Fu Qiqi was frightened when he saw this scene, and got off the bed in a panic, seeing that Si Jingcheng's face was pale and nervous.

"Jingcheng, what's wrong with you? Are you sick? I'll take you to the hospital. Saying that, she was going to use her petite body to carry Si Jingcheng.

Si Jingcheng smiled, didn't climb on her back, but leaned on the sofa, "Qiqi, don't be nervous, I'm fine, it may be the reason why I didn't sleep well at night, don't worry, I'll just take a rest." ”

Fu Qiqi burst into tears in an instant, she knew that Jing Cheng had made herself like this in order to take care of her, how could she feel at ease?

"Jingcheng, I'm sorry, it's all because of me that you made yourself like this, how can you make me feel at ease?"

"Silly girl." Si Jingcheng smiled and rubbed her hair, and found that Qiqi had really lost a lot of weight now, and only a pair of big eyes were left when she was emaciated.

"As long as you're okay, I'm okay. Can you promise me not to torture myself again in the future, I feel uncomfortable when I see it. ”

Fu Qiqi nodded desperately and held Si Jingcheng's hand tightly, "I promise you, I will take good care of myself for you, and I won't let you worry about it anymore." Jingcheng, I'll help you to the bed to rest, and from now on, let me take care of you. ”

Si Jingcheng did not refuse her, and was supported by Fu Qiqi and lay on the bed.

Maybe I was too tired, too sleepy, and I just lay down and fell asleep, and there was an even sound of breathing between my noses.

It's been a long time since I've slept and been sleepy like this. Fu Qiqi felt very guilty in her heart, she only cared about her own sadness, but she would be sad to forget others.

Seeing such a Si Jingcheng, she felt very guilty in her heart. For so long, he has been by his side without regrets, but what have he done for him?

He said that people can be ruthless if they are not grass and trees, how could she not know his love for herself? But she only has Jing Ran in her heart, whether he is alive or not, she can't fall in love with someone else. All she can do now is to take good care of herself and not cause trouble to the people around her.

Helping Si Jingcheng cover the quilt, Fu Qiqi got up and went to the kitchen, now it was her turn to take care of him.

In the kitchen, Si Jingcheng was boiling porridge, which was made for her. He has not rested day and night these days, and he has been taking care of himself all the time, and even the iron man will get tired.

The porridge had already been boiled, so she first filled a bowl and drank it herself. After drinking a bowl of hot porridge, my stomach felt warm, and my body seemed to be rejuvenated.

Then she called again to book a ticket and decided to go back. It's been so long, it's long overdue to find it, and there are two possibilities if you can't find it.

But she won't give up, and she'll take her time to find it.

Because that's the only motivation for her to live.

Sometimes hope is never found, so there is always hope. Sometimes I really want to find him soon, and I really miss him.

Shi Jingran was already able to get up from the bed, but his legs were still unconscious, and he could only sit in a wheelchair.

The doctors and nurses here are very helpful and take special care of him. Especially those young nurses, who can not be tempted when they see such a handsome and temperamental man. I just saw what happened to him and couldn't help but sigh, is there really no perfect person in the world?

"Where do you want to go, sir? I'll push you over. ”

A little nurse came over and said enthusiastically. She is Shi Jingran's exclusive nurse, and she has always taken care of him.

Shi Jingran didn't even have the strength to shake the wheelchair now, so he could only trouble others. "Thanks, I heard there's a church around here, can you take me there?" He doesn't believe in Christ or God or Buddha, but after staying here for a long time, he has also been infected with some of the breath here, and he can't help but want to go to the church to have a look.

The little nurse smiled and replied, "Of course, the church is in front, and I'll push you over." ”

This is the Bo'ai Hospital, which was originally built by the church. So the hospital and the church are connected, and you can go directly from the garden.

It was already morning, and the Christians who had gone to the morning service had returned, and the church was quiet.

The church is spacious, with seats in both rows, like a school classroom. It's just that there are no tables, only chairs.

In the middle is Jesus, hanging on the cross. Look at all beings with compassion.

Shi Jingran sat at the foot of the cross, looking up at the statue of Jesus, and for the first time felt so small.

He used to think that he could control everything, as long as he wanted to do it, there was nothing he couldn't do. He is comfortable in the mall and can call the wind and rain. For Qiqi, he is also confident that he can protect her and prevent her from being harmed.

But what can he do now? He has become a wasted person, he will only affect others, and he can't do anything for her.

"Can God really save all beings?" He couldn't help but laugh at the statue of Jesus, he couldn't even save himself, how could he save the world?

The little nurse thought she was asking her, she was a faithful believer in Christianity, and when she heard the words, she said, "God is merciful, He cannot redeem our bodies, but He can redeem our hearts and sanctify our hearts." He loves us, and we are all His children. No matter how big a mistake we make, He can forgive our sins if we sincerely repent before Him. ”

What crime did he commit? He really didn't know, but today he was punished like this. Looking at his numb legs, he really hated himself like this.

"Could you please go out first? I want to be alone and quiet. ”

His deep voice sounded, with an indescribable depression and distress, which made the little nurse's heart soften.

"Okay, if you have anything to call me, I'm outside." The little nurse was still a little uneasy, and walked back step by step.

Now Shi Jingran was left alone in the church, and his eyes were fixed on the cross.

