Chapter 055: Long-lost happiness

It's just that the years don't wait for anyone, and the changes of time have derailed everything from the original. The original people and things have changed a lot, and even the original plan has become empty talk.

Thinking of what he did at that time, Ji Shu suddenly felt a little regretful, some things were like the wind, and he couldn't catch them.

Maybe I missed this love at the beginning, who can blame me now? Although Ji Shu's heart is very unwilling, but the fact is already the case, the current Xie Shenzhang does not love himself at all, what is the use of doing too much entanglement!

Ji Shu raised his head and looked into the distance, thinking of the scene when Ji Yuanzhi knew that he had joined the entertainment industry, Ji Shu's heart felt bitter.

"Xiao Shu, why are you so disobedient! Mom said that the entertainment industry is not a good place, but you just want to squeeze into it. Are you trying to me off? Ji Yuanzhi said very angrily, seeing that his daughter was so reckless, saying that she had made a decision without saying a word to herself, Ji Yuanzhi was very helpless in her heart.

"Mom, it's because you won't promise me that you sneaked in! The current society is different from the past, Mom, I only have such a way out, you know, only by working harder can we make our lives better! Ji Shu said very seriously, looking at the worry on Ji Yuanzhi's face, Ji Shu knew that Ji Yuanzhi still couldn't mind the hurt he had suffered before

"Xiao Shu, it's not that your mother said you, it's just that you make it difficult for your mother like this!" Ji Yuanzhi said very sadly, in the face of these things now, Ji Yuanzhi didn't know what to do at this time. Later, it was explained for a long time, and Ji Yuanzhi made a guarantee, so that Ji Yuanzhi agreed to Ji Shu to join the entertainment industry.

Thinking of the past, Ji Shu smiled slightly bitterly at the corner of his mouth, if he had listened to his mother's words, he would not have become like this now.

Looking at the scenery in the distance, Ji Shu constructed in his mind that if he hadn't joined the life of the entertainment industry, he would be very happy like that! There is a person who loves himself by his side, and there is a kind mother who accompanies him to chat about family life, no hatred, no regrets. Ji Shu silently thought about that kind of life in his heart, maybe it was also a kind of luck.

I don't know if I don't think so, Ji Shu walked to the rooftop where the two of them were often together. saw an unexpected back on the rooftop, and Ji Shu recognized Xie Shenzhang at a glance.

When he felt that someone was coming up on the rooftop, Xie Shenzhang turned around and saw that it was Ji Shu, his heart throbbed a little, and his face was surprised.

Xie Shenzhang just wanted to come over and walk around today, thinking of Ji Shu's words two days ago, Xie Shenzhang's heart was very troubled, he felt that he shouldn't be pestering Ji Shu like this, and felt that he should stay away from Ji Shu.

It's just that I didn't expect Ji Shu to come to the rooftop at this time, if I remember correctly, Ji Shu should still be filming. Thinking of this, Xie Shenzhang suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

Neither of them expected that they would meet each other at such a time and on such an occasion, Xie Shenzhang looked at Ji Shu without too much expression, but on the contrary, Ji Shu was a little surprised.

Xie Shenzhang's appearance made Ji Shu feel very surprised, especially at this time, Ji Shu only felt that God was really good at playing tricks on others, and he had already decided not to have any involvement, but at this time, she met Xie Shenzhang again, and Ji Shu's heart was very broken.

In Ji Shu's heart, there was a hint of surprise, happy that Xie Shenzhang had not forgotten the past of the two people, and at the same time there was some frustration, it seemed that Xie Shenzhang did not have too much expression when he saw himself.

Looking at the box of wine that had just been unsealed on the rooftop, Ji Shu was even more puzzled, as it is now, Xie Shenzhang should always be here!

"Drink?" Seeing Ji Shu's gaze lingering on the wine, Xie Shenzhang picked up a piece of wine and handed it to Ji Shu.

Ji Shu didn't speak, just took the wine and walked quietly to Xie Shenzhang's side.

