Chapter 38: Confession of Mother (3)
An Bangguo didn't sit, but walked around, looked inside the house, and looked outside the house, An Bangguo didn't sit, and the others didn't dare to sit, where An Bangguo went, where they went. An Bangguo looked at the grain in the hoard, couldn't help frowning, turned around and asked Qin Youlan: "You have come here like this all these years?" ”
Qin Youlan nodded: "What else can I do?" It's okay, just starve to death. Don't seek to be rich and rich. ”
"How much grain did you get in the wheat season?" An Bangguo asked carefully.
"Two adults are one hundred and eighty pounds each, Xiuhua is nine folds, and sometimes eight folds," Qin Youlan replied very fluently.
"It's not enough to eat for autumn, right?"
"Make do, it's much stronger than last year, last year's talent was one hundred and twenty pounds. When it was difficult, it was the wheat harvest season during the Chinese New Year, and if we were out of grain for a month or two, we had to eat wild vegetables and leaves, which was a little more difficult."
"Isn't there still relief food?" Anbang is a little strange, how can he still starve when there is relief food.
"We generally don't have our share of relief food." Qin Youlan smiled bitterly.
"What is the reason for this?"
"Because, because the cadres of the production team have to search for grain from house to house, other people's families have no food, and our family always has a few catties, even if the conditions are good, our family has no relief food."
What is the reason here, An Bangguo doesn't understand, but Niu Guangrong knows a little bit, first, the cadres of the production team are biased, and second, individual members will make fakes and bury their own food. Therefore, honest people suffer. This phenomenon is widespread.
"No, this life has to change." An Bangguo seems to have made up his mind.
"How do I change? I'm just a woman who can be slaughtered," Qin Youlan sighed.
"I'm sorry, I mean, the policy has to change." An Bangguo sighed, and then asked gently: "All these years here?" Never left? ”
"That's where I cut my hair and became a nun, so I can only stay here, because with you, I can't go back to my home, I can only find a place for my life, and I don't have any other ideas, so I became a nun here."
"Old Niu-" An Bangguo suddenly shouted, and the whole room was taken aback, and Niu Guangrong yelled at An Bangguo: "I said Bangguo, what are you yelling, if you have something to ask." Niu Guangrong got up and walked over, and Ren Xiaoqiao also hurriedly followed, not knowing what was going to happen. I'm afraid of being related to myself.
"Let me ask you, did you already know that Youlan lived here?" An Bangguo's eyes will be on fire.
Niu Guangrong had no choice but to nod: "I already knew, it was within my jurisdiction, and it would be a lie to say that I didn't know." ”
An Bangguo grabbed Niu Guangrong's collar: "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" So much so that I led the voice to find most of China, you know? The atmosphere in the room suddenly became tense. For fear that the two old comrades-in-arms will make a move,
"Let go of your hand and I'll answer your question again." Niu Guangrong pointed to An Bangguo's right hand with his left hand,
An Bangguo had no choice but to let go of his hand and smiled dryly: "I'm sorry, old comrade-in-arms, I couldn't hold back for a while,"
Niu Guangrong told An Bangguo: "Yes, I knew that Qin Youlan lived here. When I got in touch with you, I found out that you were already married to Xiao Qiao, what else could I say to you? Nothing can be said. ”
Qin Youlan's heart was stunned, Niu Guangrong was lying, I entered this nunnery, you are in the know, why don't you say it? You were here when you cut your hair and became a nun, why don't you say it? Thinking of Niu Guangrong's care for himself over the years, especially in the years of famine, if it wasn't for Niu Guangrong's help, our mother and son would not all be here, and we would not reveal his old background.
Qin Youlan sighed: "Anyway, if you don't starve to death, let him go, you don't need to ask about this." ”
"You can't forget it, I still ask you, why did you leave me back then?" An Bangguo's face turned blue,
"You don't know? Didn't the organization talk to me back then? Do you want me to leave you? How could you not know? Qin Youlan was a little uneasy: "What to say, you are a cadre who is focused on training in the organization, my birth is not good, being with you will affect your career, etc·····."
"Organizationally? Why didn't the organization talk to me? "An Bangguo is completely stunned, why am I in the dark about this? Should you tell me about it organizationally?
Qin Youlan spoke: "To be honest, I have always hated you all these years, and when it was time to enjoy happiness, you dumped me, with the sentence you just said, 'I found most of China with the voice,' and I will be content." Let the past let him drift with the wind,"
The crowd immediately applauded, these words were too good. Ren Xiaoqiao's slap was the loudest, and An Zhisheng knelt down in front of Qin Youlan: "The child used to blame you, the child always thought that his mother abandoned me, and it turned out that he was to blame that damn organization." ”
"Voice, you can't say that the organization is wrong, the organization has the principle of organization." Although he said that he was talking about his son, he was also uncomfortable in his heart, and he was also determined to ask the leaders of the year to understand.
Qin Youlan helped her son up: "Voice, get up." I'll also introduce you to you," pulled up the voice and came to Shi Xiuhua's sister and brother: "This is your sister, brother." He also said to Shi Xiuhuashi: "Call me brother——, you are the same mother, if you are in a family, you and I will not be distinguished." Now, it seems a little rusty, but it's good to get acquainted. ”
The sister and brother shouted together: "Brother-" inevitably burst into tears again.
Qin Youlan walked up to Fan Jiarui again and pulled Fan Jiarui: "Child, we are acquaintances, we don't need to be introduced, we have been neighbors for a total of four years, but now we have become relatives." ”
"I'll get along with him," Fan Jiarui nodded, if it weren't for this opportunity, I really didn't expect that they would become a mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
An Bangguo asked Qin Youlan again: "The child's words are over, right?" ”
Qin Youlan nodded: "After asking, do you still have something to say?" ”
"If, perhaps, I shouldn't ask, but I still have to ask, since I am a monk, why do I get married again, why do I live in the nunnery again?"
"The donor asked this, the poor nun answered, the second year of Youlan's monkhood, I caught up with the government to persuade the young nun to marry people, Youlan should also marry, Youlan did not agree, not to marry people, there is no way, I discussed whether she can marry my adopted son when happy, after thinking about it for a day, Youlan agreed." The old nun answered An Bangguo's question.
"At that time, I was twenty-four, and I was only eighteen years old, and I didn't have any other considerations at that time, just like hiding here and being pure, less mortal ······ in the world."