Chapter 27: Wilde's Exhortation
The second article is in a WeChat public account, which is written by Ning Yi and the analogy of the books of the two authors she likes and the feelings after viewing. With sincere words, Ning Yi loves those two big ones deeply, and even wants to smear their liver and brain.
There is also a comment from "March Flower" under that WeChat draft: "One is to find the conscience of humanity and love from the extremely dark killing and abuse, and the other is to explore faith and persistence in a world that may be betrayed at any time." One thing their works have in common is that the world itself may be full of squalor and darkness, but there are always people who fight with these darkness with sincerity. Just for the sake of what I thought in my heart, I went up the sword mountain and down the sea of fire, crawled and rolled in the dark, and finally became invincible. They make people believe that even if the world is cruel and cold, there is always beauty waiting for us to protect. ”
Ning Yi, who saw this kind of large and insightful comment, wondered, why did this "March Flower" coincide so much with his own thoughts? Even the writing is similar.
Another me in a parallel world? It's terrifying, isn't it? She quickly cut off her dangerous second thought and continued to look down.
The third is an expanded poem written by her, expanding "The spring water is blue in the sky, painting the boat and listening to the rain." ”
That article is even more discouraged because of the scene, and there is only one comment left below "March Flower": "Life is full of joy, but even if you are in a fairyland, the word "proud" can not be interpreted."
This comment is not a lot of words, but it is particularly sad and sad.
After reading these three comments, Ning Yi became more and more curious about who this "March Flower" was. The mind and writing are very similar to themselves, and they still pay attention to themselves in obscurity. Could it be that Cheng Hang?
As soon as this thought popped up, she was immediately beaten out by herself, laughing at herself for being crazy, thinking of Cheng Hang for everything.
Cheng Hang doesn't have such a high emotional intelligence and doesn't have such a good writing.
Who is it? She thought about it and felt a little sleepy, but when she was about to fall asleep in a daze, she still had some anticipation. I can't wait long, my own "An Zhi Ruosu" should also be sent out, and then there will be many people who will read and comment on it, what will "March Flower" say?
When there is a thought, everything gradually becomes clear and warm.
Although tomorrow will not be better, compared to yesterday, as long as there is a little more expectation, it will not be undesirable.
Ning Yi slept very deeply, and in her dream she finally became a saint, and she worked tirelessly across all directions, and finally won everyone's recognition.
After years of wishful thinking, she has gone mad.
The days were flowing faster and faster, and Ning Yi had just found a little bit of positivity and hard work, and it rushed towards the future like a flood bursting its banks. Ruthless and indifferent, like the fog and snow that freezes the sky, they all disturb and leave no room for interference.
November.
Ning Yi and Shi Qingqing spent the tense UGC exam together, but she didn't let go, and threw herself into her writing dream again. She stacked her reading notes on the table one by one, and enjoyed flipping through the pages one by one, thinking about what story she wanted to write this time, and what kind of theme she wanted to express.
Since the last publication of "An Zhi Ruosu", she has started to write a long story. There seem to be a thousand words in her heart, gathered into a story about growth and dreams, she wants to use her own pen to tell it, and use her pen to give each piece of paper a name, life and emotion.
She wants to be a creator like her idol, to create a world where love and hatred are ruled by her, and to let everything go to her own destiny.
The pen is scratching the paper, do you need to add a little more forgivable enlightenment to the story?
She suddenly remembered the comment of "March Flower" in "An Zhiruosu", which she had been looking forward to for a long time last time: "For yourself, you must forgive, a person, you can't always have a poisonous tongue in your chest; You can't get up every night and plant thorns in the garden of the soul. [Note]
"An Zhi Ruosu" is based on her own story and Cheng Hang's story, there are a lot of extreme resentment feelings, and the reminder of "March Flower" makes her realize that the story should not be too focused, and the necessary tolerance is also the liberation of herself.
She hates Cheng Hang, but she can't let him go forever.
She wants to write a good story, but she is not destined to be cocooned.