When Sheng Yikai hurried to the north gate, Yu Er and Sui Jinyu were standing silently on the side of the road.

Across the road, there was still a noise at the end of the small restaurant. Yuer looked at the asphalt road that gradually stretched into the darkness, and felt out of place with the bustle of others. Sui Jinyu grabbed Sheng Yikai, who was about to settle the account, and only sighed lightly, "Let's go." The moonlight shone brightly in the night, and Yuer followed them and walked alone to the office.

It was probably at that time that I didn't have any illusions about Su Nuo.

Lin Yidong was in the office again. I don't know when he also started to come to the office to sit often. Except for the time of the team meeting every week, there are often just the two of them in the huge office. Seeing Yu Er's stunned expression, he hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Yu Er's tears that he had held back all the way finally fell, and he kept crying with his head down. Lin Yidong couldn't find toilet paper in the office, so he had to sit next to Yu Er and watch the tears continue to slide down her face.

Yul didn't like to cry much, because her father hated children crying. As a child, she was greedy for fun, swinging with her hands on two tables. Because the amplitude was too large, he fell down and fell into the dust under him. His face was buckled to the ground, and his nose was sore and sore. She got up from the ground, her first reaction was that she was glad that there was no one in the class, and the second was to endure the pain and not let herself shed tears. Otherwise, if she goes home with tears on her face, she will be scolded, so she doesn't cry much in front of outsiders.

It took a long time for Yu Er to figure out what he was crying about that night. She has always been like this, she can't figure out her mind, and it will take a long time, about a year or two, before she suddenly remembers what some inexplicable actions in the past meant.

That night, she actually realized that she had thought too well before, it turned out that only she and Sui Jinyu were companions, and the others were just tourists, including Su Nuo. That's what Yuer cried about.

Lin Yidong sat beside Yu Er, watching her face flushed with tears, watching a layer of tears cover a layer of tears, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her cheeks. Well, Yuer's face, which is still with baby fat, is soft and feels good to the touch. Yur recovered from his grief and stopped crying. She turned her head to look at Lin Yidong with tears in her eyes, her doubts were about to overflow, wondering why he was touching her face.

The incandescent light above her head made her tears stick to her eyelashes shiny, and Lin Yidong stared at her good-looking face and shook his eyes. There was silence all around, Lin Yidong's voice was pleasant, and he said the words that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, "Yuer, I like you." ”

Lin Yidong looked at Yu Er's shocked face, he was so nervous that he could hear his heartbeat, and he was silent, as if he was pronouncing a sentence to himself.

Yuer suddenly raised his hand to cover his nose, "I have a runny nose." ”…… There seemed to be a crow flying over Lin Yidong's head, so Yu Er turned his head away, "You can help me find some paper." "Oh, good." Lin Yidong got instructions and went downstairs to buy paper.

By the time he returned, the lights were still on and the office was empty. Is this considered a rejection? He thought to himself. After a while, I put down the toilet paper in my hand, turned off the office light, and went back to the dormitory.

There was no more sound, and Yuer came out. There was a gap between the cabinet and the wall, and she hid it in. Yur didn't know how to answer him, how to reject him. She quietly turned on the office light and sat down in her chair in silence.

That was the last time she and Lin Yidong saw each other that summer, and it was also the first time she looked at his face seriously. I didn't notice it before, he had a handsome face and a tear mole, I don't know if he will be trapped by love, or find true love and stay with her for the rest of his life. But it couldn't be her, Yuer thought. At that time, she was still in the bottomless abyss, and she had no heart to accept someone at all.

She spent two days in the office and waited until the dorm was empty before she packed up and went home.

Sheng Yikai accompanied Sui Jinyu to see a psychiatrist, and the diagnosis was mild depression. She didn't tell her parents, Sheng Yikai asked her to accompany him to the school during the summer vacation. Sui Jinyu knew that he was doing it for his own good, so he obediently agreed. Throughout the summer vacation, she continued to struggle, with herself, and those feelings of oppression that Bai Zeqing gave her that remained in her heart. She wanted to cry at every turn, Sheng Yikai accompanied her to constantly explain, fortunately, with him, Sui Jinyu could pour out all the pain without worrying that he would get bored. If it weren't for him, Sui Jinyu didn't know how long she would have been in depression, and she gradually determined that Sheng Yikai was someone she could spend her life with.

But the closer she got to school, the more painful she felt, and she didn't contact Yuer for the whole summer.

Uer also experienced a mild stress response. When she got home, she turned off her phone and didn't contact anyone at school. She tried to be happy at home, and as soon as her parents went to work, she fell into endless darkness and couldn't extricate herself. Even, began to become grumpy.

One morning, Yuer's mother had an upset stomach. She woke up from her bed and told her to buy medicine. Unexpectedly, Yuer was furious, and she asked her mother why she couldn't buy the medicine by herself? Why did you call her up? Yu's mother looked at her obedient daughter in disbelief, and now she was so obedient, and she cried sadly when she was sick like this. When Yuer calmed down, she was also taken aback by herself, and she didn't understand why she had such a big temper. She walked over, apologized to her mother, and hugged her and cried together. Of course, Yuer's mother forgave her, but this incident still left a pimple in Yuer's heart, and she hated why she lost her temper with her mother.

Yu Er felt that she couldn't go on like this, she turned on her phone, and Sui Jinyu had already sent her many messages. Sui Jinyu said that when the school started, she had to find a counselor to transfer the dormitory.

Yu Er was very glad that she agreed to move out of the dormitory with Sui Jinyu, and only then did she meet the teacher who had a great influence on her, Lang Su.

This is a later story, when Yu Er opened his mobile phone, he not only received a message from Sui Jinyu, but also received a message from Lin Yidong. One was to ask her if she was home, and the other was to reassure her that he would watch over her in the days to come.

Yu Er climbed up to the bungalow and looked into the distance, the sun was near the sea, and the sunset was always very beautiful.

The evening sky was pink.

A few thick clouds floated overhead, without any shape, but with a different artistic conception. The blue of the sky is the background color, and the setting sun hides behind the canopy of the tall plane trees, and the sky is colored pink. In the distance, a dark shadow skimmed, and it turned out to be a few sparrows returning to their nests. The evening breeze blew, and Yuer melted himself into this inconspicuous corner of the twilight, and finally calmed down.

Later, Lin Yidong really did as she said, stayed by her side and accompanied her to the present.

Later, Yu Er remembered that time, and suddenly felt that she was like a person floating in the sea grabbing a life-saving plank, desperately grabbing Lin Yidong, longing for him to take him to escape from this endless day, I don't know if it is fair to Lin Yidong.