For some reason, Meng Xilan was not as excited as before, her mood was very calm, as usual.

She spoke quietly, and what she said made Zhou Youchen feel deeply confused and uneasy.

Truth be told, he'd rather let her lose her temper and yell at him than she'd be so calm, no, indifferent......

Zhou Youchen's eyes were shocked, he pulled her shoulders and looked at her deeply, hoping to look all the way to her heart.

"Lan'er, you're leaving me?"

She had already left him once, and they were both on the cusp of the storm, and they had to face separation in order to save each other.

For three years, he endured his thoughts and waited for her for three years.

Now, she is leaving again...... Moreover, it was at such a time.

He had just lost his child, could he have lost her again?

There are some things that don't help. Meng Xilan turned sideways slightly, avoiding Zhou Youchen's gaze.

"Your Majesty, the concubine wants to go to the temple to practice, for the deceased son, I hope he will ascend to Elysium as soon as possible."

"No, I'm not allowed!" Zhou Youchen secretly exerted force with both hands, pinching her shoulders painfully.

Meng Xilan frowned slightly: "If the emperor doesn't let the concubines go, the concubines will only resent the emperor for the rest of their lives." Although this child was not saved, it was a fate from God to the concubine. Since the fate of the concubine and the child has been over, let the concubine go to the pure place of Buddhism and make a good decision. ”

When Zhou Youchen heard this, he pierced his heart like a man, and it hurt finely and densely.

"You're gone, what about Changsheng?"

"The concubine will take him away, and there is no worries."

"Presumptuous!" Zhou Youchen was obviously angry: "As the crown prince, how can you leave the palace easily? ”

Meng Xilan glanced at him lightly: "After the prince is sensible, the concubine will let him come back." Please rest assured that the emperor ......"

"If you want to go beyond the dead, then act in the Buddha Hall in the palace, you want to leave the palace! I am absolutely not allowed! ”

He almost finished saying it viciously.

Meng Xilan turned her eyes to look at him, and suddenly smiled coldly: "Chen'er, I never thought that you were such a selfish person......

He was selfish for her, he was selfish and took her child, he was selfish and didn't let her go......

Zhou Youchen was sad from his heart, and anger gradually appeared in his tone: "You can think no matter what, I want to keep you!" ”

Meng Xilan raised her eyebrows and was silent, as if she was deep in thought, her eyes gradually became sharp, no, they were sharp.

She had never looked at him like that.

Zhou Youchen's hands slowly let go, and he let go of her.

Meng Xilan also turned her face away, as if she had nothing to say to him.

"Lan'er, you can be quiet. I'll see you tomorrow! ”

Continuing the stalemate will only make the relationship between the two people worse. Those words that hurt each other should be in moderation.

Zhou Youchen got up and left, leaving only Meng Xilan in a quiet room.

Zhulu walked in cautiously, and when she saw the emperor leaving angrily, the mother was silent, and she was secretly anxious.

Zhou Youchen returned to the Heart Cultivation Palace, and immediately announced that Jiao Changqing had entered the hall to speak.

He asked him, how is Meng Xilan's body?

Jiao Changqing replied truthfully: "Niangniang is weak after giving birth, so she should be carefully adjusted." However, Niangniang has been restless recently, she doesn't think about tea and rice, and her blood is not good. ”

After a miscarriage, it is also necessary to confinement to regulate the body, and if you are a little careless, you are likely to fall into the root of the disease.

Those medicinal recipes for replenishing qi and blood, Jiao Changqing was all well prepared. It's a pity that Meng Xilan was resentful of him and didn't listen to his advice at all.

Zhou Youchen glared at Jiao Changqing and said, "No matter what, I want Lan'er to be fine...... Jiao Changqing, I listened to your words and gave up that kid! So, don't let me down! ”

His tone was full of warning and anger.

To be honest, Zhou Youchen has already begun to regret it.

He regretted that he shouldn't have given up on the child, and maybe he should have waited.

Jiao Changqing was just silent when he heard this, and after a while, he replied: "Your Majesty, Niangniang's body will heal soon, but Niangniang's heart may take a long time to ......."

Zhou Youchen looked at him gloomily: "What do you mean by this?" ”

Jiao Changqing knelt down solemnly, and only said: "Weichen asks the emperor to allow Niangniang to go out of the palace to relax." For Niangniang, continuing to stay in the palace is not conducive to recovering her mood. ”

He agreed very much with Meng Xilan's practice of going out of the palace to pray for blessings.

"Impossible! I will never allow Lan'er to leave my side. ”

Zhou Youchen said word by word.

Jiao Changqing's face did not change, and continued: "Your Majesty, please allow Niangniang to leave the palace. ”

"Jiao Changqing, don't be too presumptuous!" Zhou Youchen stared at Jiao Changqing, who was talkative, his eyes were cold and cold, full of anger.

"Your Majesty, the minister is not presumptuous, the minister is loyal to advise! The emperor and Niangniang have a deep relationship, and their love is stronger than gold, and they should not be affected by misunderstanding. Your Majesty, Niangniang feels sorry for the fetus in her womb, and if her heart can't be opened, her body will not be good. The minister risked death to admonish and asked the emperor to let Niangniang go to the temple to recuperate for a few days, and the minister would always follow Niangniang's side to protect her. ”

Zhou Youchen is not a person who will be easily persuaded by others, but there is only one person in this world who will make his confidence and willpower collapse, and that person is Meng Xilan.

As long as it was related to her, he couldn't make a decision easily.

Jiao Changqing could see the hesitation and hesitation in his eyes, he lowered his head, his eyes slightly darkened.

