Chapter 184: Duplicity is as white as snow
"Keiko, we didn't bring a bag when we came out of the bar last night, right? Only to find out that my bag was missing, and it should have been left in the bar. ”
Bai Xue searched the house and found that the bag she carried last night was missing, and she left it in the bar in a hurry.
"No, I remember not taking the bag. I'll tell Chu Lang to talk to the manager there and ask her to send someone to you. Keiko rubbed her eyes, looked at Qiu Lang, who was sleeping beside her, and whispered, "We came to you at night, and I want to discuss something with you and ask for your opinion." ”
"Listen to you, you shouldn't have gotten up yet, right? Don't bother others, I'll just go over and get it myself. Bai Xue had already gotten up early, a rare vacation, but alone, idle, idle, and idle, so he planned to go over in person. One is to inquire about the girl who helped her last night, and the other is that Hao Yali didn't answer her phone or reply to her news, so Bai Xue thought that maybe she learned Hao Yali's address from that girl.
"You can continue to sleep for a while, I won't tell you, I'll see you at dinner!"
Originally, Keiko and Qiu Lang accompanied her until late last night, but a phone call early in the morning disturbed their dreams, and Bai Xue still hung up the phone after finishing with great interest.
In the morning alone, I always feel that something is missing, especially after accepting Han Yi's proposal ring, it has inexplicably become a long-distance relationship, and what is even more annoying is that Han Yi has not contacted her all day, and there is no such thing as morning and evening good night.
Bai Xue tried to understand Han Yi, after all, they both have their own jobs, but she is a woman after all, no matter how strong she is, there are times when she is vulnerable, no matter how reasonable she is, and there are times when she is occasionally hypocritical.
No matter how you understand it, it's quite unpleasant in my heart, especially at this time.
Bai Xue turned off the air conditioner and pushed open the window to let in the air. There was no morning sun, no breeze, no refreshing feeling, and the silver-gray sky felt a feeling of oppression and sullenness.
"It's cloudy, so it's going to rain, right?" Bai Xue muttered in her heart, "It's raining, it's good to cool down, it would be better if you could see the rainbow after the rain." ”
Things are gathered by like, and people are grouped. Like Han Yi, Bai Xue is also a person who can't see the mess at home, looking at the residues of snacks and takeaways they ate in the living room with Keiko last night, and then looking at his injured hand, although it is not very serious, there is still a faint feeling of pain. 【#¥ &¥Free Reading】
She breathed a sigh of relief, then neatly tied up her long black hair and began to clean up and clean up the garbage.
When she was concentrating on one thing, time passed quickly, and she didn't have extra time to think about Han Yi.
Bai Xue slowly bent back, then wiped her forehead and heard the doorbell ring. Just had a phone call with Keiko, and she hadn't gotten up yet, it was undoubtedly Li Jia.
Sure enough, as soon as Bai Xue opened the door, she saw Li Jia smiling and holding up the breakfast in her hand.
Bai Xue smiled and said, "Good morning! Didn't you say that you were going to be busy with things in the company today, why did you still have time to come over? ”
"Morning! Brought you breakfast
I'll go to the company later. Li Jia consciously rushed into the house and walked in the direction of the kitchen, "Have you cleaned it?" ”
"Well, a simple tidy up." Bai Xue sat down at the dining table, as if she was hungry, staring at the delicacies that Li Jia was arranging, counting them one by one, "Soy milk, fried dough sticks, steamed dumplings, fried dumplings, and my favorite rice noodles!" Are you feeding me like a pig!? ”
Li Jia reprimanded distressedly: "Didn't I tell you when I left last night?" I found a housekeeping aunt who will come over to help you clean the house and cook for you in the next few days! ”
"Don't do it, I'm not used to it, I can do it myself!" Bai Xue seemed to forget the inconvenience and fatigue when she was cleaning just now, snatched her favorite rice noodles, and said happily: "You still love me!" It's not like your heartless boss, it's been more than a day, and you won't send me a single text message! ”
"Don't worry, eat slowly, it's all yours!" Li Jia handed them to Bai Xue one by one, pretending to be sad, "Hey, poor boss! ”
"Why is he pitiful?" Bai Xue raised her injured hand and shook it in front of Li Jia, holding her mouth, as if she was coquettish, "Do you have me pitiful?" I used to have a good time with my old classmates······"
She rubbed her nose and sobbed twice, as if it were true.
Li Jia couldn't help laughing, in her eyes, Bai Xue and Han Yi were too similar, they were strong and capable images in front of outsiders, and they would only show such a cute side in front of their close relatives.
"The boss is still thinking about you, but he has very important things to deal with now, and he is very busy and can't take a break······" Li Jia wanted to say good things for Han Yi
, she is also separated from her husband Feng Zhiyao, and knows that as a woman, when she needs someone to accompany her, she is vulnerable.
