"Qingyuan, what are you doing?"

In the abandoned teaching building, Liu Rou was lying on the ground, already fainting, I smiled hideously, Wang Jianhui persuaded on the side, and his body was completely out of his control.

And in my mind, this character, those blank memories, emerged little by little.

When I was very young, in the fifth grade of elementary school, my parents' relationship broke down, and the reason was because of a 21-year-old woman, my father carried my mother behind her back, and the 21-year-old woman came together, and the mother, who knew the truth, was in tears all day long.

The father did not come home all day long, and the mother became more and more depressed, and the sadness turned to anger little by little.

"It's all you, it's all you......"

A hideous-looking woman, holding a fly swatter, kept whipping me on my body until the fly swatter was broken in my face, I just watched indifferently, my father rarely came home.

My parents have been discussing the divorce, but my mother has always refused to nod, I have seen how much my mother loves my father since I was a child, and I will never refuse my father's request, and even because of my work, my father can't take care of me, and he wants me to go to a good school.

My mother quit her job and took me to and from school every day, but now, my mother is blaming me, and she seems to have something wrong mentally.

Day after day, it was indispensable to scold me, and finally, after my relatives found out, my mother was sent to a mental hospital, originally thinking that the nightmare was about to end.

My father took the new wife back to the house, and at first, everything was fine, however, after a long time, the woman hit me for the first time, and it was very painful, very painful.

My head was broken, and she threatened me.

"If you dare to tell your father, I'll kill you."

That kind of look, as if looking at a piece of garbage that should have been discarded, was full of disgust and resentment.

My character, really like my mother, is submissive, I don't dare to say anything, although my father found out about my injury, but because since the size of the child, he has often been outside, and the relationship with me is like a passerby, just told me to be careful.

My stepmother has very bad living habits, except for my father before he comes back, she will be diligent, and other things are told to do other things, my life is like hell, maybe worse than hell.

I gradually began to realize that I was really not needed, that I had no expectations, that there was nothing, that there was nothing.

Finally, when I got through junior high school, my stepmother and my father proposed to let me live in school, because my father finally didn't have to work far away, and my father didn't ask me, so he helped me go through the procedures for living in school.

I was free, I escaped from that hellish home, and I was basically in school every month, except for a fixed living allowance, because my father often did not come to school, and in school, one of my homeroom teachers at the time noticed it, and I also saw the injuries on my body, which had been caused by many years.

The police came to the school, and at that time, the policeman who came was the young Sun Dexing, and he asked me again and again, but I just shook my head and refused to say anything, because I was not needed, there was nothing.

At that time, Sun Dexing just smiled and didn't say anything, but day after day, Sun Dexing would come over, and I finally spoke.

After learning what happened to me, my father and stepmother brought them to the police.

After a long period of mediation, my father promised to take time out to visit me every week, and my stepmother promised to take me home when the misunderstanding was cleared up.

"Ah, I don't know, why don't you say it?"

In a word, my heart fell into the ice hole again, for my father, I don't have any expectations, no expectations, no more, on the contrary, Sun Dexing, from time to time will come to see me, and will bring me some daily necessities.

"Why, bother me?"

"Because, I'm a police officer."

Since then, I don't know why, but I feel like I have hope again, and I have been moving towards the goal of becoming a police officer.

It's completely disconnected from everything at home, but every time I think about my childhood, I can't help but be afraid, especially the kind of garbage in my eyes, which I can't let go.

Until I was in the police academy, when I was about to graduate, one night, I was going to go out for a walk, and then, I saw a couple of men and women arguing, the woman, showing her eyes, and in an instant, my mind burst into murderous intent.

That night, I walked the woman in front of her, gouged out her eyes, and then took her to a distant place with her suitcase, and, erasing all evidence, to use what I had learned at school.

I seemed to be sick, and very sick, I don't know why, and for the rest of my life, whenever I heard a woman who was 21 years old, I would pay attention to her, consciously or unconsciously, until she showed that look, and I would kill her.

One after another, and then I felt that the police were already investigating on a large scale, and I resisted the beast-like urge in my heart and stopped committing the crime.

