She looked at this lamp, and the farther and farther halo seemed to disassemble and crush the obscure gazes of Jin Wenlang and Shi Qingqing in the distance, so that even if they didn't look at each other, they were already affectionately condensed.

Looking at the world, looking at others, and then thinking about himself, Ning Yi inexplicably gave birth to an indescribable sense of sadness. For a moment, it was as if the noisy environment around her was like a tree on the side of the road when driving, leaving her in a quiet and unfamiliar environment.

The lamp hung in the sky, and she suddenly murmured, "I have a dream that I want to pursue all my life." ”

If she had changed her usual life, she would definitely have been ridiculed by the crowd if she said such things, after all, such words were not only ridiculous, but also childish. She has long passed the age of imagining the future, the people around her have changed wave after wave, she has read a bunch of books, and even her heart is a little old, so she hardly says it. She also understands that sometimes objective facts are so cruel that you are forced to shatter your dreams and then walk towards a soulless but stable future without squinting.

Dreams are only worthy of living in the Garden of Eden and Utopia, but in the world, it is very difficult to walk.

For example, Tian Xin wants to go to university, Li Chunliang wants to develop mountainous areas, and Ning Yi wants to become a generation of writers. She didn't know how hard she had to work to be qualified to compete with the objective facts. Even if she has published some articles, even if Tian Xin is really smart and hard-working, even if Li Chunliang has saved half of his life's money and smashed it into the mountains, it is still not enough to change this way, and continue its stubborn and long-term obstruction.

She smiled bitterly and saw the hair on the top of Tian Xin's head, reached out and touched it, she thought that she was talking to herself like crazy, but she suddenly heard Xiao Xuan's voice ringing in her ears. He just took her words: "In comparison, I'm more unproductive." He tugged at the corners of his mouth, and continued softly, "Because as long as I want." There's nothing that can't be done. There is only one person in my heart who always makes me powerless. ”

As soon as he said this, he immediately pulled Ning Yi back into the boundless mortal dust, she first scoffed at his arrogance as always, and then couldn't help but gossip and asked, "Is there anyone Xiao Xueba who can't handle it?" You can fly into the sky with a broken lamp that doesn't ignite, and who else can't catch up? ”

"First of all, if you don't light it, it's a broken lamp?" Xiao Xuan raised his eyebrows and looked at Ning Yi with a brain-dead look, "I specially avoided the open flame and set fire lamps on the mountain, you don't want to die?" Secondly, chasing a person with his heart and learning a science with his brain is different. ”

Ning Yi raised his eyes to meet his gaze, and said sharply: "I am against it, chasing people is also using brains, we don't do things that have or don't, be scientific." Your heart is of little use except for a pounding and a little blood. ”

"Oh? I have a different opinion than yours. The brain groove is back, even if you love someone, you can love one after another and even have some purpose. But the heart is different, it is true that it will only beat dullly, maintaining that useless blood in the world, but its love is instinct. Instinctively close to instinctively pursuing, even instinctively wanting to take it for himself. Not rational, but the most authentic. As he spoke, for some reason, he was a little unsteady, and as if paradoxically, he added another set of far-fetched supplementary arguments to himself: "Although I have to admit that the love of the heart is often restrained by the reason of the brain."