Chapter 222: Loneliness Makes You and Me
Han Yi felt very uncomfortable because he lied to Bai Xue. After thinking about it, I felt that it was better to confess to her, so I immediately called her back after arriving at the company, but Bai Xue didn't answer. Just as he was about to send a message to explain the situation, another uninvited guest came to the company.
Mr. Wang, who came to "ask Han Yi for an explanation" last time and became a demonstration, did not break into the door this time, perhaps because Wang Shuwen was there, he was not so rude. One Mr. Wang and the other Mr. Wang, the two of them were not good, and they had already made Han Yi break out in a cold sweat before they met.
Wang Shuwen didn't give Han Yi room to consider and choose this time, let Han Yi choose the camp without any scruples, and didn't say anything about neutrality, if he didn't support him, then directly divide him into Qiu Minsheng's camp, which must be indispensable for Mr. Wang to stir up in it, otherwise Wang Shuwen would not have a showdown with himself without absolute certainty.
And Han Yi had no choice, he chose to send off the guest, made his position clear, and from then on he had one more powerful enemy.
Shareholders like Mr. Wang and Han Yi with small shareholdings have no decision-making power, and only by standing on the right side can those shares be converted into real interests. Now that Wang Shuwen has the advantage, he will fight for the 1% of the Yi family at any cost, and even if the 2.5% in Han Yi's hands takes refuge in the Qiu family, he will eventually win the right to speak in the Shengshi Group on the board of directors by 48.5% than 46.5%.
Today, there are only two uncertainties, one is 1% of the Yi family, and the other is 5% of Song Jianguo. In Wang Shuwen's view, the possibility of the latter standing in the Qiu family can be ruled out, if 1% of the Yi family votes for the Qiu family, that is, the two have equal shareholdings, and he is also very likely to become the chairman of the Shengshi Group.
Therefore, Wang Shuwen's only concern now is to obtain the support of the Yi family before the board of directors is convened, and if not, he will strive to get the opportunity to re-vote for the election, in short, he has the absolute upper hand.
Even in Han Yi's own office, he only had to stand up and be beaten. It's a hard feeling, and of course, it's what drives him to succeed.
The shopping mall is like a battlefield, there is no gunsmoke, no swords and swords, but there are invisible forces and traps everywhere.
After sending Wang Shuwen away, Han Yi received a call from Aunt Wu, and took this opportunity to ask him and Song Jianguo and his wife to go to her house as guests and have a homely meal together. Because, Han Yi had to go to Chengdu with Song Jianguo and his wife in the evening.
Han Yi didn't have time to be afraid or afraid, he still had to follow his plan, although he really wanted Song Jianguo to sign a contract with him immediately for the transfer and purchase of shares.
In addition to the company's affairs, there is also Old Man Qiu's illness, the things he hid from Qiu Lang, his relationship with Bai Xue, the child in Hao Yali's belly, etc., he has too many things, and he hates himself for being incompetent, so he can only break them individually.
It's rare to have a leisurely and elegant night of admiring the moon, and it's rare to have an idle cause, and now he is already anxious, so he forgot to confess to Bai Xue that he told the lie.
may be because it was the first time she took Han Yi, the boyfriend she had liked for so many years, home to meet her parents, so, she
Very attentive, very nervous. When it came time to talk about marriage, she also became very sensitive, including Hao Yali's affairs, including Han Yi's concealment of Zhong Ying'er's overnight stay at his house.
Maybe it's not fair to Bai Xue to be sensitive, because this is not a non-existent thing, as a woman, this is the sense of distress she should have. In this relationship, she and Han Yi are very lonely, because they are separated for too much time.
She was used to such solitude, but she had never liked solitude.
People are complex, changeable, and easily influenced by external factors. The day before, she still wanted to be more considerate of Han Yi, thinking that it was a good thing that he was busy with his career for their future life, and she could bear the pain of short-term separation and lovesickness, but because of Han Yi's lie, she couldn't help but have her thoughts flying, loneliness, grievances, doubts, and anger were more or less spontaneous.
"In the final analysis, people are fighting against loneliness, and the more you go up, the more lonely you will be."
This is the loneliness that Han Yi felt in his heart in the three years that Bai Xue left, but this loneliness made him grow rapidly and made him successful in his career.