Then it seemed that only one person noticed me, Sun Dexing, I saw him come to the police academy, and he also greeted me, but my heart was full of guilt, so I pretended not to know him.

Sun Dexing came to the school to investigate something, I was clear, I used a lot of means, gradually, I began to be afraid, very scared, he came to investigate the travel records in the school.

I tried to find a way to offend my teacher, and after he got drunk, he spoke out, and the police visited and investigated, and preliminarily concluded that this was a case done by someone with very specific knowledge of criminal investigation.

Not only at school, but also in the criminal police department, the investigation was carried out.

However, I don't know why, since we met for the first time in ten years that day, Sun Dexing seemed to realize that I was the murderer.

After graduating, when I heard that I would be transferred to the Dongcheng Police Station, I knew that Sun Dexing had already been decided.

However, the night before I went to work, I saw Li Qian and her boyfriend after arguing, I couldn't bear it anymore and killed her that night.

And my affairs, in the Dongcheng Police Station, only Sun Dexing and Liu Yun know, only the two of them know, and in the past few days, Sun Dexing and Liu Yun have been testing me.

I became more and more helpless, surrounded by a deep sense of guilt, obviously intending to become a good policeman who could help others, but my path, before I knew it, was going astray.

Finally, last night, the night Sun Dexing died, after Liu Yun invited me to dinner, I went home, Sun Dexing was already waiting for me where I was, he was smoking a cigarette, waiting for me silently.

"Qingyuan, the wound on the outside, although it's good, but the wound on the inside, I'm afraid it's not easy, so good, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Sun Dexing said, just in front of me and cried, and then we came to the outside of my unit building, a place on the street, there was no monitoring at all, next to the garbage dump, I asked Sun Dexing to come.

for I already know what he has come to me for.

I was exposed, thoroughly, Sun Dexing has already seen that I am the murderer, no matter how much I cover it up, I am a person after all.

"Turn yourself in, Qingyuan, don't go on like this, you're sick, it's my fault, I was back then, if it's good, continue to ......"

"Don't say any more, Officer Sun, I don't know why you're coming to me?"

My heart was completely frightened, and I kept persecuting, and I had already clenched the dagger in my hand, and Sun Dexing walked over step by step.

"Qingyuan, you turn yourself in, although you go in, it is impossible to come out, but it is much better than panicking all day long, your psychology is traumatized, we can ......"

However, I have been cornered, I don't want my affairs to be exposed, hurry up, because in my heart, there is always the handsome and dashing policeman, who said that I am a policeman, turned around, the back of the sunshine.

After killing Sun Dexing, I put on the clothes I wore to commit the crime, and after preparing everything, I planned to direct and act by myself.

Originally, I planned to let Li Qian's boyfriend come to top the bag, but as a result, something went wrong, I didn't expect him to really kill me, I just wanted to control him, let myself get hurt, eliminate suspicion, and also arranged a confession for him.

However, the only thing I didn't expect at the time was that Liu Yun didn't believe it at all, and I had already prepared a confession to Feng Yuan.

What I originally told Feng Yuan was that I killed his girlfriend, but because I was a policeman, I asked him to come and kill me, and then subdued him, and when I arrived at the police station, I told the police that Sun Dexing forced him to come over and do this.

Because Feng Yuan has a fatal weakness, after I went to investigate with Liu Yun that day, and then returned to the billiard room he ran for an excuse, there was a large amount of medicine hidden there, once caught, Feng Yuan would definitely be sentenced to death.

I was wandering on the street that night, I saw Li Qian's eyes, followed over, and heard that Feng Yuan was selling medicine, and Li Qian kept persuading him, but he didn't listen, and said that if Li Qian made trouble again, he would kill him.

So that night, Li Qian went with the mood of death, hoping to get his boyfriend back, that night, because of the desire in my heart, I couldn't suppress it at all, and then killed Li Qian.

Things have come to this point, I can't turn back, everything can't go back, and I decided to bury all this in the dark, as long as Liu Yun is solved, everything will not be a problem.

However, now, my heart is full of murderous intent towards her sister Liu Rou, because that night, I witnessed Liu Rou looking at the thief's eyes.