Chapter 3 Going Round and Round
"What are you awkward with me", Sui Jinyu's mind kept echoing Yu Er's words. What's awkward, Sui Jinyu hasn't wanted to think about it. For her, those days, looking back, were like tearing apart the scabs little by little, exposing the flesh to the air, tearing her heart and lungs. Yuer talked to her once or twice, but she never admitted that there was a rift between her and Yuer. Because she understood that she couldn't blame Yuer, and Yuer's life was not easy at that time. But she was still very sad that Yu Er was not firmly on her side, she could no longer face Er with a normal heart, and she could not persuade herself to cross this hurdle.
Sui Jinyu sat on the bench and thought for a long time, when a light rain suddenly fell in the sky, she sighed, picked up her bag and prepared to go home. Suddenly there was an extra umbrella on her head, Sui Jinyu looked back in surprise, "Why did you come back?" "It's Sheng Yikai who is on a business trip." I just arrived in Qizhou, and Yu Er sent me a message saying that I had a fight with you, and I was worried about you, so I immediately took a taxi. Sui Jinyu suddenly felt very aggrieved, she threw herself into Sheng Yikai's arms, completely forgetting that they were still quarreling.
Yuer's stomach began to ache again. Her stomach was not very good, so she didn't pay attention to it when she was in college, and after becoming a writer, she often forgot the time when she started writing, and she got gastritis, which began to hurt when she was stimulated. In the past, it was over to endure it, but today it hurts more and more. Hurl struggled to move onto the guest's couch and curled up.
Someone came into the office, but Yuer didn't want to deal with people now, so she kept her eyes closed, and she prayed in her heart that the man would have a little look, and she would go out and close the door for her again.
"Yur." It's Su Nuo again, Yuer frowned, still didn't open his eyes. "I asked Panpan to bring me up, and I heard Panpan say that you opened this studio." Su Nuo paused, "Thank you." ”
Yu Er finally opened his mouth sullenly: "No need, I didn't want to help you, it's just that you are suitable, just an exchange of interests." ”
Su Nuo lowered his head, and suddenly found that Yu Er's face was not good, "Do you have stomach pain again?" Did you bring any medicine? ”
Su Nuo looked around, found a cup and poured a cup of hot water for Yuer. She put the hot water on the coffee table, "Get up and drink some hot water." Yur lay on the couch and did not move, and it was a long time before she struggled to sit up.
Yuer bent his waist, covered his stomach with one hand, and picked up the glass of water with the other. She turned her head to look at Su Nuo, "Su Nuo, you don't have to be like this, you know, in the past, or now, no matter what you do, I will not forgive you." Then he raised his hand and poured the glass of water into the trash.
Lin Yidong came in at this embarrassing time. He raised his hand to greet Su Nuo, and then looked at Yu Er, whose face was pale, "It's raining outside, I'll pick you up for dinner." What happened to you? "It's fine." Yuer endured the pain, "My stomach hurts." ”
Lin Yidong hurriedly stepped forward, "Does it hurt badly?" Yuer smiled bitterly, "It's okay, send me home." ”
Yu Er had a little trouble getting up, and Lin Yidong helped her away. Su Nuo looked at the back of Yu'er leaving, and his heart was mixed.
The car was very dull, except for the dull sound of the wipers. Lin Yidong looked at Yu Er next to her, she was tilting her head to look out the window, not knowing what she was thinking, "I really don't have to send you to the hospital?" Yu Er came to his senses and took a deep breath, "No, it doesn't hurt very much now." ”
Lin Yidong continued to drive, "Wasn't that Su Nuo just now?" "Hmm." Yur continued to look out the window. Lin Yidong saw that she didn't want to speak, so he didn't squeak anymore, and the two went back to Yuer's apartment in silence all the way.
Lin Yidong handed Yu Er a cup of hot water, then prepared the stomach medicine she was going to take, and watched her eat it. Yu Er played with the water cup in his hand and suddenly opened his mouth, "Brother Dong, I think I was very handsome just now." Lin Yidong said gently: "What's wrong?" "I just poured the water that Suno poured into the trash can and told her viciously that I would never forgive her." Lin Yidong touched her head, "Let it pass." ”
Yu Er raised his head and looked at Lin Yidong, "I quarreled with Sui Jinyu. Lin Yidong was puzzled: "Why?" Yuer chuckled and lowered his head, "Because the past never passed." ”
Lin Yidong didn't know how to comfort Yu Er for a while. Yuer shrugged, "But that's fine, the contradiction is always hidden, and one day it will become a big problem." ”
Lin Yidong took the cup in Doer's hand and removed her pillow, "Go to sleep, just take the medicine." ”
Yu Er lay down obediently, and Lin Yidong covered her with a quilt, "I'll live in the study tonight, if you hurt badly, call me immediately, and I'll take you to the hospital." In the past, Yu Er would always refuse Lin Yidong's kindness, but tonight she especially wanted someone to accompany her.
