Chapter 478: The Loss of a Beloved (8)
Maybe because of the blow, he fainted and had a lot of various dreams, some of which were memories, and some of which were dreams of his sister coming back to life, and he smiled happily in his dreams, glad that his sister's death turned out to be a nightmare he had.
He took the dream as reality, and couldn't tell where his share was, and when he really woke up from the fantasy of the dream and heard the news of his sister's death from Luo Zhu's mouth, at that moment, he really saw what reality was.
He really wanted to stab himself to death with a sword to apologize for his sins, leave with his sister, and go to the Yellow Spring to confess to his father and mother, but now he has an important person around him who needs his protection, and he can't leave Luo Zhu behind.
Sister, my brother is ashamed of you, I am not worthy of being your brother, if there is an afterlife, please give my brother another chance to let my brother repay the debt he owes you!
"You are not to blame for this."
A majestic figure came down from the high seat, walked up to Qinar, and said in a very heavy and serious tone: "At that time, she was with Lone, and everything that happened from beginning to end, every situation that arose, should be solved by Lone's full authority. ”
He came to the window, looked through the magnificent palace opposite, and faintly saw the shadow of Qinshui Temple.
"On the night of marriage, Lone swore to God that he would take care of her for the rest of his life, be good to her, and not let her be hurt at all, but Lone did not fulfill his promise and did not protect her, which made her go in pain and bear the huge trauma that she had not endured in this life!"
If Qinar is remorseful and self-reproachful, then King Loulan is calm and peaceful, whether it is his expression or his tone, he is extremely peaceful, not at all like a person who has experienced a heavy blow.
According to his and Qinar's personalities, the calm person should be Qinar, and the angry person should be King Loulan, but as a result, their reactions were reversed, not at all like their usual selves.
People experience the most painful things, the blow is usually very big, maybe the blow is too big, the calm Qinar vented it out in a way of venting, and the violent King Loulan, on the contrary, was quiet, locked himself in the room for three days, and his expression was also very calm after coming out, and everyone saw that they were whispering in private, saying why King Loulan became so calm.
Others don't understand, but Qinar understands the changes in King Loulan, the calmer he is on the surface, the more sad he is in his heart, until now, he still hasn't been able to recover from the news of Yisha's death, he occasionally has an illusion, as if the woman he loves is still waiting for him in Qinshui Courtyard.
"Hey............"
One hand lightly put on the shoulder of King Loulan, patted him on the shoulder heavily, and said with a sad expression: "People can't be resurrected after death, my sister's death is a foregone conclusion, I ............ Accept the facts! ”
In terms of self-blame, he thought that King Loulan should be more than him, because Yisha died in front of him, and that kind of impact and blow can be imagined!
"You have done your best, the responsibility for Sa'er's death is not yours, the blame is only on the cunning traitors, and the two behind the organization of their rebellion, Oguda Xian!"
In the last half of the sentence, Qinar gritted his teeth, if Daxian was in front of him at this moment, he would like to divide him into five horses!
In the past, King Loulan also hated Da Xian very much, no matter how persuasive others were, in this life, he swore that he had to get rid of Da Xian, but after yesterday, he gradually understood some truths, he and Da Xian, like two people trapped in a labyrinth, chasing each other, trying to find each other, but lost in the labyrinth.
Sa'er is right, when is the time for retribution, the grievances between him and Da Xian come more from the previous generation, there is not much hatred between them, it is him, it is he who can't tolerate a grain of sand in his eyes, so he has to stubbornly get rid of Da Xian!
If he had listened to Sha'er's bitter advice in the morning, and Da Xianbing had released his previous suspicions, there would have been no rebellion yesterday, and if there was no rebellion, Sha'er would not have died, in the final analysis, he was the executioner who contributed to this tragedy, and no one else could be blamed at all!
King Loulan was silent, staring quietly out the window without saying a word, and after a long, long time, he withdrew his gaze, took out a bright yellow token from his waist, and handed it to Qinar's hand.
"This is a tiger talisman for the army, you must keep it properly and beware of falling into the hands of traitors. This trip is very important to you and me, you must remember to be cautious! ”
King Loulan had never said anything to anyone, and it suddenly came out of his mouth, which did not match his image at all.
Qinar was stunned for a moment, took the tiger talisman in his hand, and solemnly replied: "Don't worry, this battle Loulan has a great winning rate, and I will not disappoint your expectations and return triumphantly!" ”
"Although war is important, people's safety is even more important, you should pay attention to safety and be more careful."
People are like this, only when they lose it, do they know how precious it is to have it, Qinar is Yisha's brother, the only bloodline in their family, King Loulan doesn't want even him to have an accident, otherwise he will be ashamed of the woman under Jiuquan.
Seeing his thoughts, Chinar's eyes darkened, clenched the tiger talisman in his palm, and nodded: "I will take care of myself." ”
He will definitely come back safely, for Luo Zhu, for Loulan, and for his deceased sister.
The feud between Loulan and Persia lasted for several years, and the Persian king was bent on conquering Loulan and expanding his territory, but the strength and strength of Persia gradually declined, and he did not regain his former prosperity. There are few cities left in Persia, and the capital city has become the next target of our attack, and the king of Persia will have trouble sleeping and eating every day, and he will allow you to negotiate with the king of Persia before the two sides fight, as long as he lays down his arms and no longer confronts Loulan, and Lone agrees to keep the remaining land he rules and not attack Persia again. ”
Before that, the king of Loulan only promised the king of Persia a life of Qinarrao, and as for the land and rights of Persia, he wanted to take full power into his own hands, and now, he made a concession and agreed that the king of Persia would continue to be his king, and the only condition was that he lay down his arms and no longer fight against Loulan.
Faced with King Loulan's act of forgiveness, Qinar was particularly surprised, and at that moment, he wondered if he was hallucinating.
"Don't be surprised, you heard it right, that sentence did come from Lone's mouth." Seeing through his thoughts, King Loulan opened his mouth to confirm.
"You............ Why did you suddenly change your mind? "Qinar was curious and wanted to know what caused the change in King Loulan.
In the past, King Loulan was a man with a tough attitude, except for Yisha, he never compromised with anyone, it can be said that this is the first time in his history that he compromised with someone other than Yisha, and his attitude is no longer as tough as in the past.
There are two reasons why he chose to let the Persian king go, one is that he is the father of Princess Luozhu, and if he dies and Qinar becomes a sinner, then his relationship with Princess Luozhu will become thin ice. I want to talk about "The Evil Emperor of the Desert: Long Live the Tyrant", and pay attention to "Youyue Literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~