Sun Simiao was woken up by her grandmother's scolding.

"Grandma, I'm so uncomfortable! Heart aches! ”

Ma Dalan wanted to continue scolding, but he couldn't say it.

sighed and hugged Sun Simiao, and was about to faint when her granddaughter cried.

Why are you still in a good mood?

Dabao was frightened by his mother's appearance.

My mother, who has always been very powerful, also cries like this?

He suddenly became enlightened, thinking that his mother also needed to be protected.

In the past, my mother always said that she needed protection, but now it is his turn to protect my mother.

Sun Simiao didn't know that her crying made her son a lot more sensible.

The child, who is just over a year old, has already taken the protection of his mother into his heart.

Ma Dalan rushed over after receiving a call from He Yiting, and this granddaughter is just uneasy.

There are so many people, but no one can suppress Sun Simiao, except for Ma Dalan.

At night, He Yiting was driven away by Ma Dalan, and she rested in a room with her granddaughter.

"Tell me, what the hell is going on with you? I don't think you're really like this because of the words of a housewife! ”

Sun Simiao knew that ginger was still old and spicy!

"Grandma, I'm just suddenly at a loss, I don't know what I can do, it seems that I don't lack anything, and my family and children's careers seem to be very good!"

This kind of good makes Sun Simiao feel that he doesn't need any pursuit.

It's a terrible kind of dazedness.

Ma Dalan hugged her granddaughter over and touched her granddaughter's head:

"Niu Niu, do you know what grandma was like when she was young?"

Sun Simiao shook her head, grandma's life is too legendary, Sun Simiao really doesn't know how to describe it.

"Grandma's family situation was not good when she was young, and you have also seen my brothers and sisters, who are not very capable, and walk around a pot and stove all day long. But I was not willing to be married off at home and continue to live the same life! ”

Mardalan thought about when he was young.

"Then there was a war, and there was a commotion everywhere, so I wondered why I couldn't go out and break in?"

Ma Dalan really went out to break in, she was a little girl, she was not afraid of the sky and the earth and ran away with two clothes.

She has been to a lot of places, she is young, and she has suffered a lot because she has not looked good, so she has naturally suffered a lot.

In the end, she was able to stay in Haishi, but she relied on her own courage and broke out.

Later, I met Sun Shenguo, and then things became even more legendary.

"Grandma has been doubting her life all her life, and she can't understand why God gave me such an ugly appearance, but let me see so many wonderful things! I'm not reconciled, I just want to live well, and only by living well can I achieve everything. ”

Sun Simiao hugged Ma Dalan:

"Grandma, it's good that I'm your granddaughter!"

Ma Dalan pinched her granddaughter's nose:

"Pretty good at talking. Niuniu, although you have been spoiled by me since you were a child, you have also suffered a lot, and now that your life is better, why are you still worried? ”

The child is sensible and smart, the man is considerate and pampered, and the career does not look good, but he does not worry about spending money.

For most women, this is the ideal life.

But Sun Simiao didn't think so.

She was confused.

I don't know how to arrange the rest of my life.

Missing a goal is the most terrifying.

"You have to think that you still have a lot to do, cultivate Dabao, do what you like, these can make you a very special person."

Sun Simiao just hugged Ma Dalan.

If it was just that simple, she wouldn't be worried.

"Grandma, I just don't have a direction, I don't know what I like, I don't know how Dabao can be considered a talent, and I don't know where I can stick to!"

Unlike in her previous life, she had a clear purpose, which was to satisfy Baoyu so that she could atone for her sins.

But in this life, she didn't have these, Baoyu left, she got married and had children.

After having a child, life was very comfortable, very good, and comfortable, but she was confused.

This kind of life is too corrosive to the heart.

It's the same thing she needs to think about at this point.

It's very uncomfortable.

"How can you say that you are still like this? Isn't it just looking for things to do? Nacheng, you go to bed early, and do things with me early tomorrow morning! ”

Ma Dalan doesn't believe it, she can't clean up this granddaughter?

Lie down with your granddaughter.

The next day, Sun Simiao was called up.

"Grandma, it's still so early, let's sleep a little longer!"

Sun Simiao didn't rest well yesterday, how could she want to get up?

"No, get up for me, come with me!"

It's because life is so good, it's still noisy.

This girl just doesn't clean up.

As he spoke, he pulled the man up.

After a simple tidying up, Sun Simiao reluctantly followed her grandmother out.

Mornings in Kyoto are very interesting.

Ma Dalan pulled Sun Simiao and didn't go anywhere else, so he went to a five-way intersection, pointing at those people who were pushing the car back and forth with their shoulders bent.

"Look at them!"

Sun Simiao looked over.

It's all people waiting to find a job to do.

"What do you think?"

Sun Simiao thought for a moment:

"It's all about life, it's not easy1"

Ma Dalan patted the back of her granddaughter's hand:

"Nonsense, I also know that they are for life, am I letting you see this?"

Sun Simiao wondered, didn't grandma make her remember the bittersweet memories?

What is that trying to do?

He looked at the men again.

"It's nothing special, it's cold!"

Ma Dalan is angry and wants to beat people:

"You kid, don't you see, even if it's so difficult, no one gives up? It's all about living hard all the time, and you? ”

This kind of education is not suitable for Sun Simiao.

"Grandma, this kind of thing really doesn't work for me 1"

It's useless, is it?

That changes places.

It's too comfortable.

If she wasn't ruthless enough, Ma Dalan would have wanted to throw her granddaughter into the slums.

This time I went to a shanty town, which is also a poor area.

Mornings here are noisy, the smiles on people's faces are numb, only polite and hopeless.

"What about here? Did it work for you? ”

Sun Simiao shook her head.

She had seen a more desperate scene than this.

She has experienced many times that you can see it, but you can't do anything about it.

Especially when she first went to South Africa, she saw a lot of tragic situations, she wanted to help, wanted to help, but in the end found that it was completely in vain, because the parties themselves did not want to resist.

Ma Dalan didn't expect her granddaughter to be so stubborn.

The mentality is a little blown up.

I changed places again, and this time I went to a place that was not somewhere else, but a sanatorium:

"And what about you look here? It's full of big people! ”

Sun Simiao knew that her grandmother was for her own good, but if she didn't touch it, she didn't touch it.

When she opened her mouth to leave, she saw an old man under a large tree.

His hand seemed to have Parkinson's and was shaking all the time, but he insisted on holding the pen with that hand to draw something.

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