Chapter 1: Death
Inside the villa, the table is full of wine bottles, the air is filled with the smell of alcohol, and the curtains block out the sunlight outside. Song Yiqing nestled on the sofa in a daze, the TV was playing the awards ceremony, the tense music and the dim lights pushed the atmosphere of the ceremony to a climax, suddenly, the lights hit an actress, and read out the exciting and expectant name, "This year's best actress is Wei Xia!" ”
Obviously, the actress was still immersed in joy and did not ease up, her eyes widened in surprise, her eyes were full of excitement and joy, like Song Yiqing five years ago.
Seeing this, Song Yiqing smiled stupidly, and the smile was so sad. However, in five years, Song Yiqing's eyes have grown fine lines, and they all say that they are thirty, so why is Song Yiqing already like a rose that is about to wither?
"You're drinking again." The door was opened by the key, and the man walked in front of Song Yiqing with steady steps, and there was a little impatience in his good-looking eyebrows.
“... Shen Wangshu? Looking up at him, his skinny hand was gently raised, and the man in front of him wanted to grab him, but he hung down his hand weakly, and smiled softly, "Why didn't you go to accompany Gu Lian'er?" He stretched out his hand to take the wine, but the man snatched the bottle first.
The man was expressionless, threw the wine bottle directly into the trash, and pursed his thin lips, "Come back and get the papers." ”
The man in front of him has been married to him for five years, but he has always had this cold attitude, maintaining this polite but distant distance, no matter how hard he tries, he can never catch it.
Song Yiqing was not annoyed, and stood up staggeringly, tentatively trying to hug Shen Wangshu.
Shen Wangshu frowned, and subconsciously dodged away, Song Yiqing couldn't stand on his feet because of drinking, and fell to the ground with a 'snap'.
Seeing that Song Yiqing fell, Shen Wangshu had a little chagrin in his eyes, but he didn't step forward to help Song Yiqing up.
"Hahaha..."Lying on the ground in embarrassment, Song Yiqing laughed like crazy, but the laughter was like a knife, the knife pierced into people's hearts, making people feel pity.
But Shen Wangshu was used to it, especially to Song Yiqing. He turned around indifferently, walked to the study and took out the documents, "After a few days of family banquets, remember to clean yourself up." ”
"Why don't you take Gu Lian'er? Hasn't she been thinking about my position for a long time? ”
"I don't care if you're usually crazy, but at the family banquet, don't embarrass me." Frowning, he threw down this sentence impatiently and coldly, and left the villa without looking back, and then the sound of a roaring sports car gradually faded away.
Shen Wangshu, Shen Wangshu, where did this man notice that Song Yiqing on the ground was pale because of pain.
Finally gone... Song Yiqing sighed deeply, then grinned in pain, and pressed his hand against his stomach, trying to relieve a little pain, but unfortunately it was in vain, the pain became more and more presumptuous, his brain buzzed unconsciously, and he curled up his body, Song Yiqing was also stubborn, obviously the pain was unbearable, but he still didn't snort.
I don't know how long it took for Song Yiqing's pain to slowly begin to ease, and her back was already soaked in cold sweat. Tired opened his eyes, tried to support himself, slowly walked into the bathroom with vain steps to turn on the hot water, lay in the bathtub, looked at the ceiling with sloppy eyes, as if remembering something, Song Yiqing's chapped lips showed a relaxed smile.
Song Yiqing five years ago was so embarrassed, at that time she was standing at the peak, with a good appearance and figure, as well as that amazing acting skills, at that time she was the goddess of everyone, like a budding rose, bewitching and with dangerous thorns, she won the grand slam of her career as an actor at the age of only twenty-five, and was crowned queen. At that time, she was still too young, and made the most regrettable decision in her life, and chose to quit the showbiz without hesitation and marry Shen Wangshu. The first time I met Shen Wangshu was at the graduation ceremony of the university, Shen Wangshu was a special guest of the school, just at a glance, Song Yiqing fell in love with this man, love hurts people.
But Shen Wangshu never loved her, not even pity. Even marrying Song Yiqing was persecuted by Song Yiqing five times and three times. She thought that one day she would make Shen Wangshu fall in love with her, but she had only been married for five years, and she had already exhausted Song Yiqing's enthusiasm all her life, and he had never tasted a bite of the food he cooked by himself, no matter how late he waited for him late at night, he couldn't change him to look at him.
Shen Wangshu is like an iceberg that can't be hot, Song Yiqing always wanted to try to cover this iceberg at the beginning, but now he was frostbitten by this iceberg.
However, it was she who chose this point of no return by herself.
"Miss Song, I think you need to be hospitalized immediately, your illness can't be delayed any longer." The doctor lifted his glasses and looked at Song Yiqing seriously.
"Dr. Liu, just give me some painkillers as usual."
"I have to be responsible for the patient."
"I know what my illness has reached, advanced stomach cancer, Dr. Liu, even if you do what you say, won't the result be a delay in dying for a few more days?" Looking out the window mockingly, he said nonchalantly, "I've lived enough." ”
No matter how serious the illness is, it is not terrible, but the terrible thing is that the patient has already given up the desire to live.