Zhou Youchen didn't agree after all, just threw up his sleeves and left.

Jiao Changqing stood quietly in place, until Xiao Luzi stepped forward and reminded him, "Master Jiao, you should go back first today." Over there in Cining Palace, I have to trouble you to pay more attention. ”

Jiao Changqing nodded when he heard this. He straightened his back and walked out of the hall.

He looked up at the sky above him, his gaze slightly condensed.

Perhaps, it was just a chance God gave him to take her out of here, a chance to let her get out of here.

……

On this day, Zhou Youning entered the palace to accompany Meng Xilan.

She looked much better, but she didn't have much energy.

The light sound of the piano can soothe the mind and make people relax.

Zhou Youning knew that it was useless for her to say more at this time, and the more she asked, the more uncomfortable her heart became.

After playing the song, Worry-free took the lead in applauding and praised: "It's good, it's good, it's so good." ”

Zhou Youning smiled at her.

Wuwu turned his head to look at Meng Xilan, and said with a serious face: "Queen Mother, Wuwu also wants to be the same as my aunt." ”

Meng Xilan raised her eyebrows slightly when she heard this: "What, you also want to learn the piano?" ”

Carefree nodded and let out a soft "um".

Meng Xilan was very happy to hear this, and touched her face: "Okay, it seems that this palace is going to find a good master for you." ”

As soon as her words fell, Zhou Youning took the initiative to ask: "If my sister is relieved, why don't you let me teach." ”

Meng Xilan raised her eyebrows slightly and said, "Sister is really willing?" ”

Zhou Youning nodded with a smile: "Since the county lord of Sanssouci intends to learn the piano, I am willing to try and teach her." ”

In fact, she just wanted to help Meng Xilan share her worries.

She is now emaciated, but she still has to take care of two children.

Changsheng is her own child, and she is the crown prince, so she should put more thought into it. However, carefree is not her own child, but the daughter of the deceased. Zhou Youning didn't want her to be distracted by worry-free, so he wanted to take her to the Meng family temporarily to take care of her.

Meng Xilan listened to her proposal and hesitated slightly.

Zhou Youning hurriedly said: "There are many children in the family, Wuwu and Zhen'er can be companions, as well as Brother Yun and Brother Rong." ”

Meng Xilan looked down at Wuwu and asked her, "Wuwu, are you willing to go?" ”

Worry-free thought for a moment before nodding: "Well, I do." ”

A child also has a child's mind. As soon as she heard that she could see Brother Yun, she was secretly happy.

She likes to be with Brother Yun, as well as Sister Zhen'er.

"If you like it, go for it." Meng Xilan took Wuwu into her arms and patted her gently, then looked at Zhou Youning and said, "Then I'll bother my sister." I've been a little overwhelmed lately......"

Zhou Youning frowned slightly, and only said: "Niangniang really doesn't have to be too difficult for herself." Mother, you are still young, and sooner or later you will have children. ”

Meng Xilan's eyes darkened when she heard this, and she shook her head and said, "My body has been defeated, and there is no possibility of giving birth in the future." ”

Zhou Youning raised his head in shock: "How come?" No......"

Meng Xilan said in a quiet tone: "My sister doesn't need to be sad for me, I am content with immortality and worry-free." ”

Zhou Youning's eyes showed a trace of distress when he heard this: "Sister......"

Meng Xilan smiled lightly: "Don't worry about me. As the saying goes, a son and a daughter together is a "good" word, and I am already very content. ”

When Zhou Youning left the palace, he took Wuwu with him.

Zhulu was a little worried and said: "Niangniang, His Royal Highness the County Lord has always been by your side, and he may not be able to adapt to it when he arrives at ......the mansion."

Meng Xilan was not worried, but said: "Wuwu has always been sensible, she will adapt." ”

Right now, she really can't take care of her, the Meng family has many children, and they are happy and happy.

"Mother, what about you...... The county lord is not by your side, you should be lonely. ”

Lonesome? Hearing this, Meng Xilan struggled to pick up Changsheng, came to the window, looked out of the white window and said, "This palace has always been lonely in this palace. ”

As a human being in two lives, no one knows her heart, and no one knows

I can say that.

The people around her are gone and scattered, scattered and gathered, and she is always

It's all lonely.

Zhulu looked sad about his master, and he couldn't bear it for a while

Zhu choked up and said, "Niangniang, don't say that,

You still have His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, and the Emperor ......"

Meng Xilan shook her head slightly when she heard this, looked down at Changsheng who was dozing, and said quietly: "Zhulu, no one in this world can accompany anyone for a lifetime, some people are destined to miss it, and some people can stay with each other, but they can't escape the erosion of trivialities and troubles...... Zhulu, whether it's me or you, sooner or later we will be alone, just one person. ”

Halfway through her speech, she was silent for a while, and looked down at the life in her arms: "Although immortality is born to me...... But sooner or later, he will grow up. He will have his own personality and his own preferences. Maybe one day he'll hate me and hate me for being his mother. ”

"Niangniang...... Zhulu's heart was unbearable when she heard this, and she burst into tears for a while: "No." Niangniang has paid so much for the emperor and the crown prince......"

Meng Xilan gently coaxed Changsheng and coaxed him to sleep.

"Not everything in this world is exchanged. It's not that there is a pay, there will be a gain. ”

Her heart has seen through everything, and after being reborn, she has indeed changed the tragic fate of her family, and she has not let the tragedy of the past repeat itself. But she still couldn't stop the life from passing through her hands......

While she protects some people, she hurts herself deeply. And now, with this ruined body, she can no longer protect anyone.

This is the saddest part, there are gains and losses. So, she'd rather she had no desires now.