Although he doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas, he prefers to believe at the moment, as long as his legs can stand up, he can walk in front of Qiqi, and let him build ten churches.

Even if he believes in Christ and is a devout Christian, he is willing.

He had this belief in his heart and wanted to try to get up from his wheelchair. He doesn't want to be a waste person and stay in a wheelchair for the rest of his life, which makes him worse than dead.

He tried a few times, but he couldn't get any strength out of his legs. Those legs didn't seem to be his own, and he couldn't stand up no matter what.

But he couldn't give up, and if God couldn't help him, who else could help him. He tried a few more times, and finally stood up with his wheelchair propped up on his hands.

It's just that before he could rejoice, the wheelchair below, the wheels slipped, and he fell to the ground with a bang. The height of a man is more than one meter eight, even if he has lost a lot of weight now. It fell like a mountain. What's more, he overturned the wheelchair after falling, and the wheelchair hit the stool behind it, making a series of loud noises.

The little nurse heard the noise outside and immediately ran in, and when she saw the man lying on the ground, she was immediately frightened and hurriedly called the hospital.

"How are you, sir? Are you okay? ”

"Get out of the way—get out of the way—leave me alone—" Shi Jingran pushed away the nurse's hand to hold him, he felt very embarrassed at the moment, and he didn't want anyone to see the embarrassment at the moment. He didn't want to admit that such an embarrassed person turned out to be himself.

He didn't even want to face himself like this, how could he let Qiqi face it. He hated himself like this, and pounded his legs hard. He didn't believe it, how could he not have any consciousness at all, how could he make them have consciousness.

"Don't do that, sir." The little nurse was frightened, she only knew that this man was very cold and low, but she had never seen such a crazy side of him. She wanted to go up and stop him, but she didn't dare, so she could only shed tears next to her.

Soon the dean and the doctor came, and the dean was shocked to see him like this, and quickly had someone stop him and forcibly carry him back to the hospital.

"How do you look at people, how can you do this. The wounds on his body have not healed yet, and if he inflicts a second injury, it will be even more difficult to heal. The dean looked at the man who was carried away, and couldn't help but reproach the little nurse who was following him.

The little nurse lowered her head, and Nana didn't dare to make a sound. But he couldn't help but worry, "Dean, will he not be able to think about it?" Shall we go and find his family? ”

The dean couldn't help but sigh, it was the first time he had met such a person. The purpose of Bo'ai Hospital is to save people, but if he doesn't want to live, they can't do anything, after all, they can't save people.

"I wanted to contact his family, but he wouldn't say anything, and I couldn't. I wonder if he doesn't want to contact them, or if he doesn't have a family at all? "In this case, he also cannot forcibly ignore the patient's wishes.

Fu Qiqi and Si Jingcheng returned to the Fu family, this time she lost a lot of weight during the days she went out, Fu's mother was distressed when she saw her, and hugged her daughter and couldn't help crying.

Fu Qiqi hurriedly comforted his mother, "Mom, I'm fine, isn't this okay?" I promise you that I won't hurt myself again, and that I will live well. ”

"It's good that you can think about it, no matter what, and we are by your side, we won't abandon you, and you don't abandon us." Mother Fu cried in distress, she had lost weight like this, how many supplements did she have to use to make up for it.

"Mom, where's my sister?" Fu Qiqi was a little puzzled when she saw that her sister didn't come out to greet her.

"Your sister accidentally drew from the stairs two days ago and had fetal gas, and the doctor put her on bed rest. I heard that you came back to meet you, but I didn't let her get up, so go see her now. ”

Fu Qiqiyi heard that his sister was angry, and he was nervous, "Is my sister okay?" ”

Mother Fu smiled and said, "It's okay, just don't move, you have to lie down." ”

"That's good, Mom, I'll go see my sister." Fu Qiqi relieved his heart at this time.

"Go, I'll cook, and Jingcheng will stay to eat together tonight." Mother Fu glanced at Si Jingcheng who was sitting on the side, this child is not easy, and he has been a lot haggard these days with Qiqi. Fortunately, with him by Qiqi's side, they can rest assured.

Fu Qiqi naturally agreed, and said to Si Jingcheng: "Jingcheng, you can stay tonight, I'll go see my sister first, and I'll talk to you when I come back." ”

Fu's father and Fu's mother saw that Qiqi's spirit was much better, and the heart that had been holding on finally let go. Of course, this credit is indispensable to Si Jingcheng.

Fu's mother said a few kind words and went to the kitchen, and her daughter came back, she had to cook a few more dishes.

Sheng Jun went to the company, and at this moment only Fu Feng and Si Jingcheng were left in the living room. Fu Feng looked at Si Jingcheng more and more satisfied, it was because Jing Ran was there sometimes, and he didn't approve of their affairs. But Qiqi likes him, and parents can't help it. It's just that now that Shi Jingran is gone, he can't let Qiqi suffer for the rest of his life, if he can get along with Jingcheng, then he can rest assured.

Fu Feng didn't beat around the bush, and asked Si Jingcheng directly, "Jingcheng, you and Qiqi have known each other for so many years, I know that you have always liked Qiqi." It's just that you've been through so much between you, that's why you haven't come together. Now that all the obstacles are gone, have you ever thought about continuing to walk with Qiqi? ”