Chapter 10 (Part I)

"You like him?" Maybe such a story is too old-fashioned, Avi asked me without changing his face.

"Not annoying."

The three years of high school passed silently, and everyone put all their minds on studying, or, secretly, put some in the budding love.

Three years, three classes. Everyone thinks that there is something between me and Conghan, we are inseparable, and he seems to have taken Xun'an's place. I rely on him, and although I can't tell you what is special about him, he is not as remarkable as Xun An, but I just can't leave. I think maybe there really is male and female love between us, but we have never pierced this layer of window paper, we should have heard nothing, seen nothing, and crossed the river blindly for three years.

This kind of relationship is called ambiguity. It's like a smoke ring in a faint warm light, which others find unpleasant, but the person who spits out the smoke ring feels uncomfortable. But when the smoke rings accumulate more and more, so many that it is suffocating, the people inside have to escape, or push open the window and get some fresh air.

I'm choking, I don't want to be in this room anymore, I'm going to make it clear to him.

It is a habit for us to go for a walk in the playground every day between evening self-study. The playground is a large space, so even with a lot of people walking, the playground is still one of the most important private spaces for us. I miss the playground on a summer night, lying on the grass, looking at the starry sky, people's hearts will really be peaceful.

People in the dark are all unburdened, and they don't have to worry about others seeing through them. We judge emotions by temperature, and happy people will definitely exude warmth, and people who are sad will feel cold around them. I couldn't feel it from the cold temperature, which showed that he had something hidden in his heart. Even though it was dark around him, he didn't have the courage to show it.

"Conghan, we're almost graduating."

"Well, it's almost there."

"Do you think we'll walk on the playground like this in the future?"

"Of course!" Conghan seems to be very firm about the future.

"Don't worry, I'll apply to the same university as you. Even if it's not the same school, it's always in the same city. ”

"That's good." After throwing bricks and stones, it's time to cut to the chase.

"Conghan, do you like me?"

The cold stopped, but I didn't stop, I kept going. I can't confirm his feelings for me, he is righteous, warm, considerate, but these are no substitutes for liking. I walked forward alone in the hope of giving each other space to think again. I'm looking forward to his answers.

After walking a little halfway, he caught up.

"Annan".

He swallowed and inhaled again, "I like you." ”

I stared into his eyes and he looked at me. The glow inside is not deceiving, and I open my mouth and smile.

"Since you like it, let's be together."

Conghan was a little stunned, and it took a while before he hugged me back. We pierced through the window paper and walked out of the fog of the relationship, and I thought I could finally embrace another relationship with ease.