April 1.

When Yuer rushed to the hospital panting, the sobs almost drowned her out. The hospital was so noisy, but she felt that her surroundings were too quiet, and the lights behind her were dim, and she was long into darkness.

She walked over tremblingly, and the people around her looked at her with sadness, and they couldn't bear to speak. Yuer stroked the handle and tried to open the door. The aunt stepped forward and pressed her hand, it should have been a long time, and then she turned her head to look at the aunt stupidly, wondering why she didn't let herself open the door.

The aunt cried sadly, "Er'er, don't go in." Yu Er didn't know what expression to use to respond to his aunt's words, so he had to pull out a smile in a panic, and the corners of his mouth moved, but tears flowed down. "Why?" she asked. The aunt pressed her hand and refused to speak. Yu Erqiang held back his tears and wondered, "I have to go in to see her for the last time." ”

Yu Er wanted to push the door in, but the aunt blocked in front of her, and finally spoke: "Your mother, she...... She...... Her head was smashed. Yu Er finally couldn't help it at this moment, looked at his aunt in horror, and tears fell big and big. She wants to go in, no matter what her mother becomes, it's still her mother in the end.

She rushed forward, but more people came to stop her, she tried to break free from them in horror, but she was stopped more and more tightly, and people around her kept telling her that "you will be scared if you go in", she cried and roared "I want to go in", but no one paid attention to her. She was anxious, she wanted to calm down and tell them that she was not afraid, and that no matter what became of her mother, she would see her. But in vain, everyone did not let her meet her mother under the banner of being good for her, and she could only watch as the doctor pushed her mother to the morgue.

Eventually, he used all his strength and sat down on the ground, crying so loudly that he couldn't even say a word.

Yuer always didn't dare to recall that scene, no matter when, as long as he thought about it, his eyes turned back to tears, and his heart was crining.

She drove home and packed her things to go back to Qizhou. But as soon as I entered the door, I could see my mother smiling and looking at her kindly. Yu Er's tears that she could not stop immediately gushed out, and she walked to the portrait of her mother, crying bitterly like a wronged child. Yu's mother's tears were distorted and blurred, and Yuer wiped away her tears again and again, she missed her mother very much, leaned her forehead on her mother's portrait, and murmured: "Mom, I'm sorry......"

Yuer forgot how he survived the days after his mother's death, and only remembered that when he was in a trance and sober, it was at his mother's funeral. She heard someone say that if she had gone a little later, she might have been able to escape.

She realized that her father had lost his temper with her mother again that day, and this time he dragged her away in front of the whole family.

Yu's mother is a gentle person, called Hong Jialan, she is the second in the family, and she has an older sister named Hong Jiazhen and a younger sister named Hong Jiacui.

After eating with her sister and sister, whom she hadn't seen for a long time, she wanted to sit together and leave later, but Yu Beiye said that she had a headache and urged her twice to ask her to go home and find medicine for him. Hong Jialan persuaded him to find a place to lie down first, rest and rest before leaving. But he didn't listen to it, so he picked up Hong Jialan and left.

As a result, Yu Beiye was still arguing with Hong Jialan while driving the car, and he didn't pay attention for a while and crashed into a car loaded with steel. The steel slipped and pressed on Hong Jialan's body, while Yu Beiye was only slightly injured. After receiving the call, Yu Er hurried back to Binyang, but he still didn't have time to catch up with Hong Jialan for the last time.

April 1st, April Fool's Day, Hong Jialan's birthday, Hong Jialan's death day. That April 1st planted Yu Ertian's great regrets. Since then, she has been even more reluctant to set foot in the hospital because she is already afraid of doctors.

Hong Jialan and Yu Beiye may have really loved each other when they were young, maybe because they were going to get married and it happened that the other party was the most suitable person, it is unknown. Hong Jialan is a proud person, she loves face very much, and refuses to tell others about Beiye's bad temper, and Yu Beiye never gets angry when she is outside.

Outside, they are a happy family, talented and beautiful, men and women are right, and there is a well-behaved and sensible daughter. As soon as he went home, Yu Beiye's temper was all exposed, Hong Jialan was tired of arguing with him for many years, he shouted loudly, Hong Jialan was silent, anyway, he had been angry for a while.

But although Hong Jialan loves Er, she can't stop Yu Beiye from influencing Yuer. Yuer was born introverted and sensitive, but he was not completely intimately intimate.

When Yu Er first could speak, Yu Beiye didn't come home for a long time on a business trip, and when he came home, Yu Er put down the toy in his hand, looked at him blankly, and called Dad. Yu Beiye has also been moved, for such a long time, it may take longer for such a young child, Yu Er has not forgotten him, he still remembers him.

When he first became a father, Yu Beiye could still be patient, but after that, he became more and more impatient with you.

When Yu Beiye sent Yu Er to kindergarten, Yu Er cried a few times, and he took off his shoes on the street and beat her. The more you cried, the harder he struck. Later, Yuer had a long memory, and even if he wanted to cry, he bit his lip tightly to prevent the tears from falling. Because if you cry, no matter what the reason, you will be beaten.

In this way, Yuer still likes to be close to Beiye. Yu Beiye saw that disciplining her was effective, and every time she drank, she had to say it and show it off.

Later, Yuer went to elementary school and learned to cook instant noodles. One day she came home from school, cooked a big pot, and waited for her parents to come back from work to eat. When Yu Beiye came back, he carried two fish into the kitchen, and when he saw the pot of instant noodles, he rushed out angrily, and shouted at Yu Er: "Who are you cooking such a pot for?!" Yu Er was frightened and shrank behind Hong Jialan, Hong Jialan was upset for Yu Er, "Give us food!" Yu Beiye said disgustedly: "Who is rare to eat? ”

Yu Er, like Hong Jialan, is very face-conscious, she said that she gave herself food, and then shrank and desperately stuffed all the pot noodles into her mouth.

In this way, Yuer is still close to Beiye.

When Yuer was in junior high school, he suddenly began to crack down on overload. She has to take a bus from the town to school to go to school, and there are so many students that it is difficult not to overload. But the driver may be scared of being fined, as long as it is full, he will not pull people. The other students discussed with their parents to pick them up at school, and Yu Er also went home to discuss with Yu Beiye with trepidation. When Yu Beiye heard this, he frowned and looked up at her. Yu Er never understood that kind of look before, and later when she wore brand-name ceremonial shoes to attend an award ceremony, she accidentally stepped on a mouthful of phlegm, and when she looked at the soles of her shoes, she suddenly remembered the eyes she often saw from Yu Beiye, disgust, disgust, like looking at a cloud of garbage. Yu Beiye often looks at her with this kind of look.

Yu Beiye deservedly refused, he said that he had no time to go to work, he said that it was too expensive to go back and forth, and he asked Yu Er to squeeze desperately into the car.

Yuer had no choice but to go to the car. The car was all full in the morning, plus it was raining, and there was no car to stop and pull her. It was the monthly exam, and in order not to delay the exam, she had to walk to the school.