suffering together?

In the end, it's just two painful people, since that's the case, she might as well let go and let the pain of the two be separated, at least if she can't see it anymore, it shouldn't be so painful anymore.

Xia Chun, who thought like this, gradually took this idea to heart.

And Yan Qingruo shook her head disapprovingly after hearing her words: "Xiaochun, you shouldn't give up, you have been persisting for so long, and I also believe that Li Shaolin has feelings for you, but he is still immersed in his own feelings, so he has never realized it." If you give up now, it's really completely non-existent. ”

Hearing this, Xia Chun looked at her with confused eyes, and muttered in a trance: "He likes me? ”

Xia Chun, who said this, shook his head directly in self-denial before Yan Qingruo could react, "No, I've been waiting for so long, he didn't like me, and I ...... Why should you deceive yourself......"

Looking at Xia Chun's increasingly low expression, Yan Qingruo was anxious but didn't know how to comfort her.

She doesn't want to let the relationship between the two people crack because of her own reasons, and it may even lead to the breakup of the two.

Yan Qingruo, who was thinking like this, looked a little nervous and eager and continued to comfort: "Xiaochun, you believe me, Li Shaolin must have a liking for you, I really want to see your happy appearance, so promise me not to give up so easily, okay?" ”

However, Xia Chun, who was already completely drunk, couldn't hear what she was saying at all, just leaned on her shoulder in a daze, and said something in a voice that only others couldn't hear.

And Wei Linnan, who took Li Shaolin out here, had just placed the big guy who was crying and disgusted her so much, when he suddenly looked up and saw another man who gave him an even more headache.

"Why are you here, today is Qingruo and ......"

Before she could finish her words, Lixiu in front of her showed a look of grievance again, "I'm not here for them, so it's hard to ask for their consent." ”

After being interrupted by his words, Wei Linnan, who was blocked for a while, didn't know what to say.

And Li Xiu saw that she didn't speak, so he looked back, only to find that the person she was carrying just now was his younger brother Li Shaolin.

walked over directly, turned over Li Shaolin who was lying on the sofa, and then looked at his drunken look, and his face still stained with tears, he couldn't help but show a trace of disgust, "Such a big person can still cry like this." ”

Since he knew that last time, Wei Linnan suddenly changed his attitude towards him, just because after Li Shaolin, he was worried all the time, afraid that his younger brother would leave a bad impression on Wei Linnan, and then it would affect him.

And Wei Linnan on the side looked at him, and couldn't help but roll his eyes out of thin air, "Aren't you brothers, I think you are almost like this." ”

Hearing this, Li Xiu hurriedly retreated from the side of the sofa, and then said with a serious expression: "Even if they are brothers, there is a gap, we are not the same except for the face that is a little similar, and he is not as handsome as me." ”

Wei Linnan, who was amused by his narcissistic appearance, looked at him and raised his eyebrows and teased: "Not as handsome as you?" I think he's a little better looking than you. ”

However, when Li Xiu heard this, he immediately showed a serious expression and pressed his face to him, "Take a good look, where am I inferior to him?" Others say that the eldest young man of the family is more handsome than the second young. ”