Standing at the door of the room, Da Zhuang raised his hand to push the door open, but paused at the moment when he touched the door panel.

The hand grasps the fist and puts it down weakly.

Da Zhuang stood in front of the door, through a thick wooden plank, his head down, and his thoughts were flying.

The fragments that suddenly poured into my mind, the rain of arrows in the sky, the shouts of tearing and killing, splashed the bright red and hot blood in front of me, and every scene was like a needle prick.

He wanted to know who he really was.

Where did it come from?

Is it a warrior? Or is it a general?

He didn't know, but he wanted to find out, so he revealed some information to Meng Hongmiao and the others, whether it was Yan He or Lang Yuchen, they were all people in high positions, and they could always find out some news from them.

Sure enough, Lang Yuchen mentioned a person who was very similar to him.

If it weren't for Tang Shui'er blocking him, Da Zhuang was so emotional that he almost blurted out and wanted to ask: "What is that person's surname?" ”

Tang Shui'er has concerns, he can understand.

Da Zhuang sighed, turned around and strode away, and walked to the gate of the courtyard and happened to meet Gu Shan, who was out of his body.

"Taniyama, what are you doing here?"

Gu Shan's soul returned to its place, scratched his head and pleaded: "That's the case, big brother, I want to go back to my home and discuss something with my father, do you think?" ”

Da Zhuang was in a depressed mood at the moment, so he didn't stop him and let him go back.

With Da Zhuang's permission, Gu Shan didn't bring his baggage, and repeatedly promised that he would come back before dark.

Before going home, Gu Shan cautiously asked him, "Brother Zhuang, did you quarrel with your sister-in-law?" ”

He was met with a cold look and a terrifyingly heavy face.

Gu Shan immediately shut up: "Just because I didn't say anything." ”

Then the wind ran out.

After Gu Shan left, Da Zhuang paced back and forth in the courtyard irritably, and there were two voices arguing in his head.

The little white man crossed his arms: "What's wrong with retrieving memories?" ”

The black villain snorted coldly: "But you have already married a wife and started a family here, do you want to find those days of swords and swords to break the current tranquility?" ”

The little white man was not convinced: "No one said that I must go back to the old days, I just want to know who I am!" ”

The black villain grabbed the white villain and roared: "You are Da Zhuang!" It's Tang Shui'er's husband! It's a villager of Qingping Village! Aren't that enough! ”

Da Zhuang's brows furrowed more and more, and his chest rose and fell, panting, as if something was about to explode.

"Enough!"

With a low roar, Tang Shui'er's door "creaked" open, and she looked at Da Zhuang from a distance, with a dark expression on her face.

Da Zhuang felt that his throat was a little dry, and he opened his mouth, and suddenly he didn't know what to say.

The two of them have finally narrowed the distance in the past few days, and they suddenly returned to before Tang Shui'er fell into the water.

"It's yours."

Tang Shui'er handed Da Zhuang a delicate purse, and what was hidden in it was the jade pendant that was worth a lot of money.

Da Zhuang didn't reach out to take it.

She looked at the big black eyes, and her tone was calm: "If, I mean, if you were born in the family of Zhongming Dingshi, with a prominent status, and you fell into trouble because of an accident, what would you do?" ”

Da Zhuang's throat slid between them, and he didn't answer, and his heart was indescribably heavy.

Tang Shui'er smiled slightly, but the smile was not very good-looking: "You will go back, maybe there is still your real family there......"

"You're my family too!" A painful look appeared in Da Zhuang's eyes, "Shui'er, you are my wife, even if I go back, I will definitely take you back with me." ”

"But how can you be sure that you didn't have a wife and children before you lost your memory?" Tang Shui'er smiled bitterly, "Maybe you have already married a wife and had children, and they are waiting for you to go back at home, what should you do then?" Enjoy the blessings of all people? ”

Da Zhuang's eyes suddenly widened, and he was speechless.

After a long time, a hoarse voice sounded: "But these are just guesses, aren't they?" Shui'er, you can't put me in another camp because of these unwarranted things, it's unfair to me.

Even if my identity is what you say, there will definitely be a better way to solve it. ”

Da Zhuang wiped his face tiredly: "Shui'er, why can't you trust me?" ”

"It's not that I don't believe you, I'm just ......"

Tang Shui'er wanted to speak and stopped, where did she not believe in Da Zhuang, but she knew Da Zhuang's temperament too well, he looked old-fashioned and dull, but only people who got along with him deeply would know that once he was divided into his own circle, how protective and persistent this person was.

If he had another home, Da Zhuang would never abandon them, and would take on his responsibilities no matter what.

Tang Shui'er knew very well in her heart that her feelings for Da Zhuang were not deep enough to be willing to give up everything for him.

Pinching the jade pendant in the purse, the various behaviors of Da Zhuang these days, coupled with the patterns carved on the jade pendant, must be the same as the eight she guessed. Nine is not far from ten.

She is just a country woman, and even just sold to Da Zhuang for two taels of silver, her status is very different, and the door is not right, no matter how good her cooking skills are, will Da Zhuang's family be willing to let her show up?

Tang Shui'er laughed at herself, and when she came to the explanation on her lips, she was suddenly covered by the bursts of exhaustion that surged in her heart, and she felt strange and boring.

"Forget it, tomorrow you will have a day off and no stalls, if you really want to go to Lang Yuchen...... I'm not going to stop you. ”

Stuffing the jade pendant into Da Zhuang's arms, Tang Shui'er smiled at him with relief.

"Shui'er......" Da Zhuang felt that the purse in his arms was hot, and he reached out to grab Tang Shui'er's wrist meaningfully, but his fingertips only touched Tang Shui'er's sleeve, and the palm was empty.

And Da Zhuang's heart seems to be empty.

Tang Shui'er ran back to the house and closed the door, leaning against the door and sliding weakly and sitting on the ground.

A figure from outside threw a shadow through the crack in the door.

Da Zhuang's voice came through the door: "I...... Shui'er, you wait for me, I'll be back soon. ”

The shadow flickered and was no longer visible.

After a long while, Tang Shui'er noticed that the scene in front of her had become blurry, and she reached out to touch her face.

Crackling, tears dripped on the hem of the light cyan clothes, and a dark flower bloomed after penetration.

The April evening breeze has never been so cold as it is today, sweeping away the loose sand on the roadside and spreading in mid-air, and the sky is gray, as if a storm is coming.

Tang Shui'er sat on the ground and shuddered, only then did she come back to her senses and find that it was already dark, she stood up with her arms propped up, and stumbled and almost hit the door.

The legs have been bent for too long and are a little numb.

I stomped my foot and opened the door to go out, the yard was pitch dark, and no one was lighting the kitchen with a lamp.

Tang Shui'er lowered his eyes, it seemed that Da Zhuang had not come back yet.

Maybe......

Won't be coming back.