Loneliness is just a feeling that can't be touched, and saying it can't make each other feel it, so she and Han Yi will never say to each other: "I'm lonely!" ”
She can only accept this feeling when it suddenly comes out, and bear the thoughts and complaints it brings.
Some people say that when you understand a person and don't look at him when he is busy, you just look at how he fights loneliness, some people fall in loneliness, and some people learn to get along with themselves in loneliness.
Loneliness will destroy most people and achieve very few people, she feels that Han Yi is one of the very few, and she doesn't know whether she belongs to the majority or the minority.
Recognize a person, it depends on how he gets along with loneliness, because a person returns to a lonely state, is his truest state, some people continue to fall in loneliness, in order to escape loneliness, live an empty life every day, and some people gradually find their true self in loneliness, and their hearts become more and more calm and calm.
I have used this principle to observe many people, and I have tried and tested, including Mr. Xu, who is a person who has really learned to get along with himself in loneliness.
There are too many people, they are talented, rich in learning, strong in work, good in expression, but there is no way to get along with themselves, they are afraid of loneliness, constantly lose themselves, often force themselves into a circle that is not suitable for themselves at all, so they are eroded by loneliness step by step.
The really powerful people are the ones who have learned to get along with loneliness and friendliness, such as Han Yi.
After she left, under the leadership of Han Yi, the company became bigger and bigger, and now it has become a large enterprise with an entire office building from a small company in Chongqing at that time, and he has also changed from the unknown person who distributed flyers, engaged in decoration, and wrote plans to become the largest shareholder of Yihui, and also founded the company independently.
Bai Xue never said to Han Yi how powerful and amazing he was, but recognized and even worshiped him in his heart. However, his success made her even more
Loneliness, this loneliness only allowed her to finish her studies, but other than that, it was just that feeling, and it didn't give her any sense of accomplishment.
Of course, this is just her feeling, and Han Yi is the opposite, he feels that all achievements are inseparable from Bai Xue.
In fact, when we are young, we often force ourselves to be gregarious, especially like to call friends, if one day, we are left behind by our peers, we will be very sad and lost.
Many times, we will express ourselves according to their point of view, afraid to have our own different opinions, and we will even force ourselves to laugh because of their loud laughter.
As a result, we live as others would most like to be.
After Bai Xue left, Han Yi felt very lost, sometimes even hopeless, so from that moment on, he began to learn to get along with loneliness, and numb himself with busyness, and now it seems that this paralysis is a process of self-enrichment.
And after leaving Han Yi, Bai Xue is the same, she books in the library on the weekend, and her roommates are still sleeping in the dormitory when they leave in the morning, and when they come back, they are still sleeping.
At night, I braved the rain to work part-time, while other people were dating her boyfriend, and she was very envious, but she didn't have much time to pay attention to them.
So, sometimes she also feels that she is a minority, and she is also a maverick and destined to be lonely.
She began to enjoy her time alone, and instead of pretending to have many friends, she returned to loneliness and began to live alone with her true self.
Loneliness never ruins a person, squeezing yourself desperately into a circle that is not suitable for you, and pretending that you are not lonely will ruin a person.
When she can read books and travel and listen to music alone, when she can study the many ways to cook fish by herself, and enjoy her own cooking, when she no longer has to wait for others to prove her existence over and over again, she finds that she is not lonely.
In fact, Bai Xue is also one of the few people, and this period of loneliness has also made her so good, but she doesn't know that Gu Fang doesn't appreciate herself.
When you go to the poor place of water and sit and watch the clouds rise, you can't turn back like this.
Bai Xue was very uncomfortable because Han Yi lied to her, which should be the first time, and she didn't debunk it. She didn't know why, maybe she wanted Han Yi to tell her in person.
It was the beginning of a good weekend, and after a thunderstorm last night, it was much cooler, but she suddenly felt a lot more desolate and fell into loneliness.
It was quiet, but the melody of a familiar song seemed to sound in my ears.
Leaves are wings that can't fly
Wings are leaves that fall in the sky
Heaven should not be delusional
It's just that I've long forgotten
How did you start flying?
Loneliness is a one's
Carnival is the loneliness of a group of people
The original beginning of love is companionship
But I also gradually forget
What kind of company it was at that time
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