Chapter 11(1)
"There's something substantive between you."
"It's just a kiss."
"I don't understand what a couple can do other than hug and hug? Whoever hug is not hugging, kissing anyone is pro! "Avi has been in academia for a long time, and machines are more alive for her.
Xun An still accompanies me to class every day. But Xiya asked me not to match them anymore, she didn't want to be with Xun'an. I don't know what happened between them, but I respect their choice. I thought there would be another outcome for piercing the window paper, and their decision was not what I expected, but at least I didn't have to stay in the fog and found a clear way forward. I'm still happy for them.
My relationship with Conghan has become closer. In addition to learning a lot of theoretical knowledge, his course also has a lot of experiments to complete. Sometimes I would run to their lab as well, but only if the teacher wasn't there.
"From the cold."
"Huh?"
I held a test tube filled with an unknown liquid and placed it under an incandescent lamp to observe, "Does the course you study involve 'intellectual disability'?" ”
"Don't worry."
"I know you've always had Big Brother in mind. We don't have a course on this yet, but I did go to the library to look it up. "Cong Han took off his mask and put his gloves on the test table. He brought me a chair and asked me to sit down and talk.
"What are the causes of it?"
"It's usually genetic, infection, poisoning, head trauma or endocrine ......"
"Is Big Brother's illness innate?" Conghan asked me.
"I don't know."
I was born after him, and my parents never told me about it. "We were all children at the time, and we didn't realize that he was different from us."
"It was then that something happened that we went to the hospital for an examination and found out that my eldest brother had this disease."
I kept thinking about it, but I couldn't find any memory of my big brother's injury. "It should be natural, he didn't have any accidents." But parents and we are all normal, how can the eldest brother be genetic?
"If so, what are the causes?"
"It's more complicated, it involves chromosomal abnormalities, genetic mutations, and whatever. Or when the mother is pregnant, she does not protect the baby properly and causes the baby to be infected in utero, lack of oxygen, etc. It is also possible that the baby was suffocated and suffered intracranial hemorrhage due to birth trauma during childbirth...... These are all possible. I don't know what the specific cause of my eldest brother is, and I can't diagnose it until I finish my studies and take him to the hospital for examination. ”
Conghan held my shoulder, "Annan, you have to believe me, I will definitely try my best to make my eldest brother's illness better." He spoke very seriously, and I was 100% confident that he would do his best, but there are some things that can be solved without trying his best.
I told Xun An about Conghan's analysis.
"You see, there is still hope for the eldest brother to return to normal."
He listened quietly, but did not show any joy.
"Impossible."
"How do you know it's impossible?"
"Medicine is so advanced now, and it will be even more developed in the future." Xun'an's words were undoubtedly pouring cold water on my head, and I was angry that he was hopeless.
"If I say it's impossible, it's impossible!" Xun An stood up excitedly, and everyone in the library looked at it.
"Don't talk to me about this again."
I tugged at his sleeve and motioned for him to sit down and talk.
"I know you like the cold, but don't tell him everything at home!"
"It's not certain how long you'll be together!"
He put the words down and left, so fast that I didn't have time to react. I felt that I didn't know more and more about Xun'an, and even I began to feel that he was indifferent, a cold-blooded animal that even my own family looked forward to, so I didn't dare to approach.
For the next few days, he didn't come to my class. He concentrated on dancing, and I was left with only Cong Han.
"Tell me, what's the point of being in love?" Avi's face was full of sincerity.
"I can't tell, I only know if I have experienced it."
Love, an eternal topic in college. Many times our other half is the center of the conversation, and friends are used to showing their concern for us with love that cares about us. Ever since I had my partner, my life has been more than just myself. Everyone learned about the relationship between me and Conghan, and the conversation with me successfully transitioned from Xun'an to Xun'an and Conghan, which made people cry and laugh.
I learned from the cold that I was in a cold war with Xun'an, and it gave me more company. Even though his classes were as busy as they were in high school, he still left all his free time for me. Our relationship has also warmed up in the company of getting along day and night, and I can't do without him more and more, and I focus all my attention on him.
The more dependent the relationship, the easier it is to breed problems, and I began to have all the "stinky temper" that a girl in love has.
I started complaining that he was late for appointments, and the number of appointments became less and less. I knew that my words and actions were inappropriate, so I complained that I took my feelings too seriously and was too idle.
Even though I was unreasonable in every way, Conghan still tolerated me infinitely. He set his alarm clock early and stayed up late to complete his study tasks ahead of schedule. The image of his "good boyfriend" has become more and more popular, and he has successfully won praise from everyone around me. Our feelings seem to be haunted by a layer of colorful clouds, and this is a beautiful journey.