What do you mean? It's really a narrow road, and before he got out of the hospital, Song Yiqing found that Shen Wangshu and Gu Lian'er were also there.
Song Yiqing had never seen such a Shen Wangshu, the spoiling in his eyes was almost tired of death, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and the two of them went to the obstetrics and gynecology department.
I couldn't help but roll my eyes inwardly. Panic in the chest, Song Yiqing only felt that his body was cold, the unbearable pain in his stomach began again, and a mouthful of fishy sweetness welled up in his throat.
"You're vomiting blood!" The people passing by next to him exclaimed, and Shen Wangshu also noticed the movement here, and the two looked this way.
Looking at Shen Wangshu, Song Yiqing subconsciously prepared to leave, but the next second it was dark, and the whole person fell to the ground and lost consciousness.
When I woke up again, outside the door was the sound of the two talking quietly, although it was deliberately lowered, it was still heard by Song Yiqing.
"The patient does not cooperate with the treatment, so we can't force her, depending on her condition, she can last for up to three months."
"And what if it's treated?" It was Shen Wangshu's voice.
"It's not good to say, maybe a year, maybe half a year."
"Okay, thank you, doctor."
Shen Wangshu's footsteps came, and he walked to his side and stopped.
Song Yiqing looked out the window, Shen Wangshu looked at her, and neither of them spoke.
After a long time, after all, Shen Wangshu couldn't help it, "Why don't you cooperate with the treatment?" ”
"It's just the difference between dying early and dying late, won't you be relieved when I die?"
Song Yiqing's tone was not good, but Shen Wangshu may have pity and didn't care.
"Cooperate with the treatment."
"Shen Wangshu, let's get a divorce."
The two of them said at the same time, unable to tell which sentence was said by whom, and then fell into a very strange and silent atmosphere, which made Song Yiqing breathless.
"Let's go, I'm tired and need to sleep." Song Yiqing wanted to cover his head with a quilt, but found that he didn't even have the strength to hold the quilt.
Shen Wangshu stepped forward, gently covered Song Yiqing with the quilt, and carefully covered the corners of the quilt for her. "Sleep, I'm not leaving."
I only felt that the tip of my nose was sour, and Song Yiqing couldn't help but ridicule himself in his heart, but he was just covering a quilt for himself, and he was so moved that he wanted to cry?
In the next few days, Shen Wangshu came to the ward almost every day, and the two did not talk to each other, each doing their own thing.
Song Yiqing took out the divorce agreement that had been copied a long time ago, and there was only one signature of Shen Wangshu left on it, "Sign it." ”
"Nope." I didn't think about it, I said almost immediately.
"If you don't sign, I'll die immediately."
Shen Wangshu looked at Song Yiqing silently, obviously he didn't expect Song Yiqing to threaten himself like this, "When you got married, you asked for it..."
"Yes," Song Yiqing replied simply, "I regret it now." I, Song Yiqing, have no father or mother, and the only contact I have in the world is Gu Lian'er and you, Shen Wangshu. Whether it is dead or alive has long been irrelevant to me, and I also hope that President Shen Da can let me live and let me die a little more stable, if you don't divorce me, I am afraid that I will have to be dug up after I die. ”
After finishing speaking, the corners of Song Yiqing's pale mouth raised a smile, in just five years, time has carved too many traces on her face, like a pearl that has been worn off its brilliance, and it has long lost its former demeanor.
Shen Wangshu was silent, he had never been so flustered, he didn't know what he should do at all, at this time he was like a child who had made a mistake, at a loss.
"I'll go down and buy you some fruit." Shen Wangshu lowered his eyes, turned around and walked out of the ward.
However, he didn't know that this turn of the year and the meeting again had been...
Song Yiqing watched Shen Wangshu walk out of the ward, pulled out the hanging needle in the next second, stood up with the divorce agreement, hummed a small tune in a good mood, and came to the rooftop.
Although winter has just passed, the temperature is still very low, and the biting cold wind hits Song Yiqing's face, but Song Yiqing seems to have nothing to do.
Walking to the edge of the rooftop, Song Yiqing looked down, looking for something.
Jumped without the slightest hesitation, as if he had already practiced countless times.
Song Yiqing fell heavily to the ground, from the 19th floor. As if she did it on purpose, she just fell in front of Shen Wangshu, her eyes were wide open, the corners of her mouth showed a heartfelt smile, and she was holding the divorce agreement with only her name in her hand, and she fell in a pool of blood, she was relieved.
Shen Wangshu was carrying a large pile of fruits, looking at the bloody man on the ground expressionlessly, but his trembling hands exposed Shen Wangshu's heart, Shen Wangshu only felt that his chest was stuffy, which made his brain dizzy, and at this moment, the back of Shen Wangshu's head seemed to have been knocked on by someone, the pain was numb, and the discussion of the people around him was particularly harsh.
The nurses symbolically performed first aid and were immediately pronounced dead.