The night breeze is chilling, and the lights are fading. Xiao Xuan inadvertently walked upwind and blocked a gust of cold wind for Ning Yi. He didn't seem to want to listen to it suddenly, and he seemed to be just worried about the wind: "It's too cold, let's go back." ”

Ning Yi stared at the cuckoo leaf in his hand and smiled faintly: "It's okay, it's not as cold as my heart." ”

Xiao Xuan's face turned pale again.

"We got together later, and I don't think you're interested in the specific ambiguity, confession, and love details, so I'll pick something exciting to say. Of course, my one-sided words tonight may bring a lot of negative impact to Cheng Hang, it is difficult to distinguish between true and false feelings, and I myself am not the kind of person who infinitely slanders my ex after a breakup, so I almost never mention it to anyone. Ning Yi raised his head, not knowing what mist was in his eyes, "Only this time, I'll tell you." With my self-righteous colored glasses, dig my heart open. After tomorrow, please forget. ”

Xiao Xuan's expression was uncertain, and he answered: "I am only responsible for you, as for Cheng Xuan, it has nothing to do with me." ”

Ning Yi didn't hear anything unusual about this, she just cared about pushing herself into the boundless despair, recalling the memory that she didn't want to touch. But Xiao Xuan is right, those things are hidden in the heart, fermented and rotten, like a mess of filth in the gutter, which will never see the light of day, but will only stink, making people more and more depressed and depressed.

She needed to open her heart, pull them out and put them in the sun, blow away the pedantic dirt, dry them in the air, and finally dissipate them into the world. "Cheng Hang went to Wuhan after graduating from high school, and I was in Nanjing. The two of us have been in a long-distance relationship for two years and have been happy, saving money every day to save money and maintain the frequency of seeing each other once a month. I remember a time when I was so poor that I could only afford to eat green vegetable tofu from the cafeteria, and I ate it for a week, and then I saw that the green vegetable tofu was bitter in my mouth like a conditioned reflex, and I wanted to vomit. She smiled bitterly, "Because I fell in love with him secretly at that time, my parents didn't let me, and they were more rigid, so I didn't dare to reach out to them when I had no money." Although it was more difficult, we all thought that we had found the true love of our lives at that time, and we refused to let go of each other's hands even after we died, so we pulled and pulled forward, and it was only two years later. ”

"Until the beginning of this year, when we went back to our hometown for a date. I found out that a girl called him while he was having dinner with me, and he hung up in a hurry. After speaking, she felt that this story was a bit old-fashioned, so she couldn't help but raise her neck and added, "This point is simply old-fashioned and makes me not interested in saying it." ”

Xiao Xuan is not as casual as her, I don't know when he started, he seems to be out of state, obviously he proposed to give her psychological counseling, but at the moment, whose psychological barrier is a little bigger, it seems a little unclear. He pulled two stools from the "kitchen" and motioned for Ning Yi to sit down, and he himself sat stiffly on the small bench that could not accommodate the big Buddha at all. Then he said woodenly: "All the betrayal, deception, and lies, to put it bluntly, are not all like that. No matter how novel it is, the lining is still a change of soup and not a change of medicine. Just like some homicidal maniacs, although the means are different, the degree of perversion varies from person to person, but the result is the same, that is, to let a person die. ”

Ning Yi was amazed by his frantic interpretation, and continued: "That's right, fortunately, I'm a little old-fashioned, it's an ordinary and simple betrayal. Our two-year relationship, my love for him for nearly five years, is not worth the sugar-coated shell of another girl. ”

She felt that Xiao Xuan's outline had become a little blurry, and she reached out to wipe the sporadic tears that appeared in her eyes. She was so tired that she said: "Maybe the long-distance relationship is really too hard, that girl is from their school, and she accompanies him every day, eats and plays games with him, and occupies a seat for him to eat." People's hearts are flesh and blood, and after a long time, it is difficult to keep the white moonlight of the past, and the mind is unswerving. ”