At the last moment when Lin Yidong opened the door, he suddenly heard Yu Er say, "Brother Dong, do you think Jinyu will blame me for not standing up at that time?" ”
Lin Yidong walked to Yu Er's bed, squatted down and looked into her eyes, "You are still very good friends, she will celebrate you every time you publish a new book, and she won't go to others for anything, right?" So, in fact, she doesn't blame you, she knows that you were in trouble at that time. "Really?" Yuer asked timidly. "Really." Lin Yidong smiled and took the tablet at the head of the bed, "I'll set a time for you to listen to the drama you want to listen to when you sleep, go to sleep quickly." ”
Lin Yidong closed the door and went out, Yu Er turned over on the bed, she suddenly felt that Qizhou City was so small, going around and around, and they were together again.
Sheng Yikai sat on the sofa with a grin, and glanced at Sui Jinyu, who was chewing potato chips, "What's wrong?" "I'm angry with you." Sui Jinyu said angrily.
"Come on, Dad, I'll listen to you."
"I'm your dad."
Sui Jinyu gave him a blank look and put down the potato chips, "That's who it is, she's back again!" Yur was going to sign her into her studio. ”
"Who?"
"Suno." Sui Jinyu felt very uncomfortable when she mentioned her, and she suddenly became silent. Seeing her like this, Sheng Yikai took her into his arms and patted her on the shoulder.
"Go away, it's hot." Sui Jinyu said in disgust.
"It's air conditioned." Sheng Yikai tightened his grip, "What if Yuer signed her?" What doesn't it affect you? ”
Sui Jinyu pursed her mouth, "If I don't go to Yuer's studio, it won't affect me anything, but ......"
"But you just can't be angry, it's clear that you were like that at the beginning, why is Yu Er still willing to have something to do with her."
Sui Jinyu was silent. Sheng Yikai continued, "Dog, there is egoism in this world, and of course there is altruism. You're the kind of person who just needs to have a good life, but Yuer is not, do you feel that she thinks too much about others? ”
"Hmm."
"People like her usually think that there are no absolute bad people in this world, and everything can make one step at a time. I think Yu Er's character may be the influence of her original family, and it is not so easy to change, and it may accompany her for a lifetime. If she doesn't have any effect on you, why are you so angry? ”
"Family", these two words suddenly touched Sui Jinyu, and she remembered that it was not easy for Yu Er. She sighed, "But she didn't stand firmly on my side last time." ”
"Why not? You forget, she was the one who stood in front of you and stopped them, and since then, she hasn't been friends with Su Nuo again, right? ”
Sui Jinyu hooked Sheng Yikai's neck, "Husband, why are you so oriented towards Yuer." "Then, when we quarreled, people helped match, and I am grateful to them."
"Hmph." Sui Jinyu leaned on Sheng Yikai's shoulder, "But I just can't get over this hurdle for so many years." ”
"Haven't you passed this hurdle? Then every time we quarrel, you run to find someone, and you don't say anything when you go, and it's all people who come to ask me. You've been thinking about what to eat for a long time to celebrate the launch of your new book. Sui Jinyu seemed to have been hit, she competed with Yu Er and herself through a layer of window paper, and only found that it had already passed.
It has been said that if you don't know what to decide, flip a coin, and if you want to toss a second time, you'll know what decision you've made.
People often have this kind of unconscious time, just like Yu Er didn't know that he was actually firmly on Sui Jinyu's side early on, and Sui Jinyu also forgave Yu Er a long time ago.
Yu Er had an illness before the college entrance examination, and his performance was abnormal, and he came to study at a university in this province. Ten years ago, when she and her mother first came to this school, they stood on the promenade and looked at the green leaves around her, which were not very real, and the sun was shining warmly on her body. She was moved by the vivid colors around her and accepted her fate. Ten years ago, there were still six neat people in the dormitory, and everyone had just entered the school, and they still had the patience to explore and run in. Although it has been a long time, it is inevitable that there will be disputes and frictions, but Yuer's dormitory does not know what curse it has suffered, in just three years, everyone has walked and moved, and only Su Nuo is still living in it. When Yu Er remembered it, he couldn't help but sigh.
In the morning, Yu Er was woken up by Mo Tianhao's call, "Boss, the crew has called over there and wants us to deal with the matter on Weibo quickly." ”
"Weibo? What's up? Yuer hadn't woken up yet.
"You can take a look on Weibo."
Yuer hung up the phone and sat up from the bed. Lin Yidong knocked on the door and came in, "Let's drink a cup of hot water." Yu Er took it and opened Weibo while drinking. Ho, Yu Er took a look, and the hot searches of "Lanyue" accounted for several items. The top article "Exposing the Third History of the University of the Author of "Lanyue" was really shocking. Yu Er clicked in to see that a person with the nickname "Wang Xiaopang" accused Yu Er of meddling in his relationship with his boyfriend when he was in college, and also posted a chat record. The man's avatar was cut off, Yu Er's head was blank for a while, she handed the mobile phone to Lin Yidong, "Who is this?" Lin Yidong was also taken aback, but when he looked closely, he immediately knew who had done it. He raised his head and looked at Yu Er, "Kong Youcheng's girlfriend." ”
"Who is Kong Youcheng?" Yuer wondered. Lin Yidong's face sank, "You really don't remember?" ”
Remember, how can you not remember. The past also includes a relationship with Kong Youcheng. It's just that now I have to think about how to write his name and what kind of person he is.