The two of them just drank silently on the rooftop, and neither said anything about the past. For Ji Shu, such a scene has already made Ji Shu very satisfied, and if she wants to talk about the past, she will feel very guilty.

"It's been ten years before I know it, how are you doing?" Xie Shenzhang's words made Ji Shu wonder, hadn't he paid attention to himself all these years? Also, after all, they are no longer people who love each other, so how can they pay attention.

"It's okay, it's not smooth, but it's still acceptable." Ji Shu said strongly that these years have been like a torment for her, and the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry are unacceptable to her.

"Since you have chosen, you should abide by what you have chosen, and don't regret it!" Ji Shu said silently in his heart, maybe because of the choice he made back then, Ji Shu felt that he no longer had the right to choose.

Looking at the cold Xie Shenzhang in front of him, the years have left traces of maturity on his face. The current Xie Shenzhang is no longer as immature as he was then, and even the only bit of childishness has disappeared.

Ten years is a long time! Although Xie Shenzhang was always in his sight from time to time, Ji Shu felt that the hearts of the two people seemed to have not met for more than ten years. Now Ji Shu felt a little throbbing in his heart, as if he had come to life.

Ji Shu asked himself bitterly in his heart if he felt his existence.

Facing Xie Shenzhang in front of him, Ji Shu didn't know why he couldn't even speak, so he could only drink vigorously. Watching Ji Shu pour bottles of wine into his stomach, Xie Shenzhang felt that he hadn't seen him for many years, and Ji Shu's alcohol consumption had improved.

Thinking of the days when the two of them were together, Xie Shenzhang was very emotional, how much he missed his previous life, if there was no talent scout, maybe the life of the two of them is very beautiful now! Xie Shenzhang raised his head slightly and looked at the sky, as if he was looking at the happy life of two people in parallel time and space.

"Ji Shu, have you ever regretted it!" The deep voice came out of Xie Shenzhang's mouth, which made Ji Shu slightly surprised, he didn't expect that after being silent for so long, Xie Shenzhang would talk to him.

Regret it? I don't know, Ji Shu doesn't know if he regrets it, he gave up the love between the two people for the original decision, and now he can only see Xie Shenzhang from the angle of looking up, Ji Shu feels very ridiculous, in the end it is still the same as before, except for ......

"I don't know!" Ji Shu looked at the sky in a daze, she didn't know if she regretted it, and she didn't know if she should regret it, Ji Shu only knew that her heart was hurting.

Neither of them said a word in the next two days, either now or in the future. Ji Shu drank silently, she hoped to use the alcohol at this time to anesthetize her past, maybe what a cruel reality this is, but it is the most perfect ending. Ji Shu thought so in her heart, she hoped that after today, she would no longer have anything to do with Xie Shenzhang.

However, it is about the fate of two people, not just one person who says it and forgets it.

Xie Shenzhang had secretly made a decision in his heart, even if Ji Shu wanted to stay away from him, he would not be able to give her a chance.

Ji Shu, if you said the separation last time, then this time it should be me who has the final say. Xie Shenzhang thought in his heart, he hoped that the next self would let Ji Shu regain his feelings in the past years through his own way.

On this day, Ji Shu poured himself a lot of wine, which also paralyzed himself. Looking at Ji Shu's reaction, Xie Shenzhang had some luck in his heart, maybe she wasn't so ruthless!

Ji Shu didn't know what Xie Shenzhang was thinking at all. But Xie Shenzhang still had a cold expression on himself that day, and he didn't say too much. Probably this is the last time the two of them are together!

After leaving school, Ji Shu went to find Ye Cenyi drunk, and when Ye Cenyi saw the drunk Ji Shu, she was particularly surprised.

"How do you drink so much alcohol?" Ye Cenyi's words were a little reproachful, and in his memory, Ji Shu didn't get drunk much at other times except for necessary entertainment, unless it was something related to Xie Shenzhang.

"I met Xie Shenzhang today!" Ji Shule said hehehe, she was drunk at this time and didn't know how happy she was when she met Xie Shenzhang.