"You, you! You're all in this together, and you're all about him! Bai Xue glared at Li Jia, and said angrily not very seriously: "You are still not my best friend after all!" The elbows are always turned outward! In the future, you are not allowed to say good things for him, you must unite with me! Oh, by the way, do you know where Hao Yali lives now? I want to meet her. ”
Li Jia replied quickly: "I don't know!" ”
I was shocked in my heart, and now when it comes to Hao Yali, she is one head and two big, and she doesn't know how to recognize it.
"Good! Good! Good! Men are all big pigs' trotters, no hearts and no lungs, okay!? Li Jia couldn't help but directly pinch a steamed dumpling with her bare hands and stuff it into her mouth, for Hao Yali's matter, she could only choose to avoid it, and changed the topic with a smile: "Or I will report to the boss about your hand injury, but he will tell me, you have to tell him everything and everything, if he knows about this matter and doesn't report it, I really won't be able to eat and walk away!" ”
"Just finished talking to me about the united front! It's okay, the wound will heal in a few days, don't let him this idleness! Although Bai Xue blamed Han Yi in her mouth, she still thought about him in everything, "When I was in New York, I still had a little doubt, whether he really had any conflicts with Keiko and the Qiu family, I knew that you only knew what you said last night, and I was relieved!" I don't want to go at this time
Disturb him! ”
Saying that, Bai Xue hurriedly asked, "When will the massage chair I ordered for him be delivered?" The courier will deliver it to the door, so a large item, he can't move it alone, right? ”
"Women, they love duplicity! It will be delivered at noon, I have already told Qin Yue, she will check it, don't worry about it. Li Jia said and got up to leave, "I have to go to the company now, I have to go to Shenzhen tomorrow night to talk about cooperation with Mr. Fu and them, there are a lot of things to deal with, come to you later······ I won't be there for lunch, call me if there's anything! ”
"Alright! All right! When I was a three-year-old! Bai Xue also stood up, pretending to be disgusted by Li Jia's chatter, and pushed her out, "Go get busy, go slowly, don't send it!" ”
When Han Yi accompanied her sister shopping, she would think of buying Bai Xue a pair of sneakers she liked. Bai Xue knew that Han Yi worked late every day, and would think of buying him a massage chair so that he could relax after work.
Even if the two places are separated, even if they don't say a word, they still care about each other, this should be what love should look like, right? It's just that when I need someone to accompany me, my feelings will occasionally change subtly, and I will be more sad and complaining.
Bai Xue tried her best to restrain the emotions of needing Han Yi to be by her side, choosing to believe in him, enduring the loneliness and loneliness for a while, and hoping for a better future.
Just like the words written in her diary in the three years that Han Yi missed her and didn't believe that they would really break up, there may be a similar situation between most couples.
It's hard for me to come out of the night alone, and every night I am accompanied by memories about you. That lonely moonlight is really like love, like you.
In the past, with you by my side, I had something to rely on, I had infinite vision for the future, and I was not hesitant at all with full passion and motivation.
Later, without you, my life was only memories and occasional moonlight.
I've had the urge to call you many times, even if it's just to ask, "Are you all right?" ”
I want to tell you that I don't accept the breakup you said! I don't know if distance and time will change my mind, but I will wait until the day you return.
I don't know how to accept your indifference recently, as well as the news that you suddenly informed me that you were going to study abroad and broke up. Forgive me for not knowing what I did wrong, how sad is that? I want to apologize to you, even though I don't know why you left my troubles, I want to tell you: I was wrong! Forgive me, okay?
My heart has been pushing myself, but I'm just embarrassed. Actually, there's nothing embarrassing about you, maybe it's because of that little bit of self-righteous dignity that is at work.
I just like you, love you, and my heart is full of you.
It's been more than sixty nights since you left, and I don't know how I survived. I'm wondering, are you thinking about me as much as I miss you?
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In the day, I worked hard like no one else to numb myself. But at night, loneliness arises spontaneously.
It's really hard for me to come out of the night alone, as if I'm stuck in it and can't extricate myself.
I treat every memory of you as a song that sleeps with me at night, and I can't help but wet my eyes when I listen to it. Maybe it's hypocritical to say this, after all, I'm a big man, and I don't flick my tears.
I also tried to numb my senses with alcohol in the dead of night, and degenerate recklessly, but it didn't seem to be of any use, I just missed you more, and even when you appeared in my dream, when I woke up, everything returned to the reality without you, it hurt!
I'm sorry! I'm the sentimental person you don't want to see again. If you don't want to see it, please come back, okay?
This was written one night in Han Yi's diary, and Bai Xue had already "secretly" read it in the study on the day she returned to Shanghai from the UK, just before Han Yi had a carload of flowers and a romantic confession, and just before they had a relationship with each other for the first time.
Han Yi once told her that she was happy to tell Bai Xue what she had written, so strictly speaking, it was not a peek. Those words that tell their thoughts made Bai Xue moved. When Han Yi smiled and asked her if she had already read her diary, she laughed and lied.
(